Tuesday, January 31, 2006
im havin mixed feelings of how today may be.it was good to a certain extent yet really bad all over again.wells the day started well.met at 11am at somerset and we walked to ms teo's.had lunch there.and it was totally awesome.with different kinda pizzas from spizza(sp?) and duck,chicken and ham tad ms teo cut fer us.tad was good.and she let us gamble.haha.she's the best.we finished watchin pride which had a totally disappointing endin.then again,it wasnt like i could remember the rest of the show.thats besides the point.
we left and i headed to perry's where i had the usual maggi before i fell asleep on perry's couch.perry was busy doing her chinese compo so i had nuthing to do.besides i was pretty tired.took a bus down to the airport.but we dropped at tanah merah.or else we would have been super late.not like we werent late already.
at the airport.it was just saddening.its really sad.its their anniversary today.and its not only hard fer them.its hard fer the nine of us.i mean wads the ten of us with out the ass.sorry i meant to say ds.it was really hard to say goodbye.and the saddest part was that i had to leave early.and i couldnt send her in.its like i didnt expect things to be so bad.but wen i called her and everyone was cryin i just knew that things wouldnt be the same.no more hotel stayovers without the bimbo ds.no more goin out fer crystal jade lunches.its just gona be different and the ten of us know it.im really sad.never thought it would affect me this much.now i just don wan sonn to go.really.be whatever it is,we'll be strong.no more crying.be strong esp you k ds.
Strength - to make the best out of the rest of the days of our lives.
dinnered with my mum and her friends and stuff.was pretty good.came home and now im struggling with history.i really dont wan to go to school tomorrow.somehow i dont think im up fer it.but come on,we can do it!better scribble some history thing down now.see you guys.
and i need you to be strong
i'm not gona walking away
and i hate to say goodbye
it gets harder every time
what i feel,you feel inside
when the day turns into night.
memories i will never want to forget.
its been a long time - i miss them.
the ten of us on ds's farewell.
tc ds.be strong.
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Monday, January 30, 2006
today was a pretty exciting day since everything wen well.went to mr ng's house today where half the people including myself were late.haha.though it was the second time we went there,all of us forgot the wae there.had to look fer directions and stuff again.got there and talked fer quite a bit.its been a long time since i saw everyone.was great to see everyone.bout thirty people came.yay.had curry in a bread and kfc.yummilicious and we watched the 'longast yard' which was actually quite an interesting show.after everyone left and only a few of us stayed back and talked to mr ng fer quite a bit.found out more bout ij and bout yts(it means yishun town sec btw).we decided tad we're gona have a bbq somewhere after we collect our o levels results be it good or bad.and hopefully,ms jo teo would be the one givin out our results.is tad a good thing or a bad one?
being with my class brings back much happy memories bout the good old days.where we would make helluva noise and bring the whole school down.now that all of us have gone our seperate ways lets just hope we'll keep in touch.i miss you guys.
tomorrow's gona be a sad one.i can feel it.but fer now lets smile and be happy.
whatever tomorrow brings,
i'll be there with open arms and open eyes.
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
first day of lunar new year and i went to my grandmum's house along with my greatgranddad and all.kinda like the whole family was there.fer a while.and i ended up taking and afternoon nap there.went to starbucks today.ate my carrot cake.and ya sat round.
my days rather boring and i dont feel like bloggin cause im feelin down.due to a few things on my mind.kinda sucks but wad to do.o wells.at least there's something to look ferward to tomorrow.roti prata with mum and her friends,mr ng's,maybe ms teo's and thats it i guess.i better start on history tomorrow.i shall take a break today,like what i have been doin since ferever.
theres no apprentice on tonight.but anna and the king will do.enjoy.
please don't give up when it's easy.
don't you know that me and Jesus will cheer you on?
he's the only one that will be constantly everything you need.
