Tuesday, February 28, 2006
okay.so its the usuals.boring lessons with almost boring tchers.thank goodness tuesdays are long break days.only thing is that we get really fat cause we have two lunches.i think ive to start exercising really soon.i better.
i went to cut my hair today!yay!haha.though i dont think there was much of a diff.okay wait,there is.i hope.and my mum did her hair too.so we spent quality mother-daughter time.she looks good.alwaes does anywae.cabbed down to bt timah and collected our car.got dinner and im home now.i decided to let today be my slackin day in honor of our founder,bishop
from up here,the city lights burn
like a thousand miles of fire
and i'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day
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Monday, February 27, 2006
a quick entry before i go off to do some work.today felt like the longest day in my life.i was fallin asleep fer bout 4 periods consecutive.can you beat that?i kept dozing off.and the weather was a killer.i hate mondays.plus the fact that i almost got detention today fer not handing in my maths tutorial one.tads like two weeks overdue.killer.wanted to cab home after but jessie made me walk her to the mrt station so then i just took the bus home.life's tiring in jc.fell asleep till now.alright,better be off.gotta go do my homework so that i'll be able to catch desperate housewives tonight.hawt!
and to the nine of us.i cant wait till wednesday/thurday till we all meet up again.i guess its gona be a great photo-whoring session.my diary needs new pictures.haha.i miss you guys.and ds,dont worry we're missing you too.take care all and love.
i'll speak in riddles so you can understand
i'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
so in love with me,like sand to wet feet
i'll write both our names into the wet concrete
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
massed followed by a little nap cause my tutor was late.econs tuition at nus.talked cock fer a long while before starting on econs.his car is really comfortable.showed him some school pics.haha.he's really funny.i miss the good old days.
sunday's are really screw ups since its homework rushin day.this means theres no time fer nuthing.hopefully i'll squeeze in a little of apprentice.lets take a look at my homework list - lit(paper4),chinese fun-o-rama reflections that has yet to be done,history(international).thats all,i hope.
gayness during tea.
gotch,nicky.
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history seminar followed by debate.it was lets say exciting.the skit put up by the history people from acjc was damn good.debate was wells,i thought acjc should have won.it would have been exciting.but o wells.too bad.
pepper lunched,walked around fer abit before meeting my mum.shopped a little more and ate some dim sum before headin off to the east.mum got her beef fer the stew tomorrow.technically later today.yay!slept in the car all the wae till we reached st anne's.and still i was sleeping.mum woke me up and i tuitioned.i was freaking stoned.thank god the boys were tired too so i let em off early.suppered at chomp chomp.its been a long time since i went there.9ofus should have dinner there soon!bbq fish and lala were the best thing ever.with a humongous jug of sugarcane.the jugs like huge.you gotta go see it!
tomorrow's gona be church,econs tuition,HOMEWORK.cause im wae too tired to do anything now.its gona be a long day.so then its a good night to all.today was actually a good day.im happy.au revoir.
and so they say,let the pictures do the talking.
nicky,perry and i before the history seminar began.
now do ya,do ya,do ya wana?
bloggers being a screw up and im really tired so i'll upload the rest of the pics later today.now you people can settle fer two.love.
wish fer you on a falling star,
wondering where you are...
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Friday, February 24, 2006
skipped the first lesson of swim pe today.but it looked like fun.haha.think i might try next week.i think.besides that i was fallin asleep in class.got our econs 'test' back today.it was supposed to be a test anywae.and guess wad i got.its amazing i passed.haha.might have gotten myself into shit again during lit,paper4.o wells.interview after school was nowhere near good.sucked.nevermind,shant talk bout it.
so perry and i met roseann at holland v today.had katong laksa fer lunch before meeting nicky.bus-ed to bibi and baba.got the uni.altered it.while waiting,we did a bit of shoppin,camera whoring(as usual) and eating.the cookie dough ice cream at gelare is delicious.im loving it.i think i look wierd in the uni.o wells.wad to do.
i miss everyone.today isnt good.my back still hurts.i dont wana talk bout it.hope tomorrow will be a better day.(:
and what i choose is my choice.
