Wednesday, November 30, 2005

im tired.totally.
wen to town today.lunched at pasta mania.caught sky high.i think its a great movie actually.lame,dumb but its funny and interestin.best movie since potter boy.walked round town.neos.had ice cream.walked somemore and home.im totally shagged.right.

is anyone even goan bother replyin me on msn?or is my internet connection screwd again?im very pissed with the wireless-es here.they're so not working.i mean how can wireless not work.argh!now ive slow connections.doesnt help wen msn itself is so screwd.

i think ive an ulcer in my mouth.this sucks.oh my oh me.and its hurting quite badly.i cant eat anymore.oh no.why like tad?better go find tad black shitt that mum has.

i think i'll turn in slightly earlier today.im so darn tired.i think i slept too much the day before.and now all these is just takin its toll on me.o wells.off to a little bit of potter and den bed sweet bed.

iloveyou.(:

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Monday, November 28, 2005

thanks roseann.

snuck out of the house
gotten lost in a city
seen a shooting star
had a serious surgery
gone out in public in my pajamas
kissed a stranger
hugged a stranger
been in a fist fight
been arrested
laughed and had milk/coke come out of my nose
pushed all the buttons on an elevator
swore at my parents
been in love
been close to love
been to a casino
been skydiving
broken a bone
been high
skinny-dipped
skipped school
flashed someone
seen a therapist
played spin the bottle
gotten stitches
drank a whole gallon of milk/water in one hour
bitten someone
gotten the chicken pox
kissed a member of the same sex
crashed into a friend's car
been to Japan
ridden in a taxi
shoplifted
been fired
had a crush on someone of the same sex
had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
stolen something from my school
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
celebrated mardi-gras in new orlean
been to Europe
slept with a co-worker
been married
gotten divorced
had children
seen someone die
had a close friend die
been to Africa
driven over 400 miles in one day
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane
seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
thrown up in a bar
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten Sushi
been snowboarding and skiing
met someone in person from the internet
lost a child
gone to college
graduated college
done hard drugs
tried killing myself
fired a gun
purposely hurt myself
taken painkillers
miss someone right now
tried to wash away some feelings by banging myself on the wall

i just realised,im pshyco.

a new quiz again..im boredd.
Beetlejuice
Beauty and the Beast
Finding Neverland
Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Lord of the Rings the Fellowship of the Ring
Lord of the Rings the Two Towers
Lord of the Rings the Return of the King
Collateral
Cellular
Phantom of the Opera
Dude Wheres My Car
Mr. and Mrs. Smith
Aviator
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
Without a Paddle
Troy
The Patriot
50 First Dates
Happy Gilmore
Titanic
Shrek 2
Et the extra terrestrial
Spider Man
Spider Man 2
Lion King
Forrest Gump
My Big Fat Greek Wedding
The Sixth Sense
The Passion of the Christ
Pirates of the Carribbean
I, Robot
How to Lose a guy in 10 Days
The Ring
The Ring 2
The Grudge
Gothika
The Sound of Music
Grease
Jaws
Independence Day
The Notebook
Back to the Future
Stand By Me
A League of their own
The Death of a Cheerleader (sad case,perry and lalee)
There's something about Mary
Odd Girl Out
Mrs. Doubtfire
Top Gun
Revenge of the Nerds (our dear jessie and michelle law)
Animal House
My Cousin Vinny
Saving Private Ryan
Daredevil
Meet the Parents
Meet the Fockers
The Longest Yard
Monster in Law
What a girl Wants
Mean Girls
Freaky Friday
Something's gotta Give
The Shining
Godfather
Braveheart
RayAustin Powers Gold Member
Ocean's Eleven
Ocean's Twelve
Kill Bill Vol. 1
Kill Bill Vol. 2
The Green Mile
Nightmare on Elm Street
Van Helsing
Friday the 13th
Freddy Vs. Jason
Stepmom
Anger Management
Mona Lisa Smile
Casablanca Zoolander
It's a Wonderful Life
Fried Green Tomatoes
Castaway
Superstar
Wizard of Oz
Bruce Almighty
Bring it On
Bring it on Again
Interview With a Vampire
Beaches
The Whole 10 Yards
School Of Rock
DodgeBall
The Contender
Mystic River
Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
The Bourne Identity
Bambi
Legally Blonde
Legally Blonde 2
Miss Congeniality
Miss Congeniality 2
Rat Race
The Wedding Planner
Sugar and Spice
Josie and the Pussycats
Spice World
Cats and Dogs
Yaya Sisterhood
Spanglish
Madagascar
Toy Story
Toy Story 2
Monsters, Inc.
Almost Famous
Amile
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory

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its twelve already.its time fer me to know something.
okay thats not the point.i went out today.that's really nice to know.and im really boredd now.

much soul-searching needed.thank you.

