Friday, March 31, 2006
yups.stayed home today cause my throat was in bad shape.yes.somebody tell me how it feels like to have a throat infection.im like dying.cant get any history into my head.watched brokeback today if you guys must know.besides that i dont think anything else theres anything else worthy of sharing.
anywae ive econs tuition in the morning.hair appointment and a doctor one if the need should arise.and then tuition again at night.mistook 'tempest' fer tomorrow night.wad a loser.
okay dont feel like bloggin anymore.
goodnight.
im goin back to mars.
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
its a wednesday afternoon.time check 425pm.its been rainin fer like the past hour.its wet,gloomy and sad.the worst thing is im sick.yes sick.its either my fever's running on and off or the fucked up thermometer is spoilt.yes.im feelin terrible.and ive no food at home.greatness.cup noodles in the making.
do you think todays a bad day?i swear it was meant to be good.i had to screw it up.and make me sad and unhappy.i had to ruin everything.im sick.i feel like shit.im damn lonely cause everyone else's either having cca or having their cca.im too tired to do anything.i hate school cause theres so much work.i hate havin this fuckin headache.im sucha fucked up person.leave me.and i wish i was smarter.and i missed hockey cause of my stupid weak body.i hate the idea of having to pack my stuff and file them later.i really dont want to go to school tomorrow.
somebody please cheer me up.but then again i think nuthings gona cheer me up now.i dont know.i want a hug.this is sucha negative post.shoot me.
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
its one more hour till tomorrow.yesh.thats like good right.so im sick and feein terrible now.my throats gona be the death of me.i have yet to do history and therefore im borrowin hans work.the only productive thing ive done today is read ih - korean war and im in the midst of studyin cheng yu.so far ive only learnt,erm,five.yes im productive.
recap of my day.gp was interesting.then we had our long break.like super long one.then it was chinese.gosh.followed by econs.i realised that econs is damn fun and interesting.just that our lecturers and tutors are abit more than boring.yup.literature paper four with ms jay.and todays lesson was interesting.i was participating.proud of myself.rushed fer history lecture.forty minute break before pw started.i do not like pw.and ive to do a draft by thursday.crazy bugger.makes me want to skip school.seriously.
tutor couldnt make it fer tuition today.i knew it.so nicky and i cabbed to da paolo.had gelato.talked fer a while.and it started to drizzle.maybe thats why im sick now.body immune system's damn weak.yups.missed my stop.walked back.and home sweet home.yes!
tomorrow's gona be a damn fine day!i cant feel it in my fingers.i feel it in my bones.yup yup.
and ive got a new song of the day.courtesy of han.
you may need me there
to carry all your weight
but you're no burden i assure
you tide me over
with a warmth i'll not forget
but i can only give you love
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Monday, March 27, 2006
before i go off to watch my once-a-week tv,desperate housewives,im in the mood fer some blogging.today was a normal monay with the usual monday blues.in short,school almost killed me.okay it didnt.it was fine but still.jc life is taking its toll on me.and common tests schedules are out fer some classes already.can you feel the urgency and increasing tension.i think we need to start studying.right!haha.okay and i found out that im making it big in acjc.ha.some rumour goin around.silly little things.but besides that everything's as normal as usual.
hockey on wednesday and its physical training.i think.im gona die.and yups.die.tze shun better keep her promise and do everything together with me.its gona be damn funny.seriously.there's econs tuition tomorrow.yay!i actually think econs is damn fun and interesting.only thing's that the school lecturers and tutors are like boring,since i dont get hassim ali anymore.sadness.okay besides that,ive to arrange drums on sunday and yes i think ive got a lunch appointment on thurs and i need a haircut one of these days.plus am i goin to go fer the tempest?this week's so packed.and definitely not going how i imagined it to be.good or bad?i dont know.
its desperate housewives fer me now.yes and duchess of malfi and my gp worksheet yes.inference is sucha problem these days.fer people who cannot understand wad im talkin bout,im so sorry.im just rambling.this entry is pointless.yes yes.
lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking off her clothes.
this is hilarious.dont you think?
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
yes yes.and today we celebrated alicia's birthday ar balcony.the food there's damn good.like seriously.anyone up fer lunch with me there again?and my dearest mum gave us all a treat there.thanks mum!and we surprised alicia.haha.and her balloons flew awae.its damn funny.
today was good seeing the other eight of us.its damn fun to be together.and i love the pictures that we took at the swings and stuff like that.however i dont feel like bloggin now.cause im rushin off to sleep now.tomorrow's a long day.sadness.i think gp test's tomorrow.sighs.
goodnight.
