Thursday, August 31, 2006
was busy the whole of yesterday preparing the tchers day gifts.killer.
tchers day celebrations in school today.it was pretty cool with the survivor who can outcast outlast theme.tchers vs students.blitzkrieg(sp?),thats our bands name,played second after the school band and a video.it was nerve wreckin but i managed to get myself to relax.there were obviously screw ups cause the mike located at my bass was dropping a cm every time i kicked it plus the fact that i whacked the mike when i lefted my hand to hit the tom.but it was pretty funny and everyone loved sam's singing.the tchers were full of praises!we rock.
thank yous to sam,dwong,jeannine and chong who believed in me!(:
and to our ardent supporters. :D
smashed cake into yiwens face.leighanne has a video of it.haha.seriously the presents fer yiwen,ms jay,geoks and malini lim were the best.i love the report card i created for yiwen with 'critical appreciation' and stuff.absolutely coolness.malini got a bottle of ecstacys(inside joke).ms jay got lego figurines of characters from brave new world and geoks got a potted plant clip thing with pictures of leaders from the past - aung san,ho chi min,chulalongkorn and leaders of the future - sam,bryan and yours truly.cool shit.love ms jay's present loads though.
didnt manage to go back to ij but will visit jo teo soon!love love love that woman!
HAPPY TCHER'S DAY!
shall get ready to meet roseann,claire,lalee,perry and nicky now.later.
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i hate the hectic lifestyle(fullstop)
no appetite at all,took a few mouthfuls and stop.wonder how long this nonsense is going to go on for.wasted my life hanging around town looking for interesting stuff with sam and leighanne.blah,im too lazy to continue.have to go rush lit now.sighs.
/winning a battle,losing the war
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Monday, August 28, 2006
parental advisory:explicit content.
im in a swearish mood today.i feel fuckin annoyed with my fucked up life.and it doesnt help being in jc cause everything just screws your life around.i want to take a short fuckin break but thats impossible cause life's just fuck.i miss everyone,i miss everything.and tchers day's comin which reminds me i miss tchers back in ij so fuckin badly,i could just die.i miss goin shopping for tchers day shopping with the random people and esp claire.subways and toys r us are our kinda thing.all this has gone.with the wind,like the wind.they're gone.
i miss the tenofus and how we used to hang out back in ij.recess at the usual benches,picnics and random fights.the usual hangouts,gossips and childish immature but fun stupid stuff we used to do.i miss who we used to be and how we used to be like.i miss everyone.and worst of all i miss sonn and ds cause they're gone too.
i feel everything's been taken away from me.i dont like how im feeling right now and im pretty fuckin sure its no good for the heart mind soul body,yea whatever.i dont wana care anymore.
which reminds me ive a fuckin gp essay to do.may do lit after.school seriously kills.thank god fer the holidays.
-i need a hug,real badly.
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
computers are a distraction.was supposed to start studying sea history eleven minutes ago.oh wells,hopefully i will get down to it after bloggin and uploadin pics on friendster.anyhow,bought my rice sack bag yesterday.i sure im becoming more impulsive and spendthrift.got a nice ear-ring for my top hole too.went down to copthorne for their steamboat buffet which was yummilicious.home and i feel asleep at nine.woke up at one and was in a totally wtf mood cause i was supposed to do my lit essay and study sea.guess i'll have to leave lit essay to tues night.sunday's passing me by right now.
tuition at five.i dont know how im goin to finish studying all those stupid sea notes.hope i dont doze off again.sad thing there's no frisbee today.darn!
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Friday, August 25, 2006
tgif,like really.everything after econs just got worst.econs was really really sleepy,could have zonked out.sea lecture after was the most productive ever!i actually wrote stuff down!gosh.lit after was bad cause i puked.think im catching the virus from somewhere.oh wells.managed to get down to holland v after school with perry and bryan.had roast pork noodles and talked alot bout the good ol' days.
have loads of things to do:
1)study for sea test on monday
2)study for econs drq on monday
3)do my chinese essay due monday
4)do my gp essay due tues
5)do my lit essay due wed
6)practice my drumbeats soon!
7)get down to studying for promos.
8)read undercover economist
9)many many editions of time
that sucks.and i dont want to fall sick now though i'll have an excuse to sleep but what the hell!need to mug/need to study/need to mug/need to study/need to mug/need to study/exercise!/study/mug/exercise!/study/mug/exercise/social life/study/music/mug/exercise!
alright fine,enough of these i know it wont be done things!
going out to the one and only ditsy nymph:i guess mg girls arent that bad afterall right.the ive-got-something-to-tell-yous are never ending since you can be my living diary.thank you for everything and listenin to me talk my nonsense,though i know you actually enjoy it cause im like your eye-candy and things like that.and glory,there must be a reason why we're "so close".we better figure out why soon.note:im always here if you need to talk/tell/rant/laugh/cry/be gay(thats like the normal you).basically you get the point.will be looking forward to inventio and beauty and the beast!you'll do fine im sure!:D
-love.
shall read now.
