Wednesday, May 31, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAJO!
i miss you and we need to meet up soon fer our scary movies day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARL!
your shepherd will alwaes be here!
love you both.(:
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
a little bit of laughs,a little bit of pain
just got back home.today's been a really long day.yes.started with school in the mornin.extra gp class.and i managed to get a maxi cab to school.i looked ridiculous though.shant go on elaborating.gp was boring but i guess its goin to be helpful.apparently the paper's not goin to be easy so luck to all.after,i decided to gym abit and the bicycle machine was a killer.weights fer a while before droppin by hockey.sighs.i miss training with the team,playing hockey and stuff.darn the ankle.had lunch with sonn and nicky at holland v before goin off to do my hair.yesh yesh!i hope it'll be long enough when i get back.
anyhow,went down to town at bout 6 and walked fer abit round lido.had dinner at crystal jade kitchen.guess who i met?!haha.but thats besides the point.dinner was good.watched xmen.yea.it was pretty aiight la.interesting and stuff.its not as bad as how everyone saes it is okay!ice cream sunday after.nice.mum picked me up after.thanks fer everything!(:
sighs.its hard to say what i feel now.its hard to say.i dont wana be emo now.i'll make the best of what i have and can do now.till then,
goodnight.
eyes are way too tired.
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Monday, May 29, 2006
its not only rainbows and butterflies
got back from sonn's house at bout 6.had a wonderful time there.stayover and stuff.so in the end the class party was cancelled.hooray,nobody told me.but we still had fun.leighanne was there wen i reached sonns place on sunday.so we sat round talkin,munchin abit of fruits and stuff.leighanne left and sonn nicky and i just slacked round.actually i cant really remember what we did but it doesnt really matter as long as we had fun right!somewhere in between we blog-surfed,watch american idol,friendster stuff and found out the latest scadals in town.actually not town,just acjc.sonn went to bed early leavin nicky and i cause she wanted to wake up fer a jog and was to afraid to watch skeleton key with us.skeleton key was an awesome show.must say the plot was good and things like that.heh.
sonn didnt wake up fer a jog but she left nicky and i alone in the house.ate breakfast and i went back to sleep waitin fer sonn to get back.nicky was about doing nonsense.anyhow sonn came back with the best beef pie.had lunch,fruits and the fun part began.we tanned under the sun,by the pool.but before that,we ran like fifty plus lapse in the pool.100 cutches and such.pigged out and had frozen magaritas.amagad,they were so so so good.
i think i need to do rightword fer tomorrow's gp lesson but im not sure what to do cause i dont have the schedule.heck,i better start work soon.terms are right ahead.
au revoir.
its compromise that moves us along.
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
restless 3,acjc dance night.
and every smile that's unveiled will be soaked in my nervous charm
at subway.
a decade under influence
there its part of the old ad1.
the bit of us left after supper.
more pictures but they're prolly in some other camera with some other people.wells,this is what i have fer now,so be happy with it.restless 3 was a blast with the girls and the night out.(:
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
there's no need fer whispers these days
today's restless 3 was pretty good.ac does more contemp,whereas ij and cj's more hip hop and stuff.but i must say there are some pretty awesome dancers in ac.wells,good thing i got to meet the eight others plus david.hung out at subway and things like that before bussin down to acs barker.yupps.the normal doo-da-deys and things.took pictures,will be up soon when roseann sends them to me.suppered at waffle town.it closed by the time perry came so we went down to newton.sting rayed and dessert before goin home.mum was in a good mood i supposed so she came to pick me up.yupps.that sums up my day.
tomorrows class party.another long day.ive to get my pw done before.what i need now's a good rest.sighs.was just thinkin bout it just now.i dont wana grow up,wana be a kid ferever.but reality sinks in and im seventeen this year.no fun,i must say but ive got to deal with it.runnin away ferever is alwaes goin to be a problem.sadness.
a reminder fer me to do my pw interview questions tomorrow before goin over to sonn's.havin mixed feelins bout the party already.but im too tired to think.and 'the ring' was aired tonight.caught abit of it when i got home.
nighty nightoes everyone.
pray,the night isnt over yet.
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Friday, May 26, 2006
calling all the stars to fall and catch the silver sunlight in your hands
aiight.last day of school.wells,i dont know whether its a good thing or bad thing really.this marks the start to four weeks left studyin fer the terms.o wells.today is slack day,so is saturday and sunday.so piss off.okay school was normal.played captains ball fer pe which was really fun.its good to exercise again!then school was just like normal and boring fer the rest of the day.napha talk was a big waste of time.and im tired.ive been watchin tv the whole night.and this is pointless crap.
tomorrow is restless.cant wait cant wait!i shall go to the gym in the mornin.work those muscles.yupps.cant run still.sighs.erm then sunday,class party.heh heh.erm right and i dont wana blog anymore.i shouldnt even post this.
goodnight.