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its twelve already.its time fer me to know something.
okay thats not the point.i went out today.that's really nice to know.and im really boredd now.

much soul-searching needed.thank you.

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

marche today.claire's first time.she was bein an ass and embarrassin us there.ate rosti and i kinda miss it now cause im fuckin hungry and ive no food at home.great.took a picture with the stupid cow fer remembrance.haha.sounds quite retarded now.den we headed to play pool.at least i can till cut.lalee and roseann watched claire and i.the pros.haha.right.i had yami youghart.fucking good.den we walked to ps.and did abit of shoppin.i need a jacket seriously.fuckin annoying weather.rainin all.and somehow i alwaes get caught in the rain the moment i step outta house.talk to me bout bad luck boy!nuthin's worse.den we had a brilliant idea.actually not we,just claire.want to watch late night movie all.so fine.we watched a 9 oclock movie.had stupid seats.took a train down to orchard.wen to cine.finally booked tickets fer prime.all thru the journey,we zhao-ed red lights.heck flashin green man.we're so gona get knocked down one day.

movie was aiight.though i was tryin very hard to keep myself awake.watched prime.chic flick with a sad ending.a twist fer once.wells.and now im home.

fuckin tired.and confused.i dont know wad to do anymore.and btw i saw the car squeezin thing today.and its fuckin scary.record stands at 44 people.

you're all i think about.you're everything to me.
somehow.i still love you.

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

home from the gig.gave claire's house a miss since i was too tired.took a cab home from third place.the gig was alright.some good bands.caracal's song struck me and the aussie band though filled with retarded people played damn good songs.the acoustic version of some song the guy did solo was fuckin good.i enjoyed it.thanks claire fer the company.

okay so i shall blog bout grad nite.was pretty stressful day.runnin bout fixin mr ng's college.burning his songs.typing the story of the white monkey(which i had to come up with).fussin bout non-stop the whole day.and we were three hrs behind schedule.can you believe that.okay so we arranged everything with the captaon,the djs,the tchers.it was just havoc.crazy.picture taking.small conversations here and there.and i like the one i had with mrs pat ho-tan.she's cool la tad woman.the food was good.not like wad i expected!there was sushi!tad was damn good.then we had constant reflows of sprite which made me damn bloated.okay.collection of rings with my dear vice,claire.that was damn funny cause claire was so excited.she wanted to stand up before the annoucement fer our class was made.claire claire.attention-seeker.everyone's goin 'speak fer urself manda' okay okay wadeva.

so mr ng's thing didnt really go expected cause we were so NOT supposed to dance on stage with him.im so embarrassed.and today an ij girl i met at the gig reminded me.'o you're the one dancin on stage rite?' omg.im so felt like diggin a bloody hole in the ground and hiding in there.the cake,7 green ping pong balls,white monkey,balloon,last but not least the college.fond memories of the two yrs we spent together.thank you mr ng.btw,mr ng cried.haha.i just had to blogged bout it.he was obviously touched.haha.its quite funny to see the shocked looks on everybody's faces,esp the tchers and vips to see a grown man(form tcher mind you)and 41 girls dancing like william hung.screamin the lyrics like nobody's business.ms indran was laughin at me.gosh.so everything wen on well.more photo-takin after the whole grad nite thing,mind you.was really tired after tad,and my feet hurt.

went back to the hotel.made loads of noise.people complained a whole load.bought *censored* bottles of *censored* drinks.chips and apples.watched abit of tv.played abit of taiti.a bit of a pillow fight with claire.much laughter.and stuff.at 4plus5 something we were outside tangs.5plus 6 claire and i were outside far east.with her friends.more drinks and apples.much talk.wen back to the hotel.made a fuckin lot of noise again.btw,i forgot to add tad jessie slept throughout.loser.went to sleep at 7am.claire on couch.roseann on armchair.nicky jessie lalee on bed.the rest of us poor fellows on the floor.fuckin freezin inside room.keep wake-ing up.annoyin thing.and apparently claire spoke in her sleep.and started pointin to the ceiling.claire chua,wad are you doin with mr handsome ar!woke up at 8 plus cause of nicky and all.had to go home.den again at 11 or smth like tad.freakin tired.had lunch.came home.slept.

im just stoned now.its been a loooooon day with a capital L.i dont know wad to feel anymore.its just the worst at its peak.and its funny sometimes.i dont know.its just wierd.the people who are there are those you least expect it to be.just funny if you really think bout it.i dont know wad im talkin about.im screwd.and fucked.and just confused and am being a neh neh.im eating my dinner at 3am.its not even dinner.its my brother's leftovers from kfc.

when open inverted commas close.