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
this years cny celebrations were the best cause i celebrated it with my great-granddad and my (grand)aunt who came down from aussie.we had dinner together with my mums home cooked food.i loved the cherries my aunt brought over.its freakin good.nice and sweet.later on in the night,the rest of the family came over.to look at my greatgranddad.was cool.and i played with my cousins.kinda.haha.theyre freakin cute.
watching rush hour now.its a cool show.i remember likin it wen it first came out.and i cleasrly remember i watched it with mich and bird.those were the good old days.brings back much memories.im very excited cause every day brings me closer to my ipod video.haha.i think.i dont know.o wells.we'll see how.
im not really in the mood fer bloggin.but before i go.
here's to mich:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH!
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Friday, January 27, 2006
fer the past ten years cny celebrations has been in ij.fer the past 4 years,we alwaes had mass followed by the blessing and subsequent eating of the mandarin oranges.this year the celebrations still takes place.just a little different.no mass,no blessings.a longer concert and more planning fer funorama.had some party with our senior class.wells the concert was not too bad though.the malay society was the best.it was the funniest.they changed the lyrics in certain songs.and you get something like 'chicken year is now over.no more bird flu' its just purely lame and retarded,but tads why its so funny.
dear me couldnt go back to ij today.): and thats like total crap.sighs.i had to go down,collect my retarded contacts.wearing it is so wierd.i dont know why.the contacts are thicker and permanent contacts are harder to take care off.damn.if only i didnt have astig.bugger.then i headed down to town.walked around abit.got some stuff and den i met my mum.had dinner at thai express with my aunt who just came down from aussie.so dinner was enjoyable.
wells,we have four days includin the weekends fer holidays.and guess what surprise i got in the morning wen i got to school.first i was greeted with the sight of my lovable history of southeast asia notes.joy.approx fifty pages with two essay questions fer us to do.then we had some gp thing to read too.wad the hell.i thought it was like cny holidays pls!cherilynn and i came to a conclusion.that the year ahead will be filled with history,gp homework.double happiness.
may tomorrow and the many days ahead be days filled with joy and love,happiness and lessons from which i will learn from and in turn grow into a better person.fer as they say the best is yet to be.
me and one of my retarded moments again.
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
wake up my love.
never thought you make me,break me.
now im up,from below.
such a brilliant star you are.
and will your love keep burning baby.
burn harder through my eyes.
you saw the short times feel like no time
i thought you outta know.
im so far gone now,
ive been running on empty.
im so far gone now,
do you wana take me on?
do you know how long I've waited
to look up from below?
just to find someone like you,
and will your love light burn me baby,
burn a hole right through my heart.
i think i might just trust you maybe
but i'm not sure,
im not sure i wanna know.
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i need to prepare the outline of my gp essay scheduled fer tomorrow's lesson.then economics tutorial where we're supposed to finished the worksheet but ive no idea till where.and tomorrow's a packed.with a not-so-long break in between.sucks balls.school's seriously sucking life outta me.nuthing else is helping.
had the ij outing of the year with perry,roseann,petrina,aileen,pamela and jessie.i finally ate at pepper lunch.haha.there we talked and crapped.it was funny and interesting with a capital i.heh.so much fer the need to buy pencil case,cny clothes,swimming wear,
every breath i take brings me closer to my last.
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
today was a pretty normal day with pretty normal lectures and pretty normal tutorials.jc life is not appealing.and im not lookin ferward to tomorrow.h2 history.sighs.tad really sucks.and theres pe.im too lazy to exercise or anything.just thank god im having land pe.im dying due to the lack of sleep.zero period wastes our time.makes everything end late.ahhhh.
went fer shooting today.and even though the rifle is one helluva heavy.it was pretty good.i had fun.so i think i might just join shooting.not might most probably will.im gona try pistol so i can decide on wad i really want.cause rifle is really heavy.both fun.i like shooting.heh.not tad loser afterall i guess.
i'm sitting out dances on the wall.
trying to forget everyting that isn't you
i'm not going home alone.
cause I don't do too well on my own.