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
i'm going to have myself in shambles
i cant wait.just one more day,one more day till the end of term.in a way i cant wait fer the weekends.there's 'resltess' on saturday to look ferward to cause im meeting the tenofus or lets just say the other eight.then class party on sunday,stayover at sonn's house.what more can i ask fer? but thats besides the point,ive to get through tomorrow first and it looks painful.
tomorrow's not a slack day.hardly got any breaks and everythings packed.not lookin ferward to pw too,another nightmare.and ive to stay back till 430 tomorrow cause ive to sit fer the napha shit.its really not my fault i couldnt do it cause of a sprained ankle.i cant even freakin exercise fer a month.i'll feel fucked if they make me rerun 2.4km again.sighs.had all this shit.
on a happier note,it was long breaks today and therefore picture day but im just wae too lazy to post it up.and i went gymming today.did weights.yay.sense of accomplishment.then dao paolo's after.heh.roasted potato and dory fish were helluva good.aiight im off to eat dinner now.
fer another promising weekend.
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
you'll get by without me if you want
too tired.to do anything at all.ive been stoning fer the past few hours.o wells.another day gone and its two more days till the end of terms.four more weeks till terms.and honestly,im shit scared.we shall forget all these shit talk now.went to the ortho in the morning.wasted like 21bucks cause like the doctor wasnt helpful at all.what to do.went home to nap cause i didnt sleep till five in the mornin.it was terrible.in time fer abit of pccg and yupps.watched the exhibition debate fer abit before leaving fer hockey.went to delta,watched the 'a' division finals.vj versus sa.pretty interesting.and i met kavina there so we caught up fer abit again.yupps.left halfway during the boys match to go get sticks with the rest of the hockey team.
i forgot to add this,but highlight of the day was meetin bird,amanda lim and lynette!!they made me smile!overjoyed.sighs.i cant wait to see 4/4 soon!((:
peninsular plaza.went off with eleen to meridian fer dinner after.fun fun,crapped about and headed home.now im havin a massve headache,prolly due to the lack of sleep.sighs.so much to do,even more to think about.sighs.life can be really really hard sometimes.
goodnight everyone.
too tired fer all these now.
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
suddenly,ive become part of the past
back to school today.i guess it was good seeing everyone again and how attendance was near perfect,compared to yesterday's 'massive ponning'.yes,haha.so during gp,we watched this slaughtering show.it was gruesome,dizzgusdding and just gross.couldnt bring myself to watch the part on how they slaughtered the pigs.fuckin gross.had a nice chat with francine durin chinese.bout competitions,the stress and things like that.econs was boring.i got back my essay.heh.i didnt fail,but i didnt do that well also.o wells.buck up,buck up.im so sick of telling myself i have to.
after school nicky,dwong and i went to da paolo.celebrate our dp day.we ate some roasted chicken thing and tried abit of cinnamon gelato.yes yes we will be going back on thursday after math tutorial.heh.bussed home.and i fell asleep almost immediately.school makes you extremely tired.i managed to file all my worksheets in my 'exam file' today.bought the ac file from the jumbo sale fer like three bucks.haha.cool shit.the file's really thick now and im goin to be havin a problem carryin it around.suddenly i feel damn grateful fer classrooms back in ij.haha.
off to see the ortho tomorrow.then ive to go back to school.gona watch the sa-rj finals fer hockey and then go off with the rest of the team to get sticks.i'll just be taggin along anyway since i got my stick already.sighs.i feel like ponnin the rest of wednesday actually,i'll think bout it.havent even told mum bout the appointment.
nose is stuffed and im annoyed.off to tv show before i get down to some work.
draw the curtains,hide me from the rest of the world.
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Monday, May 22, 2006
our envelopes stuffed with feelings found
home today where i survived on cup noodles fer lunch and instant noodles fer dinner.the spicy black pepper instant noodles were seriously fantastic.spent alot of time doing my darn gp essay.researched a little and retired fer the day.somehow my nose has gotten all runny and head's in a whirlpool now.this time its fer real.ah,i cant be bothered.
reading time now.i havent finished reading it yet.there's so many things to do,so little time.i still have to complete my chinese homework,get the freakin chinese file proper,poetry questions(apparently) and some other work i suppose.on a happier note,desperate housewives's on tonight and i cant wait.plus,plus plus mum'll be back tonight.now that's a good thing right?
aiight,off i go.
tomorrow definitely doesnt look promising,esp with the 'talk'.
good day,bad day.we'll all get through it somehow.