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
just finished with my piece of white chip mac cookie from subway.yes.im really tired now.i wish i could go to bed and sleep early.but school work doesnt permit that.ive loads to do and i really dont wana do it.got to reread freakin gp cause i kinda forgot alot of things written there,history(sea) since gloria chan wants some stuff done on monday,international history.ive still got chinese compo kinda thing to write.i want to eat now cause i had dinner really early.and i need sleep.most importantly,i want things to be normal again.this is hard.
today started off with me waking up.is that good or is that bad?then i slacked round abit.watched some vcd with my mum.went fer tuition at one.but with everyone dilly-dallying,i got there at 130.dearest tutor was still asleep.yups.okay so we did econs.and yes i finally understand demand.haha.stupid me.its simple and yet i took so long to get it.on the other hand,maybe its just be not listenin during lectures.but that is of cause not it.yes not it.erm right.went to suntec after to meet my mum.mum bought a piece of land.haha.i dont know what shes doing.but im fine with it.anyhow we had dinner in the foodcourt and left.tuitioned.and now im home.thats why im so shagged.
i can feel the headache coming soon.geesh.i dont know why ive been feelin so sick recently.this is bad.i dont feel like bloggin anymore.yes yes.just look ferward to tomorrow cause im meetin the ten.hopefully i'll cheer up.i need to be happy,again.
its sad to know your summer's ending.
worse to know your fall is coming.
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Friday, March 24, 2006
mum just came home with dinner.that smarty pants topped her school in some examination.lucky duck.sighs.wad happened to me.but anyhow.im havin dinner now.yay!okay im just being retarded.i havent started studying anything yet cause im doing something i feel its important but i dont know.
anyhow today was a hectic day in school.but pe was rather slack cause we only did standing broad jump.yay.haha.rest of the school day sucked.and pw was the worst.amanda and i ended up talkin and stuff.pretty funny.after school,nicky,amanda and i plus some of the debators headed to da paolo.debators left with only nicky amanda and i left.ate my pizza and gelato.yes im tired actually.and im not feeling too good.doesnt matter anywae.
dont feel like bloggin,i dont feel like anything.econs tuition early in the mornin at nine.can you believe that.im goin off now anywae.theres nuthing to do online anymore.never was.i think i better start reading gp now.tests comin up soon.gp along with history ih and sea.its a crazy world im living in.
please let tomorrow be a better day.
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
my hair is grossly black.i hope it turns brown soon.wells soon enough.today was a rather boring and slack day in school cause we had two long breaks.yes half our class bonded during one of the breaks and it was hilarious.yup yup.
perry had dance today.so nicky and i made our way down to da paolo.had like salmon pizza and gelato.yes yum yum.and nicky and i decided to do something rather ridiculous.we wrote the 'da paolo charter'.haha.yes we did.signed it.talked to joanna on the phone and i came home.
did some kinda interesting thing till nine plus.tried hard to read lit.and guess what,fell asleep.now im still reading it.i'll just finish chapter two.it is pretty interesting,just that i was feelin a wee bit tired.yups.so i guess i cant read the gp list unless i decide to stay up,but i doubt.tomorrow is one helluva long day.i will be elated when the day ends.
anyway on a lighter note:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA!
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
today was pretty aiight.yups.only thing,i got caught fer my hair.damn so now ive dyed it back to natural brown but the colors gona get lighter as the days pass and i hope i wont get caught again.pray hard or something.school was normal and history lesson was pretty darn interesting today.introduction and with mr ngeoi's wacky sense of humor,everyone has just laughin our ass off.yes.
met roseann in the afternoon.went to golden landmark or something to get perry's leotard.headed back to bugis where we tried our best to shop but kept digressing.silly us.i ahd sushi today.i had sushi today!yay!followed roseann back to ps and yups,came home.
now im off to reading another four chapters from the gp reading package,i think.and then im goin to do something important.yes yes.tomorrow's long breaks day.thank god.
love will come through,
its just waiting fer you.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
sighs.today has been a bad day fer me.the story's way too long and i cant be bothered to blog it down here.but school wasnt that great fer me today.yupp.homework and tests all coming up.and im still not focused.this is bad.and i know my all my tutors already.sadness.but anyhow,lets talk bout happier things now.i think im gona settle fer hockey.it cant be that bad,can it?
ive suddenly lost all inspiration to blog.thats quite ridiculous and sad.im in no mood to do my history tutorial and i shall do it during my break tomorrow.right now,i dont really care bout wad ngeoi would say.maybe reading abit of the gp package thing would help now.but i doubt it.i think im gona go to bed early tonight.this is crazy.
tomorrow seriously doesnt look good.
o but the best part is that i've actually mastered the spinnin the pen back and forth thing.at least i think i have.o wells.
