its hard to say.

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

sometimes i think im juz being too retarded.
haven blogged in a gizillion years.
and its time.
i got back like..2 daes ago.
mondae nite..nearin midnite.
finally home.and tads good.
altho im not in the mood to blog i should.
or else my blog's gona be like cc's but yea.
wells.im so darn dead tired.
but i dono y my brain juz doesnt wan to go to bed.
gotta get readi fer trainin in like 37 mins.
so i can slack and read blogs now.
and hopefully go back to some beauty sleep.
happy birthdaes to:
paean.
roseann.
my cousin.
and anyone whom i've missed.
sorry but my brain aint functionin well.
its time to get down to work.
ive been slackin fer the whole two months.
den again..i was busy trainin wif the 4 times a week schedule.
and ive to plan sec 4 farewell.
i've juz got these feelin everyone's blamin me.
the farewell better be good.
fuck shit please.
i shouldnt bore u any longer.
my life is gettin from bad to worse.
from studies to badminton.
juz coz i left fer a few daes i cant play properly now.wtf.
tads enough fer the dae.
bye.
song of the dae - threesome.

i did a rough sketch at 7:35 AM

Thursday, December 23, 2004

merry xmas everyone.
gona leave tomorrow.
goin to kL to slack and slack.
and i don wana go at all.
my mum is being retarded.
first she tells me not to go fer trainin.
den suddenly she asks me y i aint goin fer trainin.
wad the hell.
so anywae im goin fer trainin tmr before i leave.
rite rite rite.
im so boredd.don feel like bloggin anymore.
stupid moon doesnt wan to accept me on friendster coz she's too lazy watchin tv.
tad idiot is givin me 5 daes to write fer her a one thousand word long esay.
i'll think bout it wen im on holidae moon.
goin to bed now.
see yer all mondae nite.wen i return
song of the week - all my fault.
soime xmas song.to ur own preference.
peace.

i did a rough sketch at 1:00 AM

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

its been a long time since i updated.
not tad long actually.
wells nvm.
im feelin so disgustingly bored now.
and im aching.
my thighs are achin like shit.
i cant sit down or stand or squat.
or walk down stairs.
thanks coach.(:
see.see.
on sundae i decided to cancel tuition.
wen out wif pangsai-moon and laosai-jasmine.
moon is a big big big pang sai.
and jasmine a big big big laosai.
so yea.watched phantom of the opera.
was okay.singin was good.damn good.i love the song.
took neo prints.the last time i take neo prints were like..ages ago.
so yea.moon sucks.she hogged the pen fer like ferever.
and den leave her face so blahdy clean and destroyed ours.
jasmine has coconut boobs.
and i was lickin shit.
chan mun whye.aka.moon how annoyin can u get.
mondae was trainin.
tuesdae had trainin.
wed havin trainin.
thurs last trainin of the week.
thurs goin off.
next mon comin back.
im seein my bf tomorrow.(:
cyer round.
peace out.
song of the dae - all my fault.

i did a rough sketch at 6:48 PM

Saturday, December 18, 2004

todae is my mum's birthdae.
happy birthdae mum.
like she'll read this.rite.
fer starters shes not even at home.
and she aint even gona be back till like 5?
coz she has some stuff which finishes at 5.
im boredd hungry and pissed at my bro now.
he ate my packet if twisties wifout askin me fer my permission and i was thinkin of eatin dem fer breakfast.
iim very petty but wtf is his problem man.
i hate him.
moon and jasmine asked me to go out tomorrow but ive got tuition so i dono.
feel sick.blahdy shitt.
saw my bf.(:
got a picture of him.
tad kid is seriously atheletic.
my god.he's juz too good.
gold fer swimmin.
can dive.and scuba dive.
wushu.
table tennis hu has a coach by the name of lee jiawei.[rick kid]
badminton.
soccer.
can join track coz he can run round the track fer 8 rounds non stop.
gymnastics.
i dono wad else he takes but tad is so enough man.
i'll die if i were him.wells hes juz too good.
plus he's tall dark and cute.haha.(:
suppose to be trainin on xmas eve.but we changed it.
therefore trainin would be on mondae tuesdae wednesdae thursdae.
accordin to my mum we'll be goin awae on thursdae.
tell ya'll something.
i don realli wana go.
i wan to train.
damn it.
cyer round.
song of the dae - jude law and a semester abroad.