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Monday, January 23, 2006
ive been abandoned.but o wells.i'll just blog.today was full blast.tutorials and only one lecture.a lil bit of lessons.maybe a bit of introuduction thing.but lessons still go on.im not exactly enthu bout it.school's very tiring.life is boring.and im not lookin forward to h2 history.please spare me.you better stay out of trouble ah.thats wad my dear form tcher saed today.cause i was complainin bout history.haha.
i feel....
im too asdfghjkl to blog.memories are coming back.good ones these time.i need nice new songs.some light.some sleep.some love.some hope.some peace.some life.some god.something of every good thing.and i'll be happy.will anyone make me happy?
i'm so far gone now.
i've been running on empty.
i'm so far gone now.
do you wanna take me on?
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
the hardest thing about dying is,knowing you'll never see the light of day.
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so today we had ds's surprise farewell party.im not too sure if it was a surprise but anyhow ds cried.which was really scary cause then nine other people in the room were also on the verge of crying.it was really nice.and thanks to all the people who cooked.the pasta courtesy of lalee's mum.the salmon sonn and perry grilled was awesome.can i have it again please!we just chilled and ya.had fun.we're one mad bunch.i thought i was gona fall sick after tad.fortunately or unfortunately,im not sick.
this is dedicated to dear old i-never-knew-she-was-in-my-school cherilynn.see you in school tomorrow.hahaha.(:
i thought i wouldnt be affected by it so much.i thought i'll take it easy cause after all i was never an emo kid.but i guess i was wrong.ds leaving,school,you and everything.its just takin a toll on me.will everything just go back to how it used to be.or will everything just be normal again.i wish.i really wish.let there be a falling star tonight.grant me my wish,this once.only.please.
always tell yourself "tomorrow is a brand new day."
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
my edited version of today.
lunched at holland v with cherilynn and eleen today.crystal jade.and we ate till we were bloated.
walked to holland v to meet my mum.heh.tuitioned at night.and then dear ol' mummy decided to go fer supper at balastier.so we headed down.and i was feelin soupy.so i had hot 'n' spicy soup and beef soup thing.was damn good.supper indeed.
im feelin tired today.bout in everway.bout almost everything.i wish it'll all go away.
its testing the strong ones.
scarring the beautiful ones.
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Friday, January 20, 2006
today's the last day of my slacking week.we got our personalised time-table.thats just quite retarded,dont you think?o wells.lectures today was tiring.we had bout one after another.was tiring.and erm pretty much boring.im games i/c for funo
i think im gona miss goin fer lectures with my og.the nonsense we do.and the fun we had.the cafes,dares and retarded things we talk bout.or us just hangin out.and as much as i thought it would be easy fer us to split after gettin our classes,i realise tad its actually very hard to.cause as much as i didnt see it,im still quite attached to them.outings next week or something i guess.
met with dalvin today after a long time.ate at the meridian foodcourt.and i had my yammi yougurt.yay!talked bout those good old days.i miss them and my whole class terribly.hope to see all of you on the 30th.must come!
im too lazy to update now.maybe i'll do it later if im in the mood.
im loving you.
((:
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
its been four days into school officially with lectures and a feel of the nearly-there jc life.only four days.and dear ol' me already got into trouble with the history tcher mind you.that is totally crap.but so is she.o gosh.okay but who gives a shit bout milo dino.and thank god i only see her once a week.i think.i hope.please let it be.trouble trouble.the start of the new school term in my new institution looks troubleful.if theres even sucha word.
besides that,lectures are mostly boring and sleep inducing.contact time with my class has got to be the most interesting of all.and its really cool to have a good/nice/young form tcher.shes cool.