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Monday, March 20, 2006
now,dont even ask me what that was all about.but nevermind.i feel misunderstood today.anyhow it was the first day of term two.i must say,i dont exactly quite like it alot.but thats not the point.yes im still in ad1 and ive like all the ij girls in the arts stream except perry and ele.pity.they're noisy.i made a new friend too.got round to lessons and ive changed my gp tcher.i must say i was pretty upset.i'll miss ms sungeetha and her eye-rolling thing.no more gloria chan fer history(sea),thank god.the rest of the lesson were pretty boring.i tried hard to stay awake.i was hardworking.
im eating my dinner now cause im hungry.sighs.means ive no dinner later.its aiight.i'll settle fer cup noodles.ive loads of things to do tonight.loads of reading,loads of catchin up.but im gona catch a nap first.since as you can tell,i stayed up till three last night.
night everybody.
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today i woke up fucking sleepy cause i slept around 319am
was on the phone with someone telling that person what a
so school began as usual with chapel
and i tried my best
(heh i dont know why im giggling .oh no i sound so gay! haha but nevermind)
we got to know our classes and stuff
at around 435pm i
and didnt even sms tt person back
but apathy overcame me
i was having class anyway.
-sniggers
Anyways i said night prayer last night duh
and i prayed for the people driving on the roads and the children with no shelter over their heads
i feel altruistic albeit nonsensical
anyways here's an excerpt from this mysterious source which i chanced upon and i felt i made a lot of sense.
the future is but an enigmatic void that's filled with a melange of emotions
emotions are transient but its effect is overwhelming
it develops from an insignificant seed
and grows into an alarming arcane master
that inflicts evokes and influences
it drives one beyond the boundaries of sanity
and grips ones soul from inside out
after the storm and the tide has died down
you question the existence of the ephemeral nightmare
and sigh with relief you did not capitulate
but the cycle continues
again
....
but compassion is an asset
a valuable one which is eroded with apathy
oh baby baby
you're my wonderwall
i love you (:
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
-edited.
today isnt goin well.today sucks.and its back to school tomorrow.thats really sad.im really sad.i dont wana go back to school.i hate things now.yup.i totally detest it.ive been tryin to study econs fer the whole day,but im too distracted.online,tv and stuff.sick mode too.who cares?
im fucking emo,so back off.
no words can describe how i feel now.
let me hide under the table now,you guys prolly wont see me till late tonight.
i gonna take a free fall from the parachute now.
bye.
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
supper was fuckin good - horfun and ou lua.im only done with the horfun.i'll get back to eating after this.yes yes.
watched shaggy dog today with my mum.was a pretty funny show.collected my uniforms too.yup.thats nice.im gona miss the ij pinafore.o wells.tuitioned after that.life was boring today,not like it isnt on other days.it was just especially boring today.plus the fact that i didnt feel too good.but i think im just being stupid and silly.i dont know.it makes me sad.nevermind.sighs.
im a kid searching fer something that prolly doesnt even exist.
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Friday, March 17, 2006
i felt like i was in jail fer about 5 hours.i was finally set free at bout 6.fer those who dont know what the hell im talking about.o wells.just too bad!haha.yup.had some jap thing fer dinner.yup.was hungry like at ten plus.so was my bro.so i guess mum decided to be nice and went off to cook some stuff fer us.i got tuna bread,2sunny sidesups and a crabbypatty.hahaha.yes yes.and im still not full now.all i know is that im hell tired again.thank god my tutor cancelled tuition tomorrow.yahoo pooling again.i better kick the habit soon.sighs.
maybe i do look like a pig.anyhow i love mr piggyman very much!
i think i need sleep.feeling emo.and here's a new old song i'll like to share.sorry fer the utterly boring post.and damn!uniform collection tomorrow.sighs.
fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hands in mine
i'll leave when i wana.