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
lessons as usual.nuthing interesting really happened.lessons are wearing me out.im so freakin tired.and stupid econs test was cancelled.i cant believe it but thank god.i need to take a break.haha.school's really tiring.o and i forgot,swim pe's starting tomorrow.definitely skippin that.class mass is down to 16.sighs.roseann,why did you withdraw so early!
ive got a few pictures from today while waiting fer maths lecture to start.seriously the things we do and the pictures we take are retarded.haha.
the only exciting thing today was drums.it was a blast!claire and i enjoyed ourselves thoroughly and mr drums man's really nice.though the lessons are pretty expansive and ive prolly got to pay them on my own,its really fun and worth it.i cant wait till next week.lets hope i'll get some pictures or something.maybe an autograph too!
now thats me glory and sonn during maths lec.
gangsta-loving - joanna and i
i'm waiting
for the perfect time to call you back
cos' i remember saying
don't wanna know the truth
can't handle that
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
had thanksgiving mass back in ij.felt good cause i took so many pictures with everyone.haha.nah just joking.it was good cause i saw my whole class today like 4/4.yay!mass brought back fond memories.had a little breakfast in school like really little before i had to rush back to acj.thank god the nine took a group picture together.i think we should get a nicer name btw.i saw ms teo!yes yes.i love her.
so lessons back in school was extremely interesting.but it was aiight i guess.like ten minutes of lit,econs lecture and most history.im goin fer some history thing at nus on sat.joy!and ive got to wear the acjc uniform.meanin ive to get it before sat.yups.after school cabbed home cause i was too tired.slept and couldnt wake up fer tuition so i cancelled it.now im rushin fer econs test tomorrow and ive still got gp research to do.i guess its late night today.
and they say a picture paints a thousand words.
the nine - a group shot at last!
before econs - cassandra,joanna,me,nicky and joseph whose alwaes classic.
zoe and i.
hwa chong and i after history tutorial.
sarah,nicky and i taking a break before econs lecture.
see these are some of my new friends,old friends and the nine of us.yay.the rest of the pictures are with roseann.will have to wait till see uploads it.as fer the others,i look gross in those so im not uploadin it.haha.i'll have a special post just with pics fer that.fun o rama included.okay off to study econs now.9 pages left,and i dont understand a thing.lookin ferward to drums tomorrow!
this answer begs that question.
too blind to see tomorrow,
too broke to beg or borrow.
young and stupid,
left wide open,
hearts are wasted,
lives are broken.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
school was mostly boring today.did an essay during gp.chinese was just madness cause my tcher went bersak.she scolded people fer using new sheets of paper instead of rough paper.how wierd.was the long break day today.econs was boring as usual.and i found out im having an econs tests on thurs.no way.i dont even know a single thing.sadness.ms jay didnt come fer lit and there was still work.damn.
after school,we managed to get permission from the vp to go back to school tomorrow.as in like ij school.yea.went to towned after that with roseann.had mee sua fer lunch.then went hunting fer my bag.then cherilyn's and chocolate's present.and yes cherilyn i got you a present.headed home.
o and btw im down with a swollen red eye.it sucks.my whole left eye is red.and my mum keeps insistin its not.but it is.i think shes gone mad!there'll be no pics fer today since nicky is not replying me.maybe i'll post them later wen she finally decides to reply.
on a brighter note:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERILYN!
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Monday, February 20, 2006
today was interesting.went to school and the only lessons we had was chapel and contact time.nicky and i came to a conclusion that if we left ij the thing we would miss most may be chapel.i wonder why.haha.contact time was more like feasting on oreos and candies.stayed back to pin our leftover pictures on the back of the classroom board and we left.o btw we got acjc brollies cause we raised the most amount of money on friday.
towned with cherilyn.had pepper lunch.walked round the whole of town lookin fer my schoolbag but i cant find any.guess i'll prolly go to far east tomorrow to look fer my bag.sighs.so den after many hours of walkin we decided to head to monster to play abit of pool.and i made a new friend today.we kinda had loads of fun talkin bout cherilyn's gay tendancies.anyhow the bill came up to $16.10.thats just freaking crazy.and ive something to add too.i beat cherilyn 5-3.haha and her nonsensical was cause she wasnt concentrating.key word:nonsensical.
picture bloggin is fun.though i think im better off with a camera.
please put the doctor on the phone,because i'm not making any sense.
here's cherilyn and i posing outside macs today.