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
take this time to think about
pw meeting at kap came down to nothing much really.this gpp thing is drivin me nuts,really.and can fm just freakin accept our gpp.its so freakin good but shes a problem with it.if its not superficial,its the scopes too limited.either way,ah fuck.im not goin to go on.but i hate pw.really i do.home,slept,tuition.went through my drq and stuff like that.was aiight.dropped by at the kiosk,got some snacks.those will last me through the night.haha.
guess im skippin school tomorrow.ive to get my life in order before i screw it up even more,before i leave.i dont have the time i need but ive to make do with whatever i have.okay so im goin to stay up,yes.i hope i do anywae.its really time to settle down.yupps.and the past two days have been hell.late nights.pressure's killing.i can feel my body givin up already.i dont know how much more of this i can take.
the 22nd may edition of time magazine is pretty interesting.goin to finish readin it soon.hopefully it'll help in my econs and gp too.right,im off.
goodnight world,
tomorrow is exciting,so exciting.
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
you never realised what you've got till you lost it,so treasure it
time check now and its 207am on the clock,sunday morning.today was pretty decent.managed to read abit of time and do a little ih.was wasting time meant fer studying.wells,studying doesnt really work well fer me.but hey,im trying.did something i didnt think i would do today.o wells.haha.its quite funny.anyhow,i went over to nicky's.waited her to find a suitable top fer like an hour before she settled fer the first one,the spag she was wearing wen i met her.wtf!cabbed down to town.got roses,like sixteen of them.sonn's mum gave us a lift to dbs arts centre and there we were,enjoying theasthai.
note,i used to word 'enjoying'.in my opinion,i thought theasthai was awesome.its an acjc dep production.just dep-ers doing their monologues.their term exams or something.but it was cool cause most of them were either touchin or funny.dep-ers are pretty darn good i think.yupps.though i think the overrun caused us to not have that many interludes and my legs were aching.after sonn nicky and i waited fer the dep-ers and gave them their much deserved roses.then,we went fer bak kut teh.nice stuff.i was so pretty darn hungry and the bak kut teh was damn good!seven-elevened after and we got ben and jerry's.sat by the road like some rufugees and all was good.gave the two a lift home after and here i am.
pictures show all:
while waiting fer theasthai to start.
bak kut teh,was almost finished by then though.
word without a sound.
not too pleased cause we definitely arent on sale,excuse me
can you see the lovely rose!
refugees with ben and jerry's.
thouhgt i'll stay up and do some work but i dont think im up fer it.beginning to get a headache already.tomorrow's rather busy,rather hectic.i wana skip school on monday.will think bout that.really need the break and obviously to catch up on,erm work.
goodnight all.
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Friday, May 19, 2006
finally i figured out
southeast asia history test today was a disaster.gp readin package test was a let down.econs drq was terribly done and my tutors goin to freak.history international test wasnt well done either.im left with lit.that is never good.sighs.things just dont look too good wen it comes down to this school acad nonsense.but life's lookin up cause im not gona let it go down like that.yea im not.
school today was just normal i guess.nuthing unusual happened.sonn and i were probably the most annoyin brats during lit,makin wierd noises,comments.i must learn to stop.haha.yes pw was a killer,like it alwaes is anywae.went out with kavina today so we went to get sticks since she had to get like guards and stuff.got my guards.and i kinda scratched my stick already cause i whacked it against the concrete floor.but o wells.take care take care,heart pain.im rambling.okay then we went to play pool,yesh!was good eh.subway fer dinner.i swear we caught up alot.and we talked alot and it was helluva fun.we must do it again!bussed home and yea.
something ms tan said occured to me suddenly again.yesterday she took my fone,flipped it open and there was the picture of the tenofus back in ij on the last few days of school.then ms tan said 'still cant let go eh.' honestly its true,i still cant let go.its hard and i love you guys.
i dont know what tomorrow brings,but i hope fer the best.all the time.
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
now i stand face to face against the winds of changing time
pretty proud of myself cause i didnt come online yesterday.heh.though i didnt get loads of studying done,its stil quite an achievement i guess.wells,the econs essay test was pretty much screwd up today and i know i am goin to fail.no doubts bout that.sighs.and it doesnt help that only 3 out of 25 people passed the econs drq test.heh.i dont know,the chances of me passing are pretty darn slim but i know i'll be disappointed if i fail.sighs.lit test today was fucked,i dont wana go on bout it.i knew i was never good with a book like 'duchess of malfi'.wtf!got back my southeast asia writing exercise and i passed on the dot.12.5.and tomorrow's the real test but i wont tell you how screwd up i am fer that.chinese oral's on its way.next week i reckon.
thats all fer the tests and screwd up shits like these but heres how the day went.long break again cause its a thursday.sae we bought like friuts fer the whole table,our usual class gathering on thurs.crapped bout and our usual fun.then we went off to buy five bucks worth of jelly.haha.it was really funny but we ate it all up.yay!then after school,sonn nicky dwong joanna and i headed down to da paolo.freakin cool.sonn and i shared some roated potato,salmon pizza and some cron something.yea but it was great.and i had gelato and bought some 75cents-worth-your-money bread.freakin good.
mum's flying off the beijing tonight.hope everything'll be fine.sighs.and drama thing comin up on sat.then restless next sat.class party soon.but what i need most is a meeting with the tenofus/eightofthem.plus i need to go down to town to get stuff.
now im thirsty.and im goin to get a drink den go to bed.wake up and study southeast asia.which i know i'll do terribly in.i need to buck up.sighs.and thats what i tell myself all the time.ms tan said something that bothered me a little today,and prolly really got me thinking.im more confused than ever before.
open your eyes,tomorrow shall be a brighter day.