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
last night was our lgd2.it was good seeing the nine of us together fer like a few minutes.thats cause claire came and jessie left.but thats beside the point.right.so this is gona be a really long update.yes yes.
so i went to swensons fer lunch before meeting roseann perry and nicky.it was good.yup yup.so when i met the 3 of them we tried takin the shuttle bus but failed.so in the end we cabbed down to great world.met sonn and got juices and everything nice.we were too hungry so we didnt wait fer alicia and jessie but had our dinner first at some sushi place.they joined us wen we had almost finished everything.yup.had mochi fer dessert.gosh i love that thing.yup.
headed back to sonn's place.and got the place ready.took the drinks out.made popcorns.got comfy.nicky and i played speed and she gave up halfwae.wad a sore.haha.okay so we started mixing.and nicky and i being competitive decided that we'll drink 8 cups.but then we decided against it and so we just decided to see who got wasted first.that was interesting.so we made nice drinks.sonn's an expert at it.runs in the blood huh.sonn's bro did a bit fer us too.so we had tequila sunrise,margarita,sex on the beach(like finally the nicer one),random drinks,random drinks and more random drinks.yes.ahah.played abit of pool with random people too.so we said around and talked fer abit.
yesterday's lgd2 was more of a bonding session.we played 'i never' then got to know a little bout everyone.it was all good.nicky was enjoying herself under the table.yes youre readin it right.poor nicky i really dont know wad she was up to last night.talked a whole load.tried dancin our mass dance.gave up.sat down.talked.ate mee goreng at one.thanks to perry who cooked it fer us.sat round again.by this time nicky and claire had probably fallen asleep.we played 'circle of death',fer some reason i kept sayin 'circle of life'.i love lion king too much.it was fun.real good.then we had ikea meatballs at like 330.and i was too tired.so i attempted to sleep.got woken up to go up to the room.claire and nicky wouldnt budge so we left them downstairs.slept with alicia and sonn in sonn's roon and perry and roseann slept in the other room.
you've got to hear the funniest part.perry and roseann were afriad that it would be too dark so they kinda left the toilet light switched on.sonn alicia and i decided to play a trick on them.sonn switched off the light and i walked into the room with the blanket over my head.and i was flappin it.both the goondus didnt realise i was there.then roseann saed 'okay i'll go switch on the light' and wen she got up and walked towards me and saw me she screamed.and so did perry.it was hilarious.ahaha.they woke sonn's dad up btw.we were laughin like crazy.so like by 430am we finally got ourselves settled in and went to bed.
woke at like ten plus? nicky and claire were still sleeping.unbelievable.considering the fact they slept the earliest.woke everyone up and we had waffle,rolls and sunny sideups fer breakfast.yup.headed home after.
was shit tired.came online but i couldnt help it.i went to bed.overslept and cabbed down fer drums.yes i wasnt really payin attention today.took a tremondously long time to play my lines right.sighs.thats bout my day.had dinner and wen back to sleep again.mums enjoying herself at balcony now.i'll go there soon.
tomorrow makes me tired already.last weekday of the march hols.ive a whole laod to do.i want to go out.i havent started studying.and im fallin sick.joy.
so heres some pics,enjoy:
i love lamp posts!
unglamlalee,perry and i at dinner.
this's whats in my system now.lets hope my liver will do a good job clearing it.
where's nicky and claire?
dancing,yes.dont ask me why i look like this.
now now,what were we thinkin?
this is how we do it.
the expert with her tequila sunrise.it was awesome.
this is what its like at 4am.see the sleepyhead's legs at the back?
me still lookin red in the mornin with claire and roseann.
yes thats us in the mornin.(:
till the next lgd.
ds,we wished you were there.
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
didnt do much today either.was late afternoon by the time i got my ass outta bed.if not fer that phone call i would have slept right through.okay so i went online fer abit.again.and soon enough it was time to leave fer drums.had lunch at waffle town.yes,was good.and headed off to the studio.claire was ready there.stick control is something im really bad at.wells,i just gotta admit im not musically inclined.
lgd2 tomorrow.its good to see all of us together again.only thing is that dear jessie cant come.yes that spoiler.and oh my gosh another spoiler.we've history symposium tomorrow.what joy.but its okay cause today's been good.i love today.i love everyone.i love myself.i love you too.
a star up in the sky goes slowly passing by
the lights below,they spell out your name.
you're comfort on my mind and you're with me all the time.
and lots of feelings that i can't explain.
i wont spent another night alone.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
im so fuckin tired today.woke early.tried to mug history but it obviously didnt happen.i think i'll try again tomorrow.i shall slack again fer one more day.man i really need to get down to studying.but now i shall go friendstering,yahoo pooling,msn-ing and erm other stuff.history,history,you begin tomorrow.right.
cant wait fer drums tomorrow.sorry the lack of words cause i dont have much to blog bout today.maybe i'll have more fer tomorrow.
and no im not in a bad mood.in fact my day was better than great.im just wondering why though.