joanna perry me cherilyn and nicky(tidal waves)
we're the kids who feel like dead ends.
and i want to be known for my hits,not just my misses.
i took a shot and didn't even come close.
at trust and love and hope.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
branch with mum is alwaes the best.massed and came home.slept till four.after-rama effects not wearing off.tuitioned and went to holland v fer dinner.dinner was great i supposed.food was tasty.now im waiting fer apprentice to start.finished up the log ws fer maths.i still owe her the functions one but im not gona bother bout it.i might however think of doing my history essay outline.
people's been sayin school ends at ten tomorrow.and that we have half day cause we get to go back after counting fun-o-rama coupons.i dont know how true tad is but i reckon the school should just give us a day's off.damn.its really funny how everytime i think of the haunted house i start smiling and laughin to myself.haha.im wierd.
and they are the ones that make your day constantly.
the one in the light blue shirt's called matthew.hes so freakin adorable.
someday you will find me
caught beneath the landslide
in a champagne supernova
a champagne supernova in the sky
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18th FUN O RAMA.
yes yes you heard it right.omygosh.the day was just one helluva tiring.and i cant believe theyre not givin us monday off.you know how fucking tired im gona be.sighs.o wells.
so we got to school bout seven plus and busied ourselves with the setting up of the stores.pasting the pictures,cutting the boards,tying ribbons,gettin tables right.we were just everywhere.testing out of our games stall and stuff.everything was cool.people played and the whole day i was at the stall most of the time.went to cherilyn's stall and got myself and elmo.han gave me a yellow smiley ball.thanks!back to the stall.rained.carried everything.actually if you think bout it mendin the stall wasnt all that bad.kids came to play and they were so freaking cute.walked round in boards advertising.it was all cool.and i saw a hell load of people.claire!,cheryl edina,char low/neo,ele,bird,cc and the list goes on.i miss them all.
the highlight of the day had to be the haunted house.so we were decidin between 2ad1's haunted house - craighlock hospital or the ah blue's chinese thing.i cant remember the name.so we supported our senior class and went fer 2ad1's hopsital.although the waiting was horrible the inside was actually quite fun.as in after you get out of the LT!haha.you've got to listen to these incidents boy!you'll never believed it.we dragged glory and cheryl,claire's sister along since we had two extra spaces.i wonder why!so it was sonn han nicky perry me glory cheryl claire.okay anywae we went in with another batch cause we were the last two and it was runnin over-time and we didnt to wait anymore.so a big group of people wasnt that bad.walked into the dark LT and the first thing our dear claire goes is:i dont wana go anymore.and she had to speak at the top of her voice.embarrasement please.thank god it was dark.haha.walked and i grabbed nicky's hand and han's shirt.while walkin up the lt's steps,claire stepped on my shoe.so joy!it came out.and han just kept goin forward.so i pulled him back while shouting 'fuck fuck my shoe came out!' and han fell backwards down the steps.haha.sorry han.so it was towards the end,and the 'patients' were tellin us to escape.so han headed fer the exit and i pulled him back cause i heard some other pple that came out that they would scare you at the exit.but he didnt wana listen to me and he wen to open the door.somebody grabbed his armed while he tried to open the door and joy!he ran back to us.haha.stupid ass.did i tell u i got grabbed by those 'patient' people who were supposedly dead.and got their 'blood' on me.and my shirt.and they grabbed my legs!
but it was fun.the experience!
towned.met lalee and marche-ed.met ethel.life was good meetin the eight again.so its the nine of us now.ds we miss you!and we talked laughed and had a great time seeing each other again.o btw i got a stick-on tatoo that saes 'you qin' meanin friendship.yea.thats important to me.its coming off soon tho.sighs.and i streaked my hair green.killer.
im too tired now so i'll just leave you guys with pictures.
roseann,jessie,nicky,joseph,me.
and where's ur econs assignment says joseph.
and we managed to get a pic with ming dan.
anything to be a kid all over again.
claire perry and i on the bus to town.
other pictures would be uploaded another day.im really too tired.and i dont have much today.besides the sore feet and the tired eyes,today was good.think happy,be happy!
im breaking down tonight.
how am i to survive.
try hard just to make you see.
i want all eyes on me.