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Friday, November 25, 2005

i hate how im feelin now.i dont feel like bloggin.i'm not in the mood.im goin for a gig later.hope it'll cheer me up!lets party claire!
i shall blog later.im too pek cek.or wadeva.

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

sometimes i dont know what to do about certain things.sometimes i just feel so confused and i dont know wad to do bout certain things.im just abit confused.i dont know why.but either than this i've nuthing else to say.

today was a kinda long dae.my feet hurts and i dont think i'll be goin to town fer a million years.shoppin fer grad nite.it can be a little funny,unproductive and stupid.its still fun to spend time with friends.always is.ate at thai express at j8.den town.walked around ferever.didnt get anything.ate dinner at taka foodcourt.and headed fer the movie.rock school is an extremely sucky movie.its not even a movie please.we walked out halfway.first time i walked out of a movie.thank god it was free.sat at coffeebeans fer a while.ate carrot cake.yay!thanks roseann.fer the treat.den off home.

okay im really busy now.and ive to plan something.something.something.my grad nite plans.

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

caught a movie today.emily rose isnt a very good show.not too interesting but alright.i just got bitten by some fuck.stupid.tomorrow will be the last day i'll be goin back to school.collection of records.happy,sad.i really dont know.but there's one thing i know.i cant believe they're askin us to go back at 830 in the mornin.that's just crazy.i wont even be half awake please.then its gona be the last minute shoppin fer grad night.den its gona be movie time.right.am i excited.i dont know.

i just dont feel in the mood now.

life is full of ups and downs.one moment you're like the happiest kid on earth.the next,you're like so dumb fuck whose live's nuthin but a screw up.and that's the roller coaster we all have to ride.up and down.all the time.but this ride's just different.we go all the way up sometimes.we even reach the sky.and then we plunge.right to the bottom.how deep is it?nobody knows.some people get up and move along faster than others.it just depends on the individual.and there's always a lesson to learn from every part of that stupid ride we take.and it'll help us somehow.later on in life.somehow.
somehow i think i just typed a whole bunch of bullcrap.

i hope you get over it soon darling.its the 22nd today.its been two months.i still love you,no matter what.

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Monday, November 21, 2005

i finally got my prom stuff.fer once in my life im actually excited bout prom.but this sucks.i think i look qutie hot.o no im gona have lots of comments on my tagboard after this.no.im just kiddin i dont look hot okay.right.haha.

freaking long day.lots of pictures.stupid security guard at the zara at liat towers.or however you spell it.no phototaking.but do i look like i give a shitt.no please.walked from one end of town to the other.lookin fer blazers,shirts,pants.lyn roseann vk bird perry and i wanted to die by the time we got to ps.so we wanted to go somewhere with couches.and this is wad happened.manda saes lets eat at the linkway thing up there at least there're couches.roseann tells us its secret recipe.lyn goes okay i want to eat there.so everyone agrees and we talk the freakin escalator all the way up.drag our feet there.at the entrance of it.manda goes 'ey there's no couch here.i dont care change venue.we're goin to gelare.'lyn agrees immediately.haha.tads the life we had.and den we go to gelare.and we waited stared hinted(really loudly till some guys probably thought we had something fer them).lyn panicked after out little tea there.and she finally got her stuff.ey lyn i swear the frilly blazer at far east suits you.haha.

long day.we had lots of food.loads of fun.got really pms-y cause we were tired.died.recharged.and started all over again.tads life after o's before grad nite.after grad nite.the gigs are on their ways.yes!

o yea and roseann reminded me.something i've to add to my collection of wad ive learnt in school.
-never ever ever use highlighters to mark your heights.you maybe be caught fer vandalising.and be threatened to be kicked out of school.
i realised there a some stuff i learnt but i cant blog bout it.tchers do read blogs you know.haha.o wells.too bad.

i cant wait.im so excited.i love you baby!