i did a rough sketch at 1:16 PM

I AM : very pissed off wif my bro.
I WANT : to cut my hair.
I HATE : things tad piss me off so badly.
I FEAR : exams.shitt.god.life.
I HEAR : my computer music playing.my irritatin bro saein "no" on the fone.
I SEARCH : happiness.
I WONDER : if things will be better next yr.
I REGRET : many things.
I AM NOT : somebody else.
I DANCE : never tried.don think i ever wana.
I SING : all the time.
I CRIED : tad dae wen i was fuckin pissed off wif mum.
I WRITE : on banana leaves and tissue paper.
I NEED : nothing except food.
I SHOULD : be doin hw or studyin.
YOU LIKE TO COOK : scramble eggs.haha.
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYBODY : yuppers.
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE : rite.
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH : rite.
WANT TO GET MARRIED : nope.
GET MOTION SICKNESS : yea.
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK : my ass.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS : sometimes wif my mum.
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW : myself.
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW : regina ng.
THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW : dono any one sexy.
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU : jasmine and dawn?
CURRENT HAIR COLOUR: not black.
EYE COLOR: cant see.wait fer me to look into the mirror.
BIRTHPLACE: mount a.
NUMBER: don haf one
COLOR: red orange yellow.
DAY: 19 sept.
MONTH: nah no month i like.
FOOD: beef noodles.hmmm..octopus balls..hmmm..food is good.
DRINK: dr pepper.
HELPED SOMEONE? jasmine.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? dinner yesterdae.
GOTTEN SICK? high fever few weeks ago.
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: yea national treasure.on sat i think.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: nah.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: nope.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: naha.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yea.wif juniors.
HUGGED SOMEONE?: nope.
CALLED FRIENDS?: jasmine.moon.
SCOLDED SOMEONE?: my brother.the idiot.
ACTED LIKE AN IDIOT?: 24/7.

i did a rough sketch at 1:04 PM

Thursday, December 16, 2004

never gona get it right.u're never gona get it right.
juz came home.
actualli not juz but yea.
its rainin again.
rain should stop.its not good.
esp wen im out.
was browsin thru friendster.and blogs.
aint much i can sae.
not in tad mood to sae much now.
10 mins before child's hope plays on channel8.
like tad show even tho its a repeat.
but i ferget the story anywae.
so no harm done watchin it.
my feet is sore and there are blisters everywhere.
stupid jumpin thing.can hardly walk.
mum's goin fer a retreat tomorrow.
so its gona be my bro bro bro and i..
how horrendous.
i can see my bf tomorrow.(:
he's gona be there fer trainin.
happy happy.
must take foto wif him.must prove to majo la tad he's cute.
thanks to nicole moosa fer lending me the vcd "enemy at the gates" or smth like tad.
gona watch it tonite.since there aint much on tv.
5 mins to childs hope.
see yer.
song of the dae - playing favourites.

i did a rough sketch at 5:19 PM

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

trainin at one later.
havin lunch wif the shits[moon.huay shan.jasmine.] at 1130.
anywae i couldnt get bac to sleep so den i decided to come online.
but i swear i can still tad tinkle of tiredness in me.
rite.im talkin cock again.
anywae as i was like surfin the net.readin the blogs.
i tot of us.
us as in majojojo bird mich andrea jeannine and i n nat.
fuck.we had great times and bad times.
the great times were realli fuckin good and i'll never ferget dem.
like the times at the chalet.where we all juz talked cock fer like eternity.
the first chalet wif majojojo in p6.tad was fuckin good.
we staed up the whole nite to talk bout x-rated stuff.haha.
and den i remember the times we wen to the zoo.
n we were all like kids man.playin in the pool in the rain and all tad kind of shit.
and den i remember the time wen majojojo bird mich and andrea celebrated my birthdae at majo's place.tad was fuckin good.
tho the presents[some toilet brush.dog food.and some other shit] were fantastic.
the fact tad u guys did it made it totally cool and great.
i remember callin ben mao to tell him tad i liked him.
tad was hilarous man.coz we were playin truth or dare and all.
the cake was...omg..good..
firstly coz u guys baked it urself.i seriously doubted its quality but it tasted fine afteall.
i remember the m&n u planted in the middle.
and u guys made me use my mouth to take it out so den my whole face was in the cake.
u guys are good.
den i remember the times wen we asked cc to throw tissue down from his house so we could see which floor he staed on.
den there were the juz-go-to-majo's house-to-slack daes.
and the lets take fotos at the staircase daes.
there were the movie daes and the gossiping daes.
majo and i had the scary movie daes.
mich backed out coz she was too scared.haha.
bird was so not invited coz she alwaes ruin it all.
and now its like..everyone has gone their so-called seperate waes.
its juz like shit la.everythins like gone rite majo.
things will never be the same again.
everyone changed.
wells.i haf to go off and get readi now or else i'll be late.
i love yer all.esp majojojo.
hope i get to see my boyfriend todae again.
i'll be very happy if i see him and i'll take a foto wif him.
to prove to majo how cute and dino-lookin he is!!(:
song of the dae - you're so last summer.