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Friday, February 17, 2006
hello all again.its friday and technically the end of the week,well almost.preparations fer today was pretty slacked.played darts,designed deco stuff,hung banners,took down banners,stole tables,ate yong tau foo,pasted double sided tape on banners(i think thats my forte),played a fool,found out stuff and the list goes on.its been one busy yet slackish day.you know that kinda feeling.lunched was cancelled and we headed back home.
tomorrow's the big day.d-day.fun o rama 18th.all the hardwork,stress and whatever you want to call it.9am to bout 6pm.thats like the whole day and dear ol' me has gotta be in school early in the mornin to set up the stall and be there at the end of it to clear it i guess.i hope acj's being nice and gives us a break on monday.and i want the acjc's fun o rama 18th shoe.its very stylish and funny.i just hope they dont have the word acjc on it so i can wear it out.i'll think bout gettin it tomorrow.yay!
they say you need to pray,
if you want to go to heaven.
but they don't tell you what to say,
when your whole life has gone to hell.
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
im totally shagged.tired.i feel like going to bed now.we didnt have any lessons today.headed out to ngee ann poly today and tried to sell the remainder of out coupons.that was one hell tiring,walkin all over the place and approaching every single poly peep.o and btw i saw daphne khoo.the singapore idol one.yea.
headed back to school after that.started on our not-even-half painted banner.and today we finally finished it.yes.with help from perry.she drew the bubble words.yay!finally one banner down,another one to go.our banner actually looks quite nice.i shall post a pic of it up wen i get it.its really good fer last last minute work with very very little people doing it and extremely little paint.yes yes.ended around 6 plus with roseann jessie nicky glory and i havin well lets say abit of fun and a 'great' photo-taking session.
tomorrow's gona be worst than today.finishin up the last banner.doing the last minute touch ups.arranging the prizes.score board.cutting pictures up.pasting them on boards.testing the game.setting up the stall.going through the last minutes.ticket collections.selling tickets.its really gona be a hectic day.i hope i've the strength to go through all these.
and if i fall through these days that go by without cause
just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
and if i fall through these nights i can't seem to go on
just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
helluva hectic if you ask me.today was spent being awake fer 3/4 of the lessons,diverting the tcher's attention to something else instead of the topic,painting banners,stealin paint,burnt feet,minor attacks during pe,so on and so forth.plus im addicted to the yong tau foo in school.
painted our fun o rama banner today.its barely done.so i guess tomorrow's gona be hell.and we've two to do.then there's the board and the printing of the faces.ive to go down to brash basah tomorrow to get the boards and stuff.last minute work.anywae thats wad ij girls are good fer anywae.
cabbed home at bout 6plus.quick shower,dinnered and was off to meet roseann.headed down to mustafa where we got the stuff that we needed.everything was good.and ms tan does the best impersonation of russell peters.omg.shes damn freaking good.haha.btw shes my form tcher.should hear her one day.suppered and bus-ed home.got home at 1130.o wellos.thats fer leaving so far awae.
i'll leave my room open till sunrise for you.
i'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you.
where are you now?
i can hear footsteps,
i'm dreaming
and if you will keep me from waking,
to believe this .
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
pretty normal day in school besides the receiving of flowers and helluva sweets.haha.it was quite hilarious if you think bout it.wells han and i were discussing it but im too lazy to type it all out cause currently im reading my gp article.and ive to read my history - southeast asia notes later i think.if im in the mood.o and btw i saw avril today.yay.she crashed.haha.havent seen her in a fuckin long time.we should hang out soon please!!
tomorrow's subjects are all relatively boring.school has no life these days.and with fun o rama coming up,we're stayin back almost everyday after school to do the banner.its pretty ridiculous i must say fer the first three months students to be doing all this,cause we dont even know if we're staying.sometimes i feel the college is,well,wierd in a way.i dont know.
alright enough of bloggin fer today,
but before i leave:
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!
I LOVE YOU.
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Monday, February 13, 2006
every other school has at least a one day break.but dear old acjc just wont let us off would they.and they dont even give us a reason why.but we've all guessed it.what else can it be besides that great oh fun-o-rama.its this saturday and im awfully excited to spend my whole saturday in school.how fun!
moving on,the day was pretty boring.slept fer like four periods of chinese cause our tcher wasnt here.math tutorial was cancelled cause the classroom was lock.tweety bird's grandmother is way cool.only thing is,i owe her homework.damn.i realised something today and its that every single lit paper 4 lesson gets from bad to worst.i was on the verge of fallin asleep today.gosh.sighs.and when i actually thought my life was pickin up.
please dont just play with me,
my paper heart will bleed.