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Sunday, November 20, 2005

today was prom shoppin day.i kinda found my stuff ready.but o wells.i dont know.we'll see how tomorrow.goin out to town tomorrow.again.i've this feelin that im goin to be damn sick of town very very soon.yea.i had waffle,buffalo wing or smth,yay.and im hungry now.headache.headache.okay ive nuthing to blog bout.and im too lazy to think bout wad other stuff i learnt.tho nicky reminded me bout smth just now.and i cant remember wad.

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

today is the bestist day of my life.
and i'll remember it ferever.
and you* must too okay.

i love my baby!
and the wooden tracks.
i like to walk and talk.
and do just bout anything with you*.
im very happy.
smile smile smile.
(:

i love you,and only you!

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sonn's blog got me goin.so here's a few things i've learnt and did these four years in ij.good or bad.you decide for yourself.

-find good hiding spaces fer handfones or other electronic devices.try the cardboard ceiling anytime.
-there's no need for lockers.everything's under the table.
-tchers get most irritated wen u chew gum in class.
-never trust canteen food.(though we're forced to)
-afternoon study is actually another way of phrasing afternoon nap/picnic in the classroom.
-never ever try to cook french fries in the science lab.it doesnt work.even if you use oil.
-science lab has nice fruits.
-never ever in yout life should one swear in sch.(esp in front of the tcher)
-scaring a classmate with a fake lizard durin emaths is hilarious.
-you cant play 'this is a ding.this is a dong' game during class.never works.the ding and dong gets mixed up too much.
-one way to end lesson early.take down the clock and fastforward time.
-no money to get a facial/facial masks,use birthday cakes.
-the art of eating in class(from gum to sandwiches to curry)
-how to talk/laugh/shout/scream during flag raising,pledge takin and not get caught.
-to prevent a tcher from catchin you fer low socks,walk really briskly.
-toilet breaks before a chem lesson allows you to miss a period of chem.
-watching videos alwaes gets the students attention.
-compose songs about hitler and mussolini.
-debating bout who died and who didnt before a history exam.
-the worst punishment you can get is to sing songs bout planting rice.
-wen doin up a class or doin a banner fer wadeva competition.dont go to popular first.the aep studio is ur first choice.
-never get subways as tcher's day gifts.
-inter-class competitions are really inter-class competitions.no joke.
-amaths lesson can be fun.esp when it turns into joke-tellin or ghost storytelling sessions.
-sellin brownies in the hope of raising money fer class funds is as good as just gettin ur classmates to pay you directly.cause majority of brownies sold..are to the people in your class.
-that certain words can have double pronounciations.
(eg quet-chen,geo-phy,parrellogram,cumblesome)
-takin pictures in class behind the tcher's back.
-if you're too lazy to copy down wads written on the board,just take a picture of it.
-when you are preparin fer a titration pract and washin ur equipment.make sure you dont tilt the thing too much.water falls out the other end and you get wet.
-picnics at the bench are funky.just make sure there are a few cars to block you and save you from the embarrasment.
-art of readin a magazine durin lesson but den again look like you're payin a great deal of attention to wadeva the tcher is sayin.
- rugby is extremely violent esp wen you're up against ij girls.
-please wear shorts under your pinafore at all times.(spongebob boxers arent exactly ideal)
-how to sneak in and out of class.
-never ever ever ever change in class wen you know the next period belongs to you form tcher.(who isnt exactly female)
-when you are given a project on contraceptives,do not try to show tad the condom holds one litre of water.its hard to get rid of it later.
-cat fights are common.
-always come to school early.running up the slope fer assembly is no joke.
-subjects like literature,bio and history are really interesting if you look deeper into it.
-how to control your temper when a tcher asks you if she can book you fer anything else.and asks you why your shoelaces are tied in sucha way even though the whole sch has their laces tied like tad.
-pictionary is fun.
-you cry alot durin self awareness camp and retreats.

there's a whole list more,but i wana go watch corpse bride.
last but not least,
-friends are friends forever.
i love you guys.

btw i did my hair today.yay.

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thanks nat.