i did a rough sketch at 9:38 AM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

my entries are gettin from bad to worst.
firstly since i don go out much.there's nuthin realli nice to blog bout.
secondly i only blog bout trainin.
coz its the only out i go to.
so tomorrow i've got trainin too.
but coach asked us[jasmine huay shan moon lai ming and i] to go back for trainin..
actualli its juz coz the st andrews dudes wan us to play wif them.
blahdy hell.i hope i don play singles wif tad st andrews k..
or i think im goin straight to hell.
todae was good.
started off well coz i had a good breakfast..
macs has some promotion.sausage mcmuffin wif ur coffee/tea fer like 2bucks.
cheap man.
wen fer trainin at 11 altho official one was 12.
coach is good.very good.
he tells us trainin is at 11 so we can all go early and do one hour of physical.
trained wif the njc people.
theres this guy hu is so so so good.i realli dono wad to do.he is so power.omg.
huay shan please dont get offended or wadsoever.no offence but yea..
todae i beat huay shan in singles..muahahaha..finally.finally man.
wells.i think coach tot i lost but hu cares..
huay shan i still love u and i noe u still love me.and stop pang seh-ing us.
i saw my boyfriend todae.(:
im very very happy.(:
off to watch double happiness.
song of the dae - threesome.

i did a rough sketch at 6:57 PM

Monday, December 13, 2004

im fuckin tired now.
fuckin fuckin fuckin tired.
thanks to trainin.thanks to that stupid st andrews boy.
trainin started at 9 n ended at...3.
six hours of badminton..tads not wad killed me tho.
it was the match i played..
first set was wif this dono-hu-the-hell-he-is guy.
score was 11-8..i won.
den coach ask him to play second set wif me but he didnt wan to.
so den this other st andews idiot saed he wanted to play.
i was fuckin tired readi and he wants to play wif me.
wad the shitty crappy patty.
so i almost died.
of coz i lost to him..15-1..
walao he's damn shit la.fight so hard still cannot win.only got one point.
den again boys are stronger..but still..
wad the hell..
then half wae durin the match coach was bein so nice..
he was like
"amanda u fight so hard no use one.coz he's a boy.he can move faster.hit harder.think of a wae to beat him."
im like if i could think of a wae to beat him..i wouldnt be fightin so hard.
darn fuck la.
shitty gonzalay.
hope my boyfriend comes fer trainin tomorrow.(:
song of the dae - you're so last summer.

i did a rough sketch at 6:41 PM

Saturday, December 11, 2004

movie of the week...
national treasure.
that show is fuckin good.juz too good.
action packed.tho abit long winded and stuff.
its kinda cool.interestin.fun.farnie.
wen out todae.was suppose to shop.
but some stupid ass..juz didnt wan to..
fine.so i juz walked around.
wen to youth park coz sae band playin.
aspe or somethin..the band name.
i think the bassist should screw.he spoils the band.
the band had a gal guitarist n singer.
she's good man.better den the rest of her bandmates.
100 percent sure.
saw many bands playin actualli.
coz they had this orchard jam thing.
so another band was outside paragon.
they're quite good.only the singer abit...out of tune..
but the band was still cool.(:
wen window shoppin by myself after tad.
sucha loner.but it was quite fun.
at least no one to bother me.
den half wae got this sms from jasmine.
tad dudette wen to cut her hair short.stupid woman.
left wif me now.i should go cut my hair.
den i'll look like a bung..
second thoughts..
im keepin the hair.
argh damn realli wana cut tho coz its alwaes shity after trainin and stuff.
fuck.bear wif it.
ok enough done and saed..
see yer.
song of the dae - cute without the e.

i did a rough sketch at 11:01 PM

Friday, December 10, 2004

im fuckin starvin.
fuckin starvin.
the clock shows 1025.
pm mind you.
and dinner's not in sight.
coz mum's being good and wen to marche wifout us.
man she's so good to her kids.
dinner at marche wifout us..
woohoo..so both my bro and i sit at home and rot.
im not pissed.im juz being a fuck.
a big fuck hus fuckin hungry.
enough of fucks and complainin bout late dinner.
fridae is a good dae.a loser dae.
firstly i carried my bro's nice but loser-y man u sling boxy bag.
secondly i was juz being a loser la.as usual.
as usual im talkin crap la.no wonder no one ever bothers readin this fucked up blog.
wells.finally todae i felt i played my best durin badminton.
i hope its not only fer todae but yea.
played wif regina.tad gal is one big fat idiot.
make me run till i tripped over my legs.
fell on my back and it fuckin hurts till now.
hope i didnt hurt it bad.
i still wana continue trainin.
i swear njc people are fuckin good.
they haf so much strenght and they jump so high.
i think they're one of those few tad believes in the line..
"i believe i can fly"
blahdy shit.they jump and whack and jump den whack again.
and most of em can do the double skips.
wad fuckers.
saw my boyfriend[coach's student] todae.
omg he's so so so so cute.
but he's fuckin naughty and kinda rude la.
but he's juz so so so cute and adorable.
my heart melts wen i see him.(:
linkin.
he made shakina and i gues his name.
and i asked him fer a clue.
so he saed it began wif and L.
so i was like leon.lineol and we couldnt guess.
so i juz saed ling.
den he nodded his head so he asked hu saed "ling"
and i was like me and he wen no and pointed to shakina and saed she saed it..
walao.y does shakina get all the credit from my boyfriend.
but hes damn adorable and the wae he does the drills and footwork.
omg he's so adorable.but he looks like a dino.serious.
man this entry is long long long..
gona sit and stone and pray my mum comes home quick.
dinner needs to be served.
song of the dae - all my fault.