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
finally!a break from to consecutive tests goin on for the past three days.might have experienced an implosion if not fer the outing today.stress-relieving in a way.had econs essay test which wasnt very good cause it just wasnt.math was a waste of time finished everything in like fiftenn mins.other subjects were sleepy and i was pretty grumby thanks to econs.everything else was coolios.had fun waiting for sea tutorial to start.camwhored,arm-wrestled and won mind you,talked cocked.sometimes school isnt that bad cause of the friends.what really brightened my day was sonn's mail.dearest sonn,im missing you like mad here please.
went down to ps after where we walked bout fer abit.gona get my bag soon i hope.amanda lim,dwong,jo and nicky.dinner at kfc after.extremely good ending to the not-so-fine day.
how bizarre - :
oh yes and i forgot to mention nicky and i scored a blasting 24/25 fer math!
for not going fer math early!
the not-so-sincere postcard from nicky.
arm-wrestling which i won in the end!ive a pic of ownage too!
(why wont anyone believe?)
everybody needs a little bit of loving.
ditsy and i - a really unglam shot but oh wells.
perfection.
shall upload pictures on friendster another time.too lazy to do it now.and other matters call.a day now gone,hope tomorrow will be much much better.
-everybody needs some loving sometimes.
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
overjoyed!sonn's online and im pretty excited!its good talking to her again.makes me feel good.cant wait fer the carrot cake backing session in december.surely we will dine at cjlmxlb and such,i really cant wait.
havent blogged in abit.no mood,lazy or just a complex combination of factors.been a rather draggy day.tests goin on with work piling up like nobody's business.you just wont believe it.ih test tomorrow,econs the day after.dont remind me.and im in the mood fer some frisbee now.got mine today and its scratched real badly now.heartache.sighs.other than that,nothing was exactly very bothersome.gp package test was terrible though.
think im pretty upset over something.trying to brush it off but it wont work.i promise i'll do better next time.sighs.
-how bizarre
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
dear sonn,
its been two years,eight months and 20 days since i've known you.you've been my one and only sonnshine brightening up my life with your laugthers,retardedness,cheerfulness and basically your friendship.it feels really fucked now that you're gone and im being silly cause i dont see the motivation to do anything.especially go to school.life will suck and im desperately counting down the days till you come home.it's gona be hard but im gona pull through.
and i remember the first time i actually interacted with you was during chem class in sec3.ms teow's lesson and i sat between you and roseann.it was hilarious cause you gave me some food and taught me the art to eating in class without being caught.i think of the moments we used to study and do amath together cause fer some reason we were uberly motivated then.study study study mug mug mug.we were geniuses.the first time i baked a carrot cake was with you and bird flu was goin strong then.eggs were freakin expansive and we went to the supermarket to get it.silly us,we were so proud of our end product.the first lgd we had and how we tried to get ourselves pissed drunk(well,i managed half of that),the first time i had frozen margaritas.
the encouragement you gave me and the way you supported me throughout this two years eight months has been amazing.the fact that you were always there to listen to me grumble,bitch,make noise,act retarded,be retarded,through my emo periods,buying me food/drinks/whatever nonsense.just by being there,you cheered me up loads.
now that you're gone,things are going to be different.i dont know how i'll be like when you return.i dont know whats goin to happen.i dont know how im goin to last another three months,through promos without you here forcing me to get some studying done.as much as im having a hard time tryin to get over the fact that you're gone,i know you're gona have a not-so-easy time adjusting to life there but whatever it is,know that im always there for you.if theres anything,be sure to mail/write letters to practice your handwriting/call/msn.
this letter would be neverending cause there are many things to reminiscence about and the whole entire sec 4 and j1 life but nows not the time.its too emo a night for me.whatever it is sonn,i wish you the best of luck studying at charter house.i hope you'll find new friends there and study hard(i dont think im gona worry bout that).stay strong and be happy cause the countdown starts today.112 more days till you're back.all of us are waiting eagerly.
hope to hear from you soon!:D
night night night
love love love
yours truly,
amanda ang
p.s. i expect a birthday present on the 19th of september 2006.you promised!(:
the last goodbye.