Place a X by all the things you've done and send it to all of your friends.A bit of fun. Takes a while though...
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) skipped school
(x) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your internet friends
( )been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten sushi
( ) been skiing
(x) been at a concert
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( )made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat/kangaroo
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light/stop sign
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car crash
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast/third person
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you looked
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been on the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) scared to watch a scary movie alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
(x) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played gay chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(x) told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) french braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool/hot tub
(x) been threatened to be kicked out of your house or been kicked out of your house
(x) loved someone so much you would gladly die for them

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Friday, November 18, 2005

boo

):

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the moment I met you.(:

im sittin in front of the laptop while everyone's somewhere muggin fer their chem paper.and wen they take their chem paper at 2pm,i'll be sleepin happily and hopefully dreaming away.haha.o wells.

sat fer my last paper today.so my o's have officially come to an end.yay?not quite.the last paper was so obviously screwd.i dont know what to say about it.its all so stupid and dumb and..i dont know what else to sae.but alas,its over.i dont really give a shit anymore.we'll all wait fer 4 months fer tad pathetic day to come.when we'll collect our results and see how badly we fare.correction.when i'll collect my results and see how badly i fare.so long.some time in march.

i'll be goin to watch harry potter later.yes mr ng!im gona watch harry potter.haha.i so swear you read my blog or something.whatever it is,im gona make sure we have a helluva time later.aiight.aiight.nicky and i reckon tad if the chem paper was bad we'll be so sad we'll be wishin harry died.although we know perfectly well he didnt.damned.okay.im just rambling.my eyes are closing.im tired.

i kinda forced my bro to go get lunch fer me.haha.am i good or wad?okay so now ive to wait fer lunch before i go to bed.maybe a little friendster surfing will do me some good.im so fuckin bored.

ive got a million and one things i wana do.now tad its after my o's.i cant wait to play pool,go fer gigs.yes yes yes.late nights out.i want to go out.and not fergetting.ive to clear my room.turn off.majorly.sushi day.yea anything.im just gona be out everydayy.you heard me right!

im so fuckin bored and sleepy.im goin to bed.good night world.
where is lunch?call from my mum.omg.my bro is an idiot.he's caught in the rain.and ive to go collect him!wad the fuck!

(updated)
and as i walk out of the house,he comes home with the skateboard over his head(as shelter,tads wad he says) only thing is,my chicken rice is in a state of distress.sighs.tads my brother fer you.

i didn't think there was anybody out there for me,but that all changed the moment i met you.there hasn't been a time in my life,that you havent been on my mind.and i dont think there ever will.

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

the days are passing so slowly.i just dont feel like the exams are ever gona end.every second,every minute,every hour.it just passes so slowly.i feel so lost.will someone guide me back to the path?i've lost my motorvation.since a long time ago.and even if i get it back now.its gona be too late.but i tryed my hardist.i think.

i know i want my exams to end now.but i just dont know what to expect after the o's.i dont know where this is heading.will i ever see the light at the end of the tunnel?i hope so.

it's hard to walk this path alone.hard to know which way to go.will i ever save this day?ill it ever change?

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Monday, November 14, 2005

o's end on friday and i cant wait.lets imagine the kinda things that i can do after this.parties,pool,movies,goin out with someone special,major gigs.
i cant wait.(:
yay.and blink 182's back.awesome.

here's something to celebrate today,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!

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Monday, November 07, 2005



magicwords
telepathy
toilet
classroom
house
letters
songs
many songs
phone
5/10 (thanks)
smssssss
many phones
wooden tracks
transoceanic
dino
chocz
dumbole
tea maker
bitch
pig
thingaling
thingylingy
good things
cute
bear
evenings
rain
and the list is neverendless

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hey baby
(: i love you


i need you more and more
it hurts
i really wonder what's happening
im afraid of the consequences of every possible consequence
im sorry for hurting you
i really dont know what to do
where to go
im really lost
but you love me
and only me


i did a rough sketch at 9:24 PM



start of o's.
emaths paper one was stupid and retarded.who in the world forgets to enlarge and enlargment!me,me,me,me,me.i suck.im so screwd.and number pattern and all.and stupid ss can just go and die.wrong inference supported by wrong evidence.tads just crap.and essay isnt any better.i just shant think bout it.and lets hope im not too demoralised fer history.sighs.i cant wait fer tad day.den we'll all go catch potter boy.in proper clothes pls.no robes.or wierd hats.
okay nap.and den bio and lit.and eng.and everything.life.is.dull.

on a lighter note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE!!
(p.s. the drum set's on its way.)

iloveyou.i know you know it.do you?

i did a rough sketch at 6:35 PM

the artist in the ambulance.

amanda ang.
190989.
chijtp(sec).
acjc.
roman catholic.

no use for a name.

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