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
i walk the line,leave it all behind.
yes i did manage to mug,but i must say it wasnt as successful as it was supposed to be.got through theory of demand and supply again and tax and subsidies,fer econs.i still dont quite get some part of it.tuition,yes.then once i started southeast asia,ive kept fallin asleep.its not my fault the notes are really boring.wells,its back to southeast asia now.ih tutorial and lit's goin to be kept fer tomorrow where you'll see me rushing it again,if im in the mood.
no pe tomorrow fer me,meanin no napha.yay?i dont know.suddenly i'll give up anything to go fer hockey and do some runs tomorrow.ankle,please heal soon.
i'm confused,but i dont think it even matters.does it?
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i will study today,i know i will.besides that,the ankle doesnt seem to be gettin any better these days.pain's coming back and it seemed to have swelled even more.tripped over the steps on the bus again.i cant believe how careless i am.but anyhows,managed to drag myself to town fer lunch with han.scotts and talked cocked fer a while.ate my yami youghart!yay!walked fer abit more before coming back home.my brother's being fuckass annoying.
aiight its three,im off to do my work now.im hungry and tired.joy.haha.
mug mode.
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Monday, May 15, 2006
when open inverted commas close
the last time i heard that song was a few months back,with claire at a gig.i remember.no wonder the song sounded so familiar.wells,since then things have changed quite a bit,but life still goes on.im plunging deeper into my emo mood or something.maybe its just the fatigue.but i'll snap out of this soon.very soon,i hope.
stupid things do happen to random people some times.i had my turn today.i was debating with sonn on whether we should skip southeastasia history tutorial,but anyhow we decided to go cause we didnt wana get into any more trouble.so yesh,just as i was bout to move,i tripped over the drain.bent my left foot and tada,i was on my way to the sick bay with sonn.haha.stayed there fer a while where we got to catch up,ice my ankle,prolly gossipped by the tchers who suddenly had something interesting to tell each other right outside the door of the sickbay.rushed to give tuition and mum picked me and dropped me off at serangoon mrt.she was in a good mood i guess,she hardly does that kinda things.met roseann,nicky and jessie.yea.roseann nicky and i den went to meet sonn at cjlmxlb at tp.sorry sonn fer making you wait,but we did loads of catchin up!yes so the day was pretty fine.just that im a little tired now.maybe i'll nap and wake at some unearthly hour to do work.just probably.
one more moment - at cjlmxlb
i wish the holiday would stay ferever.did i mention tomorrow's a holiday.yea.lunch appointment and im stayin home to mug.i better!
wish everything would go away now.
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
funny how when a good thing's found,we let it slide,take it fer granted.
nuthing much today but basically i was in a really horrible mood fer like three quarter the day.i still am actually.but i shant talk bout it in case it ruins my mood again.met francine,charleen in chuch today.heh.i had lunch at o briens fer the first time in my life.guess the food was okay before heading off to cass's place fer pw.we took bout three hours and we finally got everything sorted out.pw is drainin and it gives us all headache.hate it.
wells thats my sunday life.totally uninteresting and boring.wish something would hype it up now.tomorrow marks another uninteresting,mundane,boring and routine week.i can even tell you the sequence of events now.but i'll save it fer another day.
i should sleep early tonight.ive got loads to rush tomorrow.heh.
nightoes.
its funny the way life goes and how now ive found the one.
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
by the time
today was a normal day,and so i thought.woke up,late.haha.thats the reason why you shouldnt sleep at three.rushed and cabbed down to ij!there was nobody there sadly,as in tchers.met pp,boon and reena.took my im-not-proud-of-it-at-all cert and headed fer tuition.tuition was a blur cause i was way tired.but i managed to pull through.tutor gave me econs essay questions ripped off the net.they were hilarious.one was on birks sandals,and they kinda described it as 'god-ugly'.haha.and in the same question it stated 'p.s.you dont have to tell us about the mayor's taste!' like wtf mate.haha.home sweet home.napped.
got ready to go out.yesh.my highlight of the day.watchin mi3.it was aiight,pretty awesome,entertaining and things like that.i tot the movie was pretty long.two hours plus?o wells.had a hand cramp after.all was good.(: mum picked me up after,macs drive through,home.
ive got food to last me the night.mums goin to kill me when she finds out i havent touched it a single bit yet.but ive got work to do and hopefully i'll stay up tonight.at least to complete gp compre and a stack of sea notes?plus a mother's day card.
im tired already.
goodnight everyone.
thank you.