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
skipped apprentice tonight fer history-international.copyin last weeks assignment is more than a chore and ive two more essays kinda thing to do.and im havin a freakin headache.joy to the world.
slice of life - hilarious.shant embarrass my brother here.so we had lunch at raffles hotel.dim sum.its fuckin expansive but the food is oh so good.towned with mum.and then back home.took a little nap and headed out fer dinner with gp again.we drove bloody round singapore and there was no place to eat.in the end we settled fer some restaurant.food was pretty good.wad an interesting day.heh.
things are starting to look bad again.and prolly nobody will understand.but i know ive to look at everything as a learnin experience and to move on cause thats the most important thing in life.what i can do now is just to make the best outta everything ive left and take everythin that comes my way.life's never gona be good,neither is it gona be fair.its a roller coaster.so guess what.we just gotta ride it.now lets wish me luck in whatever i do.destination is the journey.and so they say.
i look into the sky with my pale blue eyes,appreciating the moon and the stars.wont you come and stare at them with me tonight?
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okay the day started with pepper lunch in the afternoon with cherilyn and eleen.skipped touch rugby cause i wasnt in the mood fer it.and honestly thought it was gona rain.walked bout fer a while.met mum and bro after that at rocky masters.everytime i see pizza i think of ms teo and havin pizza at her house.gosh.that was wonderful.chilled there fer abit before heading to coffee bean at centre point.i had carrot cake.yay!roamed bout centre point fer abit.ended up in times and browsed through mao and some book written by the same auther on herself and the cultural revolution stuff.kinda cool.the pics are cool.and oh gosh,i read that mao hardly brushed his teeth and never had a shower in his 27 years of holding power.wad the fuck.thats just gross.
tuitioned.supper and now home.and im fucking hungry now.wad the hell la.but o gosh guess what!im up fer dim sum at raffles hotel tomorrow.exciting stuff.
and o gosh.i just realised fun o rama is on sat and i haven really sold my tickets.plus im banner and set up committee i/c.gosh and we haven done anything.i need help please,somebody.
i feel like pepper lunch all over again.what is wrong with my stomach.
ive got a new nice song.
so bottle up old love
and throw it out to sea
watch it away as you cry
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Friday, February 10, 2006
got my results back today.i dont wana sae anything.there's nuthing fer me to say anyway.just thank god fer the results,it could have been worst.and ya thats all.
a little dedication
to the nine of us,we'll go through the thick and thin together.dont worry bout ur grades guys.i'll alwaes be here if you need anyone kay.take care and be strong.we'll have an outing one fine day okay!love you guys.thanks to ms teo fer calling me and talkin to me and stuff like tad.really appreciate it.its nice to know that your teacher remembers you.and to mr ng too.fer callin us from his ns place.and to everyone else who showed that they cared.fer the people who congratulated,those who wished me luck,and those who were just there.and last but not least to my very kan-chiong mum.i love you.haha.
watched i not stupid too after that.i didnt cry though ive to agree that some parts of the movie's kinda touching/sad.that was the only good part of the day i guess.besides breakfast at ya kun and taking pictures with everyone.and having fun with the class and seeing everybody again.that was great.i miss the old times we shared.
lets take it one step at a time,move on and be happy.then maybe i'll catch the stars in the sky and throw them back at you.
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
relunctantly dragged myself outta bed fer school.i had the extra one day mc but i dont know why i didnt make good use of it.i really didnt want to go.i had a bad night last night.and yea.fer the next few days i think,nights are goin to be bad.whats more,o's are out tomorrow so joy fer me.nights are gonna be the worst time of the day.didnt do much today in school.slacked bout.shooting sucked.heh.i think im just gona be cca-less fer the first three months,if i even decide to go back to school after tomorrow.
ive to stop being such an emo kid.sometimes its just not good for the mind,body and soul.and tomorrow's the collection of results.i dont wana go.the only thing tads making me happy is that the nine of us are gona meet each other again.its bee sucha long time since the 22nd.and yes ds.i miss you.life has not been lookin good since,but theres the ups and downs.i just gotta get over it fast,though its proving to be much more challenging than ever.
anywae all the best to all those collecting results tomorrow.
i promise i'll share my shoulder.though im shitt scared myself,and prolly would need one.
if you want to be somebody else,
if you're tired of fighting battles with yourself.
if you want to be somebody else,
change your mind.
hey hey-
have you ever danced in the rain
or thanked the sun
just for shining-
just for shining
or the sea?
oh no-
take it all in
the world's a show
and yeah, you look much better,
look much better when you glow
please bring me to greener pastures.