wen to chinatown today.and had a hell load of food.not like i dont already have enough to eat at the acj canteen but at chinatown,food is a must-must.but i missed out on my ahballing cause i was too fuckin full.ahhhh.that has so gotta suck.im goin back fer more.and theres coconuts there.yay!
oh the chemistry between us could destroy this place.
do I have to spell it out for you?
or whisper in your ear?
oh just stop right there,i think that we've got something here.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
okay.so we finally got our classes today.and im in 1ad1 with nicky,roseann and jessie.thats not a bad start i guess.and the people in my class are pretty outgoing.hope everything goes well.my tcher is hilarious.she saed she couldnt really recognise out faces.you noe match ur name to the face kinda thing so she brought her camera and took an individual picture of all of us.and i was first cause darling me,im register number one.joy.shes pretty cool.and my class has a grand total of.18 people.and only 2 guys.haha.
lectures as usual.nuthing's starting yet.no tutorials and stuff.so im still kinda free.wait till monday.its goin to be havoc.sighs.i hate normal school life.ac is making me really fat and broke.im spendin all my money on food.cause the food is good.and we have everlasting,almost neverending breaks.
wen to town today.my feet hurts.and i forgot to get my fbts.damn.and i wan a bag and a pencil case.but most importantly i wan an ipod video.pleassseee!im gona get it soon!i hope.
flowing free, the summer breeze is sweet.
i lay in space choked by my own air.
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Monday, January 16, 2006
i had canoeing land training today.its so arm-weakening.i feel weak.okay nvm.but it wasnt tirin as in stamina and stuff.but i guess canoeing's out.i think.haha.o wells.bet i'll get aches all tomorrow.shitt.besides that i only wen fer two lectures today.gp which was on essay writing and history which is so totally coolio.cause its history.im gona study hard and hopefully appeal back into ac with hist if ever the need arises.
ive been eatin the whole fuckin day today.after chapel,i had breakfast.wedges,waffle,beef hor fun,wedges,laksa.kept eating.acj has nice food.acj makes you fatt.i spent hell load of money on food.heh.
emotions on the high.everythin's haywire.moving forward,lookin backward,dont wana be stayin in the present.look up,look down,look left,look right.i hope this will be over soon.i dont think i like this.but ive gotta hold on,if i feel like letting go.hold on it gets better than you know.smile,and the world will smile with you.
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
like every other normal sunday.nuthing special.no maybe there was.shopped at unicef shop today.i love that shop.okay thats besides the point.i am now waiting fer tuxedo to start.too lazy to ever wana touch my econs notes.so much fer me feelin motivated.i wana see wad lecture is like tomorrow.the real ones.then ive got canoeing after that.apparently that's land training so i might stay dry.yea.got a cut from no idea where on my finger.and it looks like its goin to swell.fuck the cut.
5 more mins to tuxedo.we should count down.
i've so many things to say.i typed and deleted and typed and deleted.i just cant type/say anything.so much fer 'this is my blog.i can say anything i want.'ahhhhhhhh.ferget it.i dont wana blog anymore.no mood.foul mood.
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lesson 101 everybody:a smile a day,keeps your worries away.
today has been a really tiring day.touch rugby in the morning.i feel so weird playin it.im so used to contact rugby.but im most probably joinin it.its kinda fun though quite tiring.ive no more stamina.wake up call.go and start running.before cross country.or i'll really die.rushed home and out again.
i studied today.haha.omg.i studied.abit.really tenny bit.maybe like 5-7 pages.haha.but its still studying.the econs notes.econs is erm social science.its not exactly the most interesting to study but i better do well in it.
dinner and then i wen to give this sec1 dude and pri5 kid tuition.i dont think they understood a single thing i saed.but nvm.i'm still trying.i will try my best.im totally shagged now.i need to sleep.went to the hospital after tad cause my great-grandfather got admitted.stroke.but minor i think.o wells.i dont know.
thanks fer today.
everything was good really.
and i love you a fucking loads.
truckloads.many many trucks.