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Friday, May 12, 2006
well the pictures are here:
green shirts rule! - ms tan and i
thats when all the girls were in.
piggy back in the water - steph on vicky on me.
thats what we called - water rugby!
us taking a break - nicky,leighanne,me,steph
now thats the girl's team!
me being retarded,leighanne being normal and ms an lookin at me wierd.
half of the class picture,excluding ms tan.
self timer pic,boy was it hilarious!
another ride - me on vicky on ms tan.
ivan and i.
nicky and i.
didnt get to take a pic with sonn.): sonn you owe me.wells theres wae too many pictures,so heres the few up and yes,we've videos too.wait till i figure how to get it up on blogger.
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our envelopes stuffed with feelings found
i doubt nicky would be back in time to send me the pictures,so i'll upload them in a seperate entry.but today's class party was a blast!what was i thinkin.i cant wait fer another one again!
so the morning started off normal.ankle was in a much better state,though the bruises were coming out.managed to do abit of bnw and gp.heh.yes yes im beginning to get down to work,i think.thank god.lets hope this lasts till terms.got ready and stuff and reached sonn's at like five plus.
most of the people were there already.although like only half turned up,it seemed like the place was overcrowded,but anyhow.we played abit of pool,talked abit.the rest were watchin 'rat race'.goodness.i thought that show was boring,with a capital b.then we started throwin people into the pool.haha,actually i started it.first it was leighanne,nicky.and slowly we all went in,with my help at first.took off the bandage and while tryin to get ms tan in,keith or jaesh pushed me in.i tripped over ms tan and splash.ms tan called me mastermind,and tried strangling me or don know what the hell she was doing,plus the amount of splashes!heh.wells we got everyone else in.took pictures,had races and did silly things.all was great.we played water rugby.boy,was that fun.i ended up biting,pullin and kickin all the guys but hey we all had fun.when it ended,the arms were aching,voice super hoarse as the screamin was like damn high pitch and all of us not being able to feel our toes.had mini icecream cones,i forgot the brand of it.and cleaned up abit.before we went off down to eat abit.i played pool again.mum,being pissy,came early.sadness.i wished i could stay longer.
wells,i'll be lookin ferward to the next class party.and dont ask bout the ankle.haha its in a guard now and hopefully,it'll be doing fine after sucha rough day.heh.im goin to finish up my gp.hopefully read a little bit of duchess.love love the day.tomorrow seems exciting too!(:
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
leave the pieces when you go.
done like half of my history essay.im pretty screwd and too tired.think i slept too much today,but thats not the point.i wonder how tomorrow's goin to turn out like actually.im not too sure.everything's seem so uncertain.but maybe thats only from my point of view.yupps.i really dont know.lets not list the reasons.ive lost my appetite,maybe im just too full.maybe i'll watch a vcd to cheer me up tonight.i feel like slacking,but then again,since when do i not.anyhow this entry's so pointless.
countdown,to what.
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kay,got up at like six plus in the morning cause the pain from the ankle was unbearable.annoying thing.yes it was worst than last night which is actually pretty bad cause it hurt even wen i was using the right leg to hop.like omgwtf.yupps so hospital at 8am in the freaking mornin,nuh.saw two doctors,did xray,sat in wheelchair fer very long,watched amazing race,got my ankle wrapped,cabbed home.felt so embarrassed telling them i stepped on a hockey ball therefore sprainin the ankle.its nuthing much,except a really bad sprain.sighs.its goin to take weeks to recover.missing five items.what to do?
slept fer like four hours and online.supposed to do some work at like three.time overrun but i cant be bothered cause im hungry.lunch is nowhere in sight.where the hell's my brother.sighs.hope he's like near home.i think im goin to settle fer some tv now.michelle branch is good!random but nevermind.
this sure isnt goin to be the last entry.idea day to blog since im stuck at home with absolutely nuthing to do,if you dont count the homework pile.haha.shuddup.