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
i've been feeling down lately.esp today.its all been bad.and i cant explain it cause whatever i say is not gona mean much anymore.there's really nuthing i can say or do anymore.
didnt do much today.went to the doctor and got an mc fer two days and a weeks excuse for physical education.and all these're fer nuthing.im not even sick.i really dont feel like going to school tomorrow.im in no mood fer anything and theres shooting tomorrow.im just feeling so bad and restless.medicine fer feeling lethargic,however the fuck you spell it.give me something fer suicide and to take away the pain.
ive no mood fer anything.not even american next top model,not in simple life,not in tab tv.that feelin just sucks - the one tad wants you but cant.
i hope you understand.
tears are feelings we can't say
tears mean that you care
tears are mixed emotions
tears are more than tears
i sit and watch you leave
my life forever.
i know you'll be gone so long.
my last words mean nothing,
and i tell you i care.
and nothing more.
i can't say how i feel.
so i cry.
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
school teaches me maths,lit,econs,history,gp,chi.but the best lesson i learn during school hours is how to countdown till the end of lessons.its cause of this thats why im feelin way lethargic all the way.its really not good.
lessons were mostly boring today.though lit paper 4 did improve abit.at least i was participating,a tweeny bit and didnt feel so dumb.i was so tired throughout the day and only managed to turn out fine during my favourite lesson - gp.we had our current affairs quiz.which i scored a 6 out of 17.and that was lucky btw,cause i havent read the papers lately.i think its time to start.(this sounds familiar.i think i saed tad last week) and joy joy hooray im gettin econs tuition from my tutor again.yay!haha.i miss tuition with him.
and that sums up my tuesday.and i skipped shooting,so ive to go on thursday.lunched at holland v and went fer my haircut.like finally.i hope to resume the once a fortnight haircut soon.
results on friday.three more days to go,and hows everyone feeling?honestly,ive started to shit in my pants.but c'mon we all gotta face it.results are on fuckin friday.somebody save me.
just something inspirational:
if you give up when it's winter,you will miss the promise of your spring,the beauty of your summer,fulfilment of your fall.
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Monday, February 06, 2006
went back to ij to sell tickets today.9am till 330pm.i didnt sell much.was just hangin round.disrupting lessons.kinda.and its really hard to walk round ij.you keep forgetting which floor you visited and stuff.anyway,i finally played badminton.finally.it kinda felt good.o wells.i haven played fer bout a year.i should play more often.yes.
after ij we went back fer history tutorial.sighs.wad can i say.i better start studying soon.fuck it.and i was supposed to start today.but stuff just came up and desperate housewives.yes.that show is back.haha.o wells.and theres shooting tomorrow.joy.i already feel like skippin it.maybe just maybe i'll go fer the one on thurs.sucks.we'll talk about life t0morrow tomorrow.
things havent been looking good since..
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
i spent the day trying to study,tryin to do my history.failed attempt.massed.and then back home again.all in all,my day was a normal day.im too tired to even think of wad to write.everything's like in a big kinda mess.fuck it.
and im off to watch apprentice.
have fun.
i did a rough sketch at 9:55 PM
late update.been watching 'i not stupid'.i dont think i ever watched it before.o wells.interesting.i feel like a slacker.i think im gona do some history or something later after i get offline.yes its late but ive to do something.i think.though tomorrow sounds pretty darn good.
had lunch today at holland v.katong laksa.with cherilyn and eleen before heading off fer touch rug.i wana go fer hc's touch rug training.haha.so exciting.im just being shit ass lame.came home and headed to fix my contacts again.save my soul please.ive been fixing it since ferever.why is my eye so wierd.sighs.bit of kfc then tuitioning.it was aiight.came home and dinnered/suppered.simple yet complex.