im lame.((:
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
okay.after waiting fer ages to get into a half screwd blogger.i finally get to blog.today,technically yesterday was a slack day in school.didnt do much.took height and weight.totally -faints.manda manda.i told you to go fuckin exercise.but rest assure folks.im not overweight.haha.okay talkin garbage now.sat with my og.and we crapped like madness.oh gosh.you noe two majorly lame people in an og is not good.laughin definitely non-stop fer more den two minutes a day.here comes the abs.haha.
im quite stoned now.totally tired.even tho i slept from like 4plus wen i got home till 9.and im still tired now.i think jc life is hell tiring.i cant imagine wen life's gona get better.thank god fer cny hols and stuff.if not i'll just be like a zombie.
ive got touch rugby tomorrow at ten.hope it'll be fun.i think ive to miss cca orientation in ij.fuck it.but im goin to have to read my econs notes tomorrow.and try to get it into my head.so im goin to study.yes amanda ang.nerd of the century.heh.but will i really be studying??i dont know.im so excited already.((:
i want you,
but im dying to find out.
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
lectures today but i only sat fer two.chem and bio.can you imagine.chem?raymond came up with this joke.who came up with names like tethrahedryl and trigular planar.and i was like who.and he went james bond.get it.james bond.highlight of the day - met claire and ds today.crashed.told us bout their jc life.and wells.i dont really have much to say.what can i say anywae.but thank god they came.i miss them.wen to crystal jade for lunch.its been a long time.
anywae.i still cant choose which cca i wana be in.canoeing,shooting,touch rugby(2nd cca),badminton.and theres subject combi oso.registration is tomorrow.i haven really chosen it yet but i guess i know what i wana take and stuff like that.
okay.im rambling.i should just shut up and stop.i haven been in much mood fer bloggin the past few days.i dont know why.
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
another day of lectures.school ended early.thank god.and i didnt go fer badminton tryouts again.rescheduled fer the 4th time on friday.am i so fated to take up badminton.
anywae i found out quite a few stuff bout acj and ms ng.yes my best friend,yvonne ng.first,dearest best friend was in the 21st council.faints.and she was the retarded one who did the sign 'wan way' you now see in acjc.in memory of the principal,ex principal,mr wan.and i cant remember the rest of wad we talked about.a fish in the dream room(some bio thing) died.the new school's new.and erm new.ya.
im not exactly in the mood to blog.im excited cause my good friends are comin to crash tomorrow.i hope.i cant wait to see them.on the other hand,im in totally sick mode.thank god fer people who care.its going to rain tonight.i hear the thunder roar.
the stars will cry its blackest tears tonight.
nazgul - celahir.orientation2006.
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Monday, January 09, 2006
first day of an un-orientation week.no fun,no mud,just chapel and lectures.with breaks and lunches.chapel was aiight.it was kinda like praise and worship.kinda like.then lectures began.so i wen round with my og.and it was quite fun.lit,gp,ki,bio.think tad was all i went fer.lit sounded interesting.gp and ki were boring and i was playin a fool at the back.by the time it got to bio i was like major jackass at the back.thank god fer good seats and comfortable lts.we never got caught fer making so much noise.stealing shoes and all that kinda thing.as much as im not a big bio fan,bio at jc level sounds pretty interesting.i might consider tad fer h1.i might.meanin i might not too.okay im talkin crap.slacked all the wae after lunch.o btw,i got the acj yellow pe shirt.dri-fit.cool.
skipped all the lectures.chem,maths,geog,physics,computering.didnt interest me much.ended up in the canteen eating,snackin awae.before moving to the bleaches cause we became a rather big crowd.we crapped all the wae till it was time fer shooting meeting.right.i signed up fer air rifle.heh.and you wouldnt believe it.skipped the badminton tryouts cause im sick.yes totally sick mode.my throat sucks and my nose will be the death of me.so im goin fer the tryouts on wed.and touch rugby just called me.training on sat at 10am.so now i dont know wad cca to choose - touch rugby,shooting,badminton,canoeing.somebody help me pls.and you wont believe wad i did.i called mr ng and asked him if shootin sounded like a loser cca.hah.and last check,mr ng is still as lame as ever!history lesson on cold war so needed and its not funny!haha.