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
its sad to know your summer's ending,worst to know your fall is coming.
hahaha.today is full of jokes.like really nonsensical ones.pe was boys napha and some people ran their 2.4km.yupps cheered them on and it was good.no gp.yay!cause we have four periods every monday now.yupps.econs lecture after,first time i paid attention but econs is gettin more fun and interesting now.im growin to like it.southeast asia history was another blur fer me.sighs.i do need to buck up fer sea,like now.had disc after that,and im sure glory had the time of her life.nicky's addidas spray came in handy.it stinks btw.glory got sprayed on like at least five times.haha.she stunk after that.haha.and then i started drawin on people halfwae during the course.you know,me bein an i and how restless and what short attention span i have.first victim,vinca then zheng hong then glory,that ditsy thought i was pokin her.wth!haha.
hockey after.was fun.learnt how to hold the stick properly and yea run with it.mr loo's really nice though.haha.we have fun tchers fer hockey!okay so highlight came when i was partnering aileen fer some drills.and i was runnin after the ball,stepped on it,ankle turned sideways,loudest crack ive heard from my bone since i was born.and here its swelling,it hurts and i cant walk.its gettin worst.skipping school tomorrow to go to the hopsital,xray and i need the mc to cover me fer the math test.ive more time to study and do lit now.
tomorrow looks like hell,cause i wont be able to walk.have to collect my o level cert too.and yes ive a great mind to collect the freaking clutches from miss tan.but we'll see.hope it gets better soon.well,hope fer the best.had to cancel all my appointments.sighs.but thing's will get better,i know it will.
on a lighter and better note:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA LIM!
thanks fer all the
nights everyone,
i still havent had dinner yet.dont ask why.heh.
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
save me from myself,that's all i'm asking for.
life still goes on pretty much in the same way.same story,there's nuthing interesting.and maybe its cause of that that makes me a depressed emo fuck.i hate the routine,i hate the systematic approach to things.most of all,i hate school and the workload.one word 'killer'.
poured rather heavily today and it was really humid.was stuck in school with nicky and sonn.i would have loved the weather if i was at home sleeping.point is,i think the walk home in the drizzle caught me offguard.i think im falling sick,again.fer the millionth time this year.thats how bad my body resistence to stupid germ-like things have become.hot,cold,hot,cold.its really pissing me off.but that's not the point,nuthing's the point.
econs essay to be completed by tonight cause i wont have the time to do it tomorrow considering that i'll be doing lit and studying fer maths,which i really dont care alot fer.screw math.yes yes.after a little bit of math,maybe i'll go sleep.and im hungry cause dinner aint home yet.
and tomorrow looks as dull as ever.the thought of probably having to do five items tomorrow irks me.followed by me rushin to complete the sea history tutorial puts me off.then there's disc cause again,which im not lookin ferward to.dont ask me why cause i dont know either.just not in the mood.then hockey.thats like,heh,'wtf mate'.im really not in the mood.
why does it always rain on me?
another sleepless night,wondering why.
i did a rough sketch at 9:16 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
today's post is goin to be stupid and.nevermind,just stupid.ahad council elections today.votes are a secret.so yes.school wasnt any interesting.the idea of me screwing up the econs test annoys me,after all that tuition.but i really cant be bothered now,who cares.stoned throughout.im just damn damn tired,
im sinkin back into emo mode and i know if i dont stop it,its goin to get the better of me.life hasnt been easy ever since i came to jc and i know very much that ive to let go of the past,the past i had in ij.i've to move on,and thats what ive been trying to tell myself fer the past five months.the letting go,the moving on,the getting my life back on track.but all seem to fail,all isnt workin.my life's still in a mess and somehow im just stuck in this spot,stagnant.i know im tryin,but its not good enough.its tough being seventeen and i so dont wana grow up.i hate the things life's throwin at me now.the workload,the pressure,they're crushing me and i know if i dont handle this well now,im goin to crumple,im going to fall.
but time's running fast.ive so many things to do with so little time.i dont know if i can handle it.but every day i ask god to make the things at hand a little smaller so i can handle it,but then i realised that sometimes this cant be done,so the only thing i ask and pray of is he makes me stronger so i can handle them.i dont know how much sense im making but sighs,thats my life.ive so many things to sae,but i cant cause my heads in a big mess now.and im just friggin tired,emotionally physically and whatever you can think of.
and im really sorry bout today.it was a wrong move,a stupid mistake.but i hope everything will turn out right again.afterall,it was my fault eh.lesson learnt.now lets,heh,move on and make the best out of what we've got here.yes.love.
i've spent the past hours being extremely unproductive and screwd up.im not done with gp and im supposed to do history and maths.but cause im too tired,and the sty's coming out.im goin to take a break(like how i alwaes do) and there's desperate housewives now.how could i forget.
night,please make your stay longer.
i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held on to
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
i did a rough sketch at 9:30 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
mouth's burning like fuck and i've finished more than three quarter the carton of juice.this is bad.and i feel my bladder already.okay dinner was awesome anyhow.i took approx half an hour to finish it.so much fer me wantin to gobble my food down.haha.i'm full and rather satisfied.