2 more days till lgd2!
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
im gettin up later and later as the day passes.so i woke up at one today.yes everyone gasp please.had arnold chicken fer lunch.mums good.three pieces each with a huge load of mash potato.life's good.im bored to shit ive started playing yahoo pool again.wierd.
went down to town.and there was nuthing to do.someone managed to persaude me to watch final destination3.it was gory and ya,not my kinda thing.had pepper lunch fer dinner.yes tads quite stupid.and headed off.the fuckin cheebai empty cabs tad didnt stop pissed me off big time.i think i need to go fer anger management course.o wells.and im fuckin broke now.i think i should stay home during the holidays.besides drums,lgd2,studyin outside/at someone's house.i need to stay home and mug.fuck jc life.tests tests and more tests.i cant fail anymore,not now,not this time.
a new song to keep me company.im hungry.
what a beautiful smile
can i stay for awhile?
on this beautiful night
we'll make everything right
my beautiful love
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
woke up real late today.came online fer abit before going out fer lunch with my mum.wisma republic fer some dim sum.yes yes all was good.did loads of catchin up with my mum.and brother of cause.he's smart and can be quite hilarious sometimes.yes quality time with the irritant is essential before he grows older.walked abit fer a while.yes and my mum got me a red addidas watch just cause i told her i needed a watch.cool.was gettin late so had to get down to simei to collect my lenses.yes.its lens actually since i only collected the right side.had abit of kentucky and tuitioned.suppered at chomp chomp after.met patt and friends.yes.
talk with my mum is fun.you find out interesting stuff.i shall share it with all you guys one day.a little chat with my brother is good.like they alwaes say,'laughters the best medicine'.now now.theres only one problem left.lets hope it fixes itself soon.
and if you leave here
you leave me broken,shattered,i lie
we're just a crosshair
i'm just a shot,then we can die
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Friday, March 10, 2006
-edited.
ive to go get ready fer rockerfella skank like now.okay heck it.someone's bound to be late anywae.okay so i skipped school again today.yes i did.woke up at like 1130 and prepared fer drums at one.dilly dally-ed and was late.thank god the other student came a little later.haha.yes and drums was fun.i learnt how to play coldplay's yellow,just that i need a bit more practice to link everything together.cant wait till next week!i forgot that next week's school hols.(:
im peeling pretty badly.like someone with leprosy.however you spell that.okay better get goin now.an update on rockerfella skank will be up when i return tonight.
i'm really sorry fer wad i did,i never meant it.you'll prolly never fergive me anymore.and i dont know how to make it up to you.i just hope things will turn out right soon.telepathy,yes yes telepathy.
okay yes im finally back from rockafellaskank2.i must say it was good seeing the other 8.nicky,sonn,roseann,claire,lalee,perry and alicia.goshness.its been so freakin long since ive met this cj people+roseann.waiting fer quite a bit and saw a few familiar faces before headin up to the auditorium.realised that quite a bit of acjc people were there too.must say that the first few bands werent too good.but the later bands were awesome.must say there are some really talented people.claire,tze shun,christian and i decided to move front.and we jumped a whole load.tries to mosh a small bit and jumped some more.havent done it in a long time and it felt good.ended at like tenplus.and we went to newton fer supper.david,sonn,nicky,perry,claire,roseann,alicia and i.yea.im so freaking full now.took a bit of pictures.and now im home.real tired.so im off to bed after this.thank god fer friends.we need them to get by.
im so skipping history lecture tomorrow.schools a fag fer asking us to go back.
that was wad was left of us after supper.