ive been craving fer 'how you remind me' by nickelback.and now im listening to it.yay!makes me happy.haha.im mad.and i found out some exciting news today.haha.life isnt tad boring after all,is it?
never made it as a wise man.
i couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'.
tired of living like a blind man
i'm sick of sight without a sense of feelin'.
i did a rough sketch at 12:44 AM
Friday, February 03, 2006
tgif.ever since school started,ive alwaes been looking forward to the weekends.dont ask me why.anyhow there's shooting and touch rug tomorrow.im gona have a long day.
today was relatively aiight.i finally got my penguin pencil case.and i still think its freaking cute.haha.cool.besides tad school was rather boring.tutorials with only one lecture.southeast asia history.it was pretty much same and boring.i was falling asleep in most of my classes.was really brain dead tired.and i got into trouble with some tcher(s) again.wad the hell.i think tchers have some problem with me.body language and all that thing.ive a feeling its my lit tcher.o wells.i hate lit.its so boring and the people in my class are too smart fer me.they talk sense i dont get.i dont wana start complainng.ferget it.heh.
but it wasnt too bad after school.went fer lunch with han and roseann.holland v,crystal jade,la mian place.we were so freaking full.bused back to school fer absolute no reason cause we didnt go fer shooting in the end.sat round the canteen.and we were this close to goin to watch memoirs before my form tcher came and spoke to us.sighs.in the end,cherilynn roseann and i headed back to holland v fer subway.
im dead tired now.brain dead.completely.i know the moment my head touches my pillow,im gona fall aslp.im only awake cause of one reason.but only i shall know why.im so wierd.forgive me.
goodnight.
keep your head up,
the colors are beautiful.
keep your head up,
it's all right in front of you.
when they say wake up
you're braking ridicule.
when all the sentimental memories you own
keep you trapped inside your room there all alone.
i did a rough sketch at 11:31 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
im really tired now.maybe an update tonight.and there's still lit homework tonight.o bother!
edit at 1158pm.
school was alright.didnt really do that much.tutorials are getting quite bad.though i have to admit i like gp discussions.they can be quite interesting.all i have to do now is,gosh,read newspapers.was kinda playing a fool throughtout tutorials and stuff.but it was fun and enjoyable.haha.
had dinner with my aunt cause she's leaving fer aussie tomorrow mornin.it means that mum will have to fetch her to the airport and i would have to be in school at 630am.great.anyway back to dinner.at some oaks restaurant at tanglin mall.it was awesome.food was great.i realised that i havent had bitter lemon fer ages.okay ive a craving fer it now.
lit is gross.i suck at it.sighs.i better brush up or something.i need to study soon.history test in two weeks.madness.today's been a crazy day.i think everyone's goin mad.from my classmates to my mum.mum says she'l give me five hundred if i manage to stay in acj.how true is that.i have absolutely no idea.
anyhohow i heard that there's shooting trg tomorrow.joy!from 6pm till 9pm.but dear mei end school at one plus.wad in the world is happening.haha.o wells.im so freaking tired.need sleep so night everyone!
p.s.oh my gosh!i finally finished reading the 'fall of the house of usher' after 3 weeks of holding onto the paper.haha.
id call you up if i were only strong enough.
lets cast these words into the sea put em in a bottle we agreed
and promise bottoms up before we write this down.
intoxicate sincerity love, lust, and fake integrity.
the feeling i wish you would have.
i did a rough sketch at 5:30 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
i skipped school today.like duh.how else would i be here then.i was too tired to get up and i felt like escaping from history tutorial with milo dino.so i stayed home and slacked.still slacking.its high time i started on my history homework - both international and southeast asia.and get started on econs,since i dont understand it.o wells.jc life is killing me.
but guess what.i managed to have a webcam chat with ds just a few minutes ago.its cool.haha.so now we can all have webcam conferences.how exciting!not going to school isnt that bad afterall is it.haha.o wells.im hungry now and theres nuthing to eat.major sadness.i think im goin to bed.so night all.
we write to apologize.
we ask to look past life as it goes by.
i know you have sacrificed time, life, love, time to fly
please consider all things trite,
forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.
i know to have something like this broken,is hard to fix.
i did a rough sketch at 3:14 PM