woke up late today.didnt have to go to church cause i went fer sunset yesterday.wasnt feelin too good so stayed home,and missed my chance of studyin at dome and la mian at scotts.): but anywae i managed to read a little of gp.still ten odd more pages to go.i'll just finish them tomorrow.tried to do abit of econs.was being distracted online.went to popular after to get my highlighters and pen.happy me.tuition after.crapped alot.tutor and i laughed like stupid asses.was pretty funny.revised abit of demand and supply.i think ive got it but im still not confident enough fer tomorrow's test.
anyhow,the weeks going to be hectic.theres econs tmr,gp test on tuesdays.somebody's birthday(i wonder who's) on wednesday followed by maths and lit on thurs.save my soul.remember to give me a pat on my back if i ever get pass the week.class party on friday.and hail the weekends.this week's goin to pass damn fast.we better watch out fer it.
econs now.
goodnight everyone.
and know that im missing you already.
i did a rough sketch at 9:39 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
econs tuition in the mornin fer bout three hours plus.gave up after that cause both my tutor and i were tired.so came back home,long bus ride.something i havent had fer a long time.yes.anyhow nice lunch,helped my brother with some cupboard thing,quick shower and was off to church fer mass.went to cathedral today cause seminarians were havin vocation there.met some people i havent seen in ages.buffet dinner at the bishop's house/living room,ah whatever.the food was relatively good.company was awkward.imagine havin dinner with all the seminarians and priests.wtf mate.haha.attempt to let my hair stand tall today failed cause i got annoyed with it and flattened it.also it didnt help wen the bishop decided to place his hands on my head and flatten wadeva strands that were left standing.haha.i think the nights gettin into me,cause this post,like others,is full of crap.
i finally finished reading bnw.its quite interesting,towards the end.haha.yes and ive decided to stay up tonight to catch up on work,actually its just gp and econs,cause my tutor wants to 'test' me tomorrow.haha.jokes.squeeze in abit of ih if possible.need to make a trip to the bookstore.stationary's calling.
fer now im off to catch 'league of extraordinary gentlemen' or whatever the title is.and its work till five/six/seven in the morning.probability of me actually doing that.right.life's definitely lookin up aint it.heh.
goodnight world.
whatever tomorrow brings
i'll be there.
with open arms and open eyes
whatever tomorrow brings
i'll be there.
i did a rough sketch at 11:59 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
the day started out with francine and i givin our our little stick-ons.coolness.haha.it was hilarious telling everyone to vote fer #68 and #69,francine and i respectively.reactions from everyone else were hilarious,that's priceless.
pe was drastic.we had to do our 2.4km run in the rain.we shant talk bout the run.haha.o wells.anyhow it was dizzgusdding.sonn and i played with the rugby ball after.it brought back old memories!but it was fun anyhow.drenched from head to toe!my hair was standing.goshness.and my shoes and socks were soaked right through.had to walk round school either barefooted or without socks in wet shoes.leighanne has my socks.haha.i got by lessons somehow.like every other day,i was stoning through.i feel as though im wasting my life away doing nuthing.you know i better start doing something now.or else,im just screwd.i seriously dont want to be on the retainee list.
after pw i had to stay back to finish up the chinese compo,which im most prolly goin to just barely pass again.dont ask my why i suck at chinese.went to town after and got my brother a present,crumpler handfone thing and a card.i seriously wonder why i got him the card!haha.but he likes it both so thats pretty good.(: dinner after,came home and sleep till ten.thats how tired i am.and i think im falling sick,i feel the flu and fever.tuition tomorrow morning,and night.joy life's is lookin up isnt it?loads of test next week which reminds me,brave new world's calling.better finish it up before..
on a brighter note:
HAPPY 12 BIRTHDAY RYAN!
although you're one helluva
i did a rough sketch at 10:43 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
hello there everyone.i am surprisingly in a very very good mood now.no studying fer today cause im way too tired so im stuck with trying to finish up brave new world.yes yes.i really am tired and this entry may just be pure nonsense but dont worry,i'll top it up with pictures.we broke our old record today.took bout 203 pictures if im not wrong.yes thats what thursdays are about.lessons were positively boring and i slept fer bout 45 mins during math.please do not remind me bout the math test next thurs.it kills to know.o yes and btw,leighanne paid me five bucks to put her 'vote leighanne' sticker on someone'.he took it off in the end so she paid me four.easy money but i will never talk to that guy again!haha.
highlight of the day.i went fer my haircut,yes i did.and i went to meet roseann at balmoral.ate at waffle town and did our much needed catchin up session.loads to say and i cant wait till the next time i meet up with any one of the ten again!life rocks knowing that they're here.headed fer drums today and the lack of practice's showing.seriously,i think i should practice more.im too embarrassed tolet anyone else except william hear me play.wait!im embarrassed letting him hear me play too!haha.okay i think im just being retarded now.
pictures paint a thousand words:
a nice ball of yong tau fu,tempting?