me david and perry
never waking up,the alarm is broken.running in a dream and it's like slow motion
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
im feeling relatively lousy now but heres how the day went.schooled.all the ij girls were in the ac uniform except me.how can i miss this last chance to wear the ij unifrom.yes yes i love it like hell.gp was fun cause we got to watch a new video.it was bout the shootings in columbine high school.and its quite sad how life goes.yup but i learnt loads of things.and tessa didnt noe wad south park was.tads quite funny.chinese was as boring as usual and i was dozing off.i think i owe the tcher quite a few pieces of homework.the bestest lesson was lit.fer once.haha.we played taboo.chose it out of some retarded poem and cranium.it was fun and interesting.with words such as 'gangbang' comin out when the taboo was 'bang'.hahaha.hilarious.yes yes.break till maths lecture where we played 'shootshagmarry' boy who are you gettin.that was pretty interesting and we found out quite abit of 'omg' stuff.yes.second last day of school was relatively interesting.and oh my goodness,did you know that my lit books cost 77bucks.freakin rip-off thing.i better do well fer lit.haha.
decided not to go fer drums today.postponed it till tomorrow.perry nicky and i went off to holland v after.perry and i had the unlimited scoop of icecream thing.that was cool.and yea.we walked round fos and stuff.was good.i say we did manage to enjoy ourselves.bused back and here i am.
im not in the mood fer anything.shall practice stick control fer a while.sighs. wells lets look ferward to rockafella skank and meeting the9ofus tomorrow.somebody,please bring a camera!thanks!
time and time and time will tell
time will tell or tear us apart
you're miles and miles and miles away
silence reveals where we really are
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i skipped school today.just wasnt in the mood to go.and im not in the mood to go fer the next few days too.i shall ask my mum if she's in the mood to write me a letter to let me skip school on friday too.yes yes.i liked today cause it was fer r&r.woke up at like one plus and came online fer abit.after that rushed down to meet roseann at waffletown fer lunch.we crapped fer abit and totally didnt discuss bout anything at all.yes wad has happened to lgd2!?so had drums at 4 and it was fun.haha.william's damn funny.apparently he just finished recording yesterday.how exciting.and im a slow learner.): i shall practice.haha.
i miss the fun times with the tenofus and 4/4,were we cam-whored the whole day and played stupid pranks on both tchers and students.acjc just isnt the same anymore.ive got to start studyin soon.loads of test comin right up,term tests.and im wae laggin.looks like march hols aint gona be much of a hols besides lgd2.joy!
wherever you go,
i will be waiting
whenever you call,
i will be there
whatever it takes,
i'll make your darkest days so bright
i'm in your heart tonight
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
im totally blasted.i think im heading straight to bed right after this entry.(then maybe not)
ACJC ORIENTATION2 2006
acjc decided to let the first intake students join the orientation!yay!fer the first time in acjc's history,first intakes were allowed back in.and therefore,i met up with my dear og today.it was fun being together again,with the second intake people.though we had a few missing people cause they transferred out.sadness.so we watched the new seasons of the lossehelens(sp?).pretty cool and unique.next up,we went to meet the og.ya tried playin ice breakers which failed.but it was funny,you gotta admit.re-learnt the 'black or white' dance again.coolness.i can remember some parts of it now.thats good.and we had gaming and mass rally.in between i met kavina too.
at some part of the day,when we decided to go to the cafe fer some og slackin time,we dropped by the pool.and fortunately or unfortunately,we dropped into the pool too.stupid asses.carried me from the third bench all the wae into the pool.and got my socks wet.thanks.but all was cool.
evening came and we assembled in the hall.watched the finale and had some games.i think the scavenger hunt was a better game compared to the ones we had back in orientation1.mini video clip and dancin began.we were running all over the hall.took an og pic and stuff like that.haha.yes yes.and dear tcher chased us home.quoting her word fer word,'acjc you guys have to be back in this hall in approximately 12hrs' so she chased us kinda home.though it was abit hard to.hang round fer abit.cabbed back.had spizza fer dinner.alwaes think of ms teo then.
im totally shagged.
one more thing,something amanda ang never leaves orientations without.freaking blister!now ive one on my second toe on my right leg.hurts.ohmygawd!i just realised.how the hell am i gona do mass pe like that.think im wearing flip flops tomorrow. and the burnts not goin awae cause of more sun today!
okay bed,here i come.
good night everyone.
how deep is your love?
i really mean to learn
cause we're living in a world of fools
breaking us down when they all should let us be
we belong to you and me.