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
the internet server has been down and pissing me off really badly for the past few days.imagine this,doing your beloved written report suddenly realised that you're cut off from msn,internet explorer and so on.you cant send anything to your groupmates.what makes it worst is when connection status is "connected".wtf?
school was pretty normal.should really get down to serious work and stop fooling around.promos are comng.im scared but im not doing anything which totally fucks me up.sea history lecture was sleep inducing.auditions after school was screwd up thanks to a screwy individual.pisses me off really badly.but whatever.such insignificant shitheads arent worth it,seriously!
the week has passed just like that.so much has happened and yet again,nothing has changed.this week's gona be one helluva emotional ride as sonn prepares to leave.sucks.anyhow,david(well,actually his mum) organised a farewell party fer sonn yesterday.with extremely nice catered peranakan(sp?) food plus dessert.everything was wonderful.and did i mention,david's house is so darn nice!wish i had a house,on top of a hill,that big and conducive for everything.and when i say everything,i mean everything!haha.sonn had her not-so-little paperchase memories-filled book plus even more exciting shot glasses.lgd4 is gona be interesting.plus unglam shots of claire(nydc!).hung around,talked for abit more and left.gave foxy a lift home after.
*bloggers being an idiot so pictures arent coming out.will upload them soon.
and even when your hope is gone,move along,move along just to make it through.
right back what is wrong,we move along.
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
decisions,decisions,decisions.everyone is faced with something like that almost every other day and yes ive got myself into a fix this time.first step:think things through.then i'll see how from there.im just,well,caught in the middle.anyhow wednesday like any other wednesday was pretty normal.besides the surprise that we gave ms jay,everything else was like boring actually.btw,ms jay rocks!ask me fer details,im too lazy to type.plus math and pw're calling,shouting actually.oh and chinese was a disaster today.bleah.frisbee was good.i finally learn how to throw forehand properly.in like one hour plus.yay!
i dont want to let anyone down,but life doesnt work that way.
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
when mum's not in the bestest mood ever,things dont turn out right.but thats beside the point.i just woke up from an hour's nap.wouldnt have woken up if jamie didnt call.got to school at nine plus today fer various reasons.managed to live through it esp with the new history lecturer.ah!i need mr ngeoi back!pw was disgusting and ive to rush my eom and written report by friday.this is a nightmare.there's just so many things to handle within this short period of time.and a whole bunch of censored stuff that i cant say here.maybe,when the time is ripe.
jammed with the others at tiet studio in preparation for the tchers day concert audition.i suck like big time.sighs.headed off to sfx fer mass after and got home real late.chinese test tmr then frisbee at nus.i cant wait!
yesterday is a kid in the corner.
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Monday, August 14, 2006
somebody tell me what to do.
so take me away from this empty apartment
you stay and forget where the heart is.
on a much much happier note:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DS!
ds i miss you loads and i miss the times we spent.come home soon okay!
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
a pretty tired day it was!not to mention the fact that i think i slept at 230-3am last night and woke up at bout 9 this morning.six hours of sleep when its the weekends is absolutely not enough.church followed by lunch with mum and back home.managed to finish up the rest of my gp essay.thank god.left fer frisbee!it was interesting,fun and exciting with loads of running.met nice new people.got a bruised thumb and a semi-painful ankle.other than that i think i had a lot of fun.hope we can play frisbee next week again!econs tuition after but i was dead tired.dont think it was as productive as it could have been.but o wells.now im slacking online when i really should be doing something more productive.maybe i should start by reading time or something.o wallos.i might just go to bed.
-hoping you feel the same way somehow.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
was gona post up the lyrics of leavingonthejetplane,sonn's version but decided not to cause im too tired.kay,thats a damn bad reason but also cause im in the midst of writing my gp essay now.me being the good girl i am stayed home tonight to try get some work done.wells studying more like it.anyhow,i managed to sleep in today.felt really awesome.went fer drums.got the beats to "go west" though i doubt i can play it well.chinese tuition after and back home.did a little sea.glory called when i tried to write my intro fer essay so yea the essays basically not so done yet.haha.almost a two hour talk,was good anyhow.
so im goin back to do my gp essay.thats the life of a kid.i dared myself to shots just now.heh.im wierd and retarded.think i need more sleep.o wells.
goodnight world.
will you hide behind me tonight?
-post party blues
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Friday, August 11, 2006
basically i skipped school today cause i wouldnt have been up anyway.was too tired and the long nap till 1030,11 still gave me a headache after.am still feeling tired now.gave class tea a miss,dont think i missed much anyway.dinner with sonn,leighanne,dwong,bryan,vicky,jo and ms tan at crystal jade.hung round abit after.eski bar isnt all amazing.buses are annoying stuff but i shant elaborate.
so this entry's gona be bout thurs - the absolute awesomest day of the week.it was highly interesting,exciting and of cause draining but i enjoyed it so much.started early with kayaking in the morning.followed sonn back and napped,helped out abit here and there.blah till the the party started.pass the parcel,whacked the horsie,sweets!,ramly burgers,satay,random talks by the pool,on the couch,dead tired,frozen maragaritas and others(maybe fer the last time),leavingonajetplane,loads of pool.drained.but it really was awesome and i loved the time spent there.i'll miss everything when its gone but for now lets treasure what we have.