vote amanda - you know you want to
and times spent like this are the best moments of my life.
will you catch me when i fall?
jump for joy - tze shun,leighanne,me.
okay thats enough fer today.my eyes hurt,prolly cause im too tired.tomorrow looks exciting.and i almost forgot!its my brother's birthday!haha.
the night is young,
tomorrow looks promising.
i did a rough sketch at 11:02 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
i was supposed to blog earlier but i was engrossed in some other stuff.i managed to catch 11:11 on the clock today.some luck would be good fer me to get pass the upcoming week.anyhow school was prolly aiight today.nuthing much happened.pe was normal,so was everything else anywae.had the DISC talk which was normal too.i feel stupid.why's everything so normal to me now,but i dont care.anyhow i so prefered the dudes who came to ij to conduct the DISC,at least one was cute while the other was funny.beat that.the one we got today was just,normal.okay so im a id,with a super high i and a relatively near the middle line d,with an s and c thats way down.dont ask me why.i see some things just dont change fer two years.o wait,i became a little more of a d,though its only very slight.but wtf why am i even telling you guys all these.
okay went fer a vj vs sa's hockey match today.was pretty interesting.vj's supporters with their bass drums can be a teeny weeny bit annyoing.but yea we were hoping they win cause that would most likely secure a place fer ac in the semis if we beat sa.and yes we will try our best to.
tomorrow's a nice day,with long breaks and few lessons.and i know i'll feel like skippin maths again but no that will definitely not happen.i think i might go cut my hair!yes its gettin a bit too thick,too curly,and dizgusting.shall head fer drums after and maybe a run.maybe i'll drop by da paolo.dont know.btw its pft on friday,im screwd.big time.
bye guys.
i shall continue watchin queen of the damned,read gp package and cure that sore butt of mine.
i did a rough sketch at 11:13 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
i'm super pissed off and i could just whack somebody up now.seriously.after an hour plus of hard work on my pi,the computer had to screw up.i swear i did click the freaking save button but no,my pi was nowhere in sight when i tried to send it off.i had to freaking redo it and the second one is seriously not as good as the first.sometimes i really really hate myself and my stupidity.fuck.
today's been a long and tiring day especially with the attack of the seafood in the morning.life hasnt been lookin good these days.ive so many things to rush and much sleep needed.term exams are in seven and a half weeks time and i'll be awae fer two.now how many weeks do i allocate fer studying!wait,whats the definition of studying again?im going crazy.
at least there's DISC personality test again tomorrow.something i can look forward to i guess.its the most interesting part of school at least.i mean how interesting can school get tomorrow when you've loads of unfinished work.international history being first on the list.and wells,there's hockey and pe.fantastic.
goodnight.
was today a good day?i seriously wonder.
i did a rough sketch at 11:59 AM
Monday, May 01, 2006
sonn's house was a blast!
seriously the party and everything,i thought it just went well.with our lovely grocery shopping at the cold storage at taka.alicia,jessie,lalee and roseann were with me.bought drinks and things like that before going off.yups so we cabbed to sonn's house.mr david hauw was there.sat and slacked and took a million pictures before trying to get the bbq fire started.got all the food ready and we finally started eating.highlight of the day was when we dunked everyone in the pool.david was first in anywae.haha.it was pretty funny.jessie and alicia had to leave,sadly.and claire came!haha.pooled fer abit and things like that before we blogged/friendster surfed.fell asleep at like four.and perry,lalee,roseann and claire,the only ones awake then,started doin stupid nonsense and takin pictures of me.unglam is the only word im goin to use here.o and btw!we made a surprise call to mr ng and DS!yay!
woke up with a great breakfast befor cabbin to fang min's place fer pw.her house is huge.pool,pond and still loads of extra garden space.if only i had a house like that.we managed to get our gpp done.and felt super accomplished.had banana split with chocolate ice cream,something which i havent had in ages!and pork chop fer lunch.im fat already,without a doubt.
dinner was at some seafood restaurant.mr marlin.spent like a freakin 209 bucks.like what the hell.but it was like oyster and everything like that.im feelin really full and je-lat now though.desperate housewives on now.so thats all fer my update.
here's the pictures:
take two - perry,me,roseann,jessie.
with the little sweet and simple numbing me -
preparing fer the bbq - david perry and i
everybody watch out fer the watermelon cutter!
now now,im just in shock!i think.
hey dont write yourself off yet
a little play with fire
damsels in distress?
pool scene take one
perry on top of sonn on top of roseann on top of nicky on top of me on top of lalee on top of david
so kiss me and smile fer me.
my piggyback partner!
all of our moves make up for the silence
okay enough pictures fer the day,ive tons of homework to do.looks like it aint gona be an early night.
wells,nights everyone.
oh how you made my day!
i did a rough sketch at 10:18 PM