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Monday, March 06, 2006
mondays are boring.mondays are blue.every monday,the same old thing happens.the same old story.the same old life.lessons as usual fer us first intakes today.and i wore the ij uniform.yes yes.i will miss it.second intakes had like half and orientation today.i saw ele.yes after a very long time.she still looks the same anywae.met kavina in school today.haha.that stupid crasher.so we had lessons as per usual.only thing's that ms jay didnt come.yay!no lit.cool shit.so we sat round crapping.it was good.
after school,danced the mass dance fer abit.and headed to cjlmxlb with cherilyn.shes retarded.seriously.haha.and shes funny.she wont answer my question.yes den bus-ed home.wanted to take a nap but decided against it.there was stuff to be done.
ya.and han was really nice today.thanks fer everything.(: haha.never expected it.still its abit sad that 1ad1 may be goin our seperate waes.since most people got single digit and will prolly be movin to ah.damn.i wana be in that class too.sighs.so we'll know on wed.but fer now,lets just enjoy the orientation tomorrow.make the best out of it and have fun.yay!
sorry guys im too lazy to photoblog today.so another time i guess.and ive realised its time to change ijtp(sec) to acjc.somehow i cant bring myself to.o wells.haha.im in one of those emo moods now.sadness.
but this answer begs that question.
too blind to see tomorrow,
too broke to beg or borrow.
young and stupid
left wide open,hearts are wasted
lives are broken
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
massed in the mornin.followed by branch.back to church again fer baptism and headed to town.right.did stuff then met roseann and ming.yes fer a movie.big momma's house 2.which i thought was pretty darn hilarious.enjoyed it at least.after movie,walked bout fer abit.went to the fossil shop at pac.thought of gettin a new watch.haha.retail therapy seriously needed.after all that has happened.shopping anyone?
the skin's feeling horrible.i cant take it.its gettin worst cause i cant even lie on my back or put on my shirt cause its just too painful.and ive got rashes on my legs.this is bad.history international homework still undone and theres apprentice.like now.
so i guess its gona be tv first before rushin homework.joy.
what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how i feel
i feel like bloggin somemore.so much to sae.so much to feel.but the tv's calling.distraction is necessary.
i did a rough sketch at 9:50 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
645am in the morning.alarm goes off.'hello motto' goes on and on.picks up.its nicky.'hello its time to wake up'damned i really didnt need to hear that voice.so got ready in approx half and hour and expressed to toa payoh.forgot the bus number and missed the first bus.waited fer the second.half and hour late.saw claire and the bus stop,apprently she had been waiting fer half and hour.nicky and perry,nowhere in sight.
so perrys dad gave us a lift there and sonn was an hour late.doesnt matter.wad mattered was that we had a great breakfast,under the sun.eggs,omelettes,milos,waffle so on and so forth.finished that in bout half hour before proceedin to the tennis courts.boy was tennis fun!we so couldnt play.i saw the ball pickin took up much more energy compared to the playin.so we stayed there fer like two hours.had breaks in between.coconut was like heaven under the sun.did stupid stuff at the playground and headed to the pool fer a swim.the water was so good cause the sun was bloody burning.had my night-leg-muscle-cramps thing and couldnt walk fer the next half of the day.sighs.anyhow we changed out and showered.spent a freak long time in the toilet.had beef noodles which i thought was awesome.and sonn's dad dropped us off in town.
so it was left with nicky perry claire and i.went to popular to get claire's nerds and chocos.saw all the nursery rhymes and enid blyton books.childhood memories,boy were they good.met cherilyn after and we walked like the whole of town.it was pretty fun.o wells.kavina couldnt come cause it was too late.met char,gi,aL,lyn,bird!it was good seein them!
so now my back and shoulder blade's are red.cause i was wearing my fbt singlet.ive a fuckin ugly singlet tan la.and it hurts.i've never been so tan,neither have i been so burnt!argh!i think the tan will fade off.o wells.lets pray hard it doesnt!yesterday and today's pictures will be up!
friday - and havin fun at nicky's playin 'dress up'
thats perry nicky roseann and i,being normal
i think thats us doin fantasy or something.i remind myself of a wizard.
that us being erm?traditional.with nicky decidin to do a welma(sp?) thing.
outta bed - sexed up.
we decided to go hawaiian.
clubbing clothes with ethel and i being a wae bit off.
now everybody follow along.sae 'C-U-T-E'
like totally.fisherman me.
she was being wierd.
its not over,
club day:
when you cant a pro,just act it.
sonn and i.
tennis players unite.
claire and i.
on the whirly thing.
claire and i - after a good shower.
more pictures are with perry.so long,farewell.this is a really long post.