pictures time:
leighanne and i gracing the party
what in the world were we up to,i dont know.
pre-party snapshots.
lesbian love.
sexy shane and amanda doing their thing
bleahx.
dont we all look good?
picture speaks for itself.
absolutely hots.
the band basking.
perry timon lam and i!
puttin up a good show with my fellow bandmate - sam
awesome eh
you are my sonnshine,my only sonnshine.
my allrounded handsome boyfriend right malvin!
looking good with the cue.
kk enough of pictures.these are the few out of the thousands we took.right.will put in the leavingonajetplane lyrics made specially for sonn soon.this entry's just way too long already.
the 10ths a day i'll remember ferever.the 10ths the day i'll treasure.the 10ths a day that will be ferever close to my heart.thank you sonn fer everything and yes,i will miss you loads when you're gone.
(:
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
sorry fer the late bloggin.been busy with lyrics and chords,freakonomics and econs,southeast asia and ih.yeah right.but the point is its national day today!watched the national day parade on 5ive and i gotta say,our performance - garlands of love was a much better deal.wished i was back there in sec1 again.oh those times eh!parade was normal i guess.the dance and stuff.yupps.and they sang the childrens day song.how exciting!i can remember it!and some nice chinese song.haha.
its been a hectic night tonight.enough rest for a kayak session tomorrow,followed by the movie and then sonn's place.am so lookin forward to it.right now,there's just loads to settle.
cause you're leaving on a jet plane.
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
my first national day celebration in college and oh my,it is different from ij.band and choir were fantastic.fell asleep somewhere during some speech and got perked up when we sang national day songs.hands in the air.for those who get what i mean,good.for those who dont,too bad.its just not something to be written on a blog.heh.
dim sumed before heading to town.got a vertical stripe shirt from topman.altered my jeans and got a multi-colored belt.damn cool.spent loads of money and mum's gona kill if she finds out.77bucks in total for the outfit to sonn's.im amazed.
just another one of those days where somehow i find myself thinking of something i dont want to.its not unusual these days and things like that have to stop,soon.
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Monday, August 07, 2006
had an awesome day today though i was feeling slightly feverish in school.managed to get by school and towned with bryan,sonn,sam and jamie.being the impulsive shopper that i am,i got a white hat and blue-shaded glasses.am just lacking the shirt now.yes im happy.
national day celebrations tomorrow.followed by lunch with the usual.have to get my ass down to town to alter my jeans and get a shirt.tomorrow sounds cooler than ever.cant wait for thursday!
dont say how i feel now
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its 1226am on the clock and im rushing to finish my sea history essay outline.with gp left unfinished,i dont know how im going to get through to tomorrow.
this faint memories
inside of me.
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
lgd3 at sonn's place and probably the last one before she returns in december.so not many people stayed over but i guess we had a blast in our own ways.cam-whored with whoever was around whenever they were around and hang out for a bit.david stayed till one plus two so we managed with a little gossip.nicky fell asleep the earliest again while the rest of us(alicia,roseann,sonn) got by till bout four.interesting conversations and heart-to-heart talks make me realise how things have changed and how im goin to miss the old times.
breakfast in the morning by the pool was awesome.slacked around for a bit.headed for chinese tuition.drop dead tired.home and i slept from six till nine.life is good when you dont have to worry bout school.sighs.heading back to reality and ive loads of work.
lets take a look:
lets start at the beginning - noodles with chips
whoever was there,nicky photpgraphed.
david's turn with the camera.
with cushions on a carpet
i promised an unglam shot,this was one of the better ones.
after 3 lgds,our starting drink's all gone.
roseann and i in the morning
the usual bed shot 1.
bed shot 2.
baby claire with darling amanda.
(sorry claire,i love this shot.your facial expression's priceless.)
fun,yes indeed.
all of us know we're too cool for each other.
thanks guys for all the fun.
love,
amanda
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
im feeling rather happy today.
i dont know why but its a good thing okay!(: feeling unusually smiley.maybe its cause the history lecture after school from 430 till 645 cheered me up a whole loads.mr ngeoi is hilarious!its like the best lecture i had since jc life started!even though it was long,and yes tiring but he was so awesome.i admire that man!went to celebrate francine's watermelon day after.all was good.and what really cheered me up today was cause i played frisbee.im beginning to fall in love with that game.(: and i skipped training but o wells.opportunity cost would have been higher if i skipped history esp when ngeoi's not goin to go through it again.his notes and everything was fantastic so yupps.
pft tomorrow.joy.then frisbee.drums and LGD!
i love feeling happy. :D
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
there's yet another day,
there's still some time to pray.
i think its gona be back to some sd soon.
i need it,rather desperately.
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
im taking it one day at a time,
getting by one day at a time...
we need the rest
we will get by.
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