came back after school.then headed out again.yay.lovely night dont you think.had dragon fruit and siew mai.thank you.thank you.thank you.times ten thousand eight hundred and sevety two million.i love you.
a public holiday tomorrow.to those goin out - claire,roseann,jessie,perry,lalee.have a great time.to my og.if you guys are gona be at sentosa,i'll pray hard it doesnt rain.have fun!!((:
i wana catch hot chicks tomorrow.and before you noe it.its back to a full week in school with lectures.choosin subject combis and cca.and o gosh.tiring.im alwaes lookin ferward to the weekends.rest.thank god.
i love you.
i miss you loads already.
((((((:
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
went to st iggy's for mass today.was late cause my mum mistook the timings.right.and she came up with some bunch of nonsense.spirit of protestinism indeed.heh.my mum's retarded.off to lunch at holland v at the new hawker centre.
has been rainin the whole day.still is anywae.wonder wad it means.anywae i headed down to queensway to get myself a pair of addidas.im sucha fussy shoe person.anywae i got this paper of paper light,blue,red,white lookin shoes.quite cool la.its new.wads it called.some adizero thing.ya.funky.shopped all the wae from 2 till 6plus.fer 2 pairs of shoes.madnesslike totally.
there's a new season of apprentice tonight.yay!i love that show fer i dont know wad reason cause i used to not like it at all.heh.wells.and theres 102 dalmations now.im missing it.shall watch the last half an hour of it if im free.
starting tomorrow,we're gona be havin lecture week.how interesting.im not sure if we have to go fer all the lectures.but i hope not.i dont exactly wana sit in fer c.lit or chem or physics.tues is a public holiday.yay!and there's badminton tryouts tomorrow.somehow im wishin i dont get it.wierd.lets look ferward to a whole new week in school.
thank you fer everything.
i love you.((:
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
last day of orientation.i might miss it.my og my ogls.and the lameness.the games,the muds,the runnin fer toilets to shower,the many many blisters.all the fun.
so we played in the mud today.was fuckin fun actually if you think bout it.only thing was tad my blister burst.and erm its in quite a bad shape.with mud all over the president of first aid hadta help me.thanks to all who helped.ian or some guy had to carry me all the wae to oldham wing from the bleaches.thanks too.so we went to seoul for lunch/dinner after all the gaming.got our ogls presents.and yay,went back to school late.campfired.ran so wen to badminton court.did a whole load of cool stuff.the mass,i mean mess dance was good.everything was better den expected.really.cool shitt.im gona miss everything actually.ya.
special thanks to weeqi and ruilin fer the time,and its not like they read this.and the people in my og.eleen(chio mao mao),gen,fiona,barker boy,raymond(ow mao),peter(we made tad name up),john-nathan(made up name too),ge yi,christine,jo,erleaner(sp?),danielle,ken(cannot),johor,unicorn,wayne..
okay im dead beat.i wana go sleep.i shall update more tomorrow.and we got our sebject stuff today.and im poning school.so wad does it sae.its a longg weekend.i cant wait!((:
let me hear you celahir,
what did you say.
i saed let me hear you celahir,
what did you say.
i saed
ho ah ah ah
ho ah ah ah
ho ah ah ah
yeahhhhhhhh!
the good times.