i did a rough sketch at 11:49 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
first things first,i got back into acjc.thats good cause it saved me the trouble of appealing and stuff like that.thank god,thank the heavens.nicky perry michelle law and ele's comin online.now lets all hope gillian would too.so we decided to well,celebrate and grace the occasion,yes this sounds stupid,by crashin nicky's house.so after checkin my results,wen dear nicky called me up at 7plus,i went back to sleep.met perry at j8 at bout 12plus 1 and we bought food.like loads.sushi(yay!),kiwis,nectarine,coconuts,hello panda and whatever else.went back took packets of nice maggi mee from perry's and headed fer nicky's.
lazed around and had lunch.roseann came along.played round with the computer.had webcam chat with ds.it was fun.good seein her.and i thought her school u was her pjs.hahah.tads really funny.we should do this once a week or something.so we went off to catch white chicks.which was hilarious.that show's really one of a kind.and after tad we were bored again and we didnt have enough time to watch another show,so guess wad i suggested.yes me amanda ang.i suggested we do...dress up.
yes you heard me right.so we ruined nicky's efforts wen she tried to tidy the house in the mornin.clothes were scattered about everywhere.and wen i sae everywhere,i mean everywhere.from nicky's clothes to patts.ethel dropped by fer a while and took a few shots with us.dress up was fun!and tiring.and we lost roseann's shirt believe it or not.haha.should have seen the look on patt's face wen i opened the door.haha.it was really funny.
so today was enjoyable,fun and fun.it only lacks something.the tenofus being together.lgd2 better be up soon cause its been too long since all of us have met.ds you will be remembered dont worry.
some other thing was missing today.i just hope everything will be alright.sad to say it isnt.and i dont know when it will ever get better.i miss the good ol' days.):
but i shall not let those saddenin stuff take over me.emo time is not now.watched elecktra just now.and now im on the mr and mrs smith.yay!movies with sizzling hot people back to back.what else can you ask fer?actually alot.watching movies on my laptop just makes me think of some stuff.o wells.im off now.cause ive got to finish the show and wake at 645 tmr!its tennis time.yay!
here's the new old song,
if i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cause you know i'd walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you tonight
a small random post before a full one with pictures.was just thinkin bout some stuff.just thought of how we should never give relationships our all.maybe cause ive realised that the the higher you go,the harder you hit the ground,
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
todays officially the last day of school in ac.jae results will be out tomorrow.at like 8am.and dear perry's gona call me at 730am.save my soul.im so tired.nuthing very exciting happened except that we were given a surprise econs test.bloody.and i fergot everything.thanks.skipped maths lecture today.came home and hung round with nicky.perry came.took a quick shower before leaving fer ac.met up with claire lalee david and roseann.drama night - night of laughter.perfermance put up by the dep people.was cool.after we headed fer cjlmxlb fer dinner.ate,talked cocked.we're one helluva noisy people.but everything was good.
i dont know wad to expect tomorrow.i think im goin to sleep cause im really tired.nights world.god bless.lets hope everything goes well.
me claire roseann and jessie in lt2.
and we're doing it all over again.
lalee claire and i onboard the bus.
take a look and you'll see
into your imagination
we'll begin with a spin
traveling in a world of my creation
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
im not in the best of moods now.i wonder why.its just a mixture of everything.sighs.why why why does everything turn out like that.i dont get it sometimes.never will.so i think im just gona give up and not find out why.save the pain,save the trouble.
anywae today was founder's day.needed to shit halfwae and once the counsellor started singin.i couldnt hold my shit in anymore.perry saed its like the 9am sfx choir.wells,you can infer from yourself.so besides shitting,i slept,complained bout wantin to go to the toilet,slept,complained,slept,stood,sat,stood,sat,talked.kor saw lin,however you spell your name,was nice and kinda hilarious la.tad guy does have a sense of humor.
so met half of the tenofus today.claire,nicky,roseann perry and i were there together.talked majorly lotsa cocked.and just hang round.i miss the times we had together.i really do.lets all just go back to ij one more time and do wad we did all over again.i miss those times.no worries,no nuthing.i miss you guys.class gathering in need!really really in need.
okay no captions cause blogger decides to screw up again.pisses me off actually.esp wen im in a foul mood.this is bad.anyhow i really love the tigger in my second picture.its really cute.i love tigger.o wells.im off.
sometimes i feel that you dont deserve any of it at all.
i never conquered,rarely came
but tomorrow holds such better days
days when i can still feel alive
when i can't wait to get outside
the world is wide,the time goes by
the tour is over,
i've survived
i can't wait till i come home
to pass the time in my room alone
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