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
third day of orientation,second last day.rained.muddy field.mud up shorts.rolled in mud.scissors,paper,stone game was pretty good.so was big green giant.you think rugby makes you dirrty,wait till you see us.mass dance.we learnt the couple dance in a day.nazgul is cool.haha.its so hard and fast.and did i mention my ogl is the dance president?she's like some tornado out there.but she dances really well.mass dance is tomorrow and i cant remember the steps.o wells who cares,its mass dance.
im shitt tired.its goin to be a long day tomorrow.games in the mornin,followed by house meeting den subject talk and a break.mass rally(where we cheer and scream and dynamite the other houses awae!) den gaming,another mass rally and og time from one to six.we're goin to marche.haha.cool shitt.but ms dance pres isnt comin.our orientation shirt looks cool.i wana wear it soon.haha.hope there's no dirrty games tomorrow.
did i mention acj has a hokkien cheer.im like it.haha.
im missing you,
hope you get better soon.((:
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
second day of orientation.wasnt as dry as the first.ya imagine.it was wet.in all sense of the word.slept right through all the talks.choose cca.more games.mass rally.cheers.ac cheers are so different.quite retarded but cool la.tiring.really.smelly.hell yeah.
its been 2 days.it feels like ferever.i miss my ij friends.my ij school.everything ij-i miss!!i miss jo teo!like mad fuck.i cant wait fer monday till i see ij ij ij!and my friends!yay!long weekend.haha.till then i shall look forward to saturday!yay!((:
love you loads baby.
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
ac will ferever be ac.ij will ferver be ij.i will ferever be an ij girl.i dont know.first day of school.talks and orientation.school ended at 6plus.im so freakin tired.i wana sleep.
i dont wana blog now.im too tired.or maybe everything's crushin down.there's a problem with me.we both know it.i so wana give up.i dont wana think bout it.
i did a rough sketch at 9:10 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
i dont wana fuckin go back to school.im dreading it even more.i just found out fuckin orientations finishes at 6plus.and we have to report at like 725.is ac nuts?this is madness.and ive not gotten my call!im very annoyed with the guy.can he like call,quickly.like now!anitcipation is killing.
this means no lunch with my nine.fuck it.
had oyster mee sua fer lunch.with the chickeen.cool but hell was it spicy.caught the family stone today.was quite cool.story's quite touching.the gays are funny.i love them.wasnt as awesome as narnia but its cool.one thing i can say:major chic flick!walked to coffee express.lazed round.and i had to ciao cause my mum wanted me home.so home sweet home.and fuck was it rainin heavily.stupid rainy days are killers sometimes.the bus ride home wasnt all fun.i think the driver was racing with the other bus.wad the fuck.we were in the air half the time since 77 takes bumby roads way.dyed my hair.it looks fuck black now.i hate it.black hair.how gross is that.i haven had it fer 4 yrs.its supposed to be brown.fuck.
im feelin grouchy.sighs.im gona get drinks and get drunk and have a hangover.i never wana go back to school.my late nights,late mornins,no mornin sun(in claire's words),hangin out till late,all gone cause of school.and i thought my holidays just started.damn.
i want my video now!
im a brat.
ahhhhhhhhh!
i did a rough sketch at 8:24 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
first day of the new year.mass then headed fer thai express fer lunch.was cool.got my surprise there.thanks.was really cool.i really liked it.walked round.watched chronicles of narnia.everyone says its good and stuff.but you know something.the show's just so fuckin awesome!its so much better den the other shows so far.watched the digital one.ya.and m1 had this special offer thing.second ticket half price.fuckin cool!was a great day.
thanks fer everything.
i saw belle today.talked to her fer quite a bit.shes funny.i miss her and all her nonsense.can you imagine she'll remember me as her stupid friend.not very flattering.but o belle!i miss her.picture with her on the 7th and the 9th!camera pls someone.((:
zen's pissin me.ipod video?fack.
i love you.
but why is it like this.
i did a rough sketch at 10:52 PM
im so fuckin upset.my zen hung and it wont start up again.and its fuckin fuckin pissing me off.): what a way to start the new year.fack.
i did a rough sketch at 2:20 AM