i did a rough sketch at 10:25 PM

Thursday, December 09, 2004

i've been listenin to the same song fer the whole nite.
but its fuckkin good.
and im not sick of it yet.
tuitioned todae.den ate my mee hoon kuay and came home.
was a boring dae.
but i slept like fer the whoel afternoon from 5 to like 7.
sleepin is good.its fuckin good.everyone please sleep more.
was gona copy and paste tad quizzy thing from aL's blog.
but tad gal doesnt let people copy stuff from her blog.
oh wells.too bad fer me den.
tomorrow - fridae.
back to trainin.
gona go orchard tomorrow.
wana go shoppin.i need to get some stuff.
don wana come home n rot.
stae out.haf fun.be me.
talkin crap all over again.
peace out.
song of the dae - cute without the e.

i did a rough sketch at 11:02 PM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

im fuckin pissed now.
wad the fuck and i tot everything was goin arite.
fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.
fuck u right back.
trainin in the mornin.
had breakfast wif shakina and jasmine before tad.
macs was good.
trainin sucks todae.
not in the mood to talk bout trainin.
wad the fuck seriously.hate badminton now.
after tad wen to watch dawn eat.
wen out.
fuck don feel like bloggin.
y did i even start in the first place.
fuck shit!!

i did a rough sketch at 7:15 PM

Sunday, December 05, 2004

hello all.
fuckin tired.
its 1.11pm..im gona go back to sleep after bloggin.
i think i need to change my template soon.
its gettin to be kinda borin.
the lourdes experience yesterdae was good.
expected it to be bad but it turned out okay.
was kinda touchin but yea..cool i guess.
my head hurts.havin a fuckin headache.
dono wads wrong wif me.
i need sleep oso.fuck la.
mite be goin out tonight wif my godpa fer dinner.
italian food i heard..
but i feel like eatin seafood now.
heheh.im a fuckin pig la.
ate like one tao sa bao and a whole big humongous plate of chee kauy juz now.
and i feel like eatin somemore.
im good.must be all tad trainin.makin me hungry.
tomorrow im gona go to town.
cant wait to get my stuff.
au revoir.
song of the dae - carve your heart out yourself.

i did a rough sketch at 1:10 PM

Saturday, December 04, 2004

home.alone.
my eyes are fuckin painful.
bet its coz of the lack of sleep or somethin.
slept at like wad..130 yesterdae and fer some reason woke up at 8 plus.
hate this automatic wake up call thing.
so i tried to get back to sleep and i woke up at 10.
but my eyes still hurt and im still fuckin tired.
wells.gona go fer the lourdes(sp?) thing later.
at the indoor stadium.starts at 2.
its prob gona last till nite.wad the hell.
coz there's gona be video and talkin and procession and mass.
hope i don fall asleep man.
fridae was good.come on man..tgif.
wen fer trainin.
played half court wif shakina and we stayed the longest.
everyone was clappin fer us and all.
in the end had to duece and i lost.):
darn but nvm it was only half court.
my gosh how come we played a half court game so seriously.
we're good man.
didnt play much tho.
i've this humongous feelin i aint gona be in the team but o wells.
sucks la.we've got like 16 players wif 12 spots.
wad the fuck is goin on man.heck??
after trainin which ended at 2..[5 hrs of trainin]
wen to eat at fork and spoon.
wei li.wan ching came as well as wif jasmine shakina huay shan.
stupid huay shan shakina and jasmine didnt wana eat at the hawker centre.
jasmine supposed to follow me to town but in the end we decided to go on mon.
i wana go to the nike outlet and get something.
dawn overslept and i think she's leavin fer melbourne this week.
meanin she'll miss fuckin trainin.
dawn phua pei shan.u better come back soon and get presents fer all of us.
staed and talked till like 5plus.
i swear we were makin so much noise everyone was lookin at us.
and the uncle from across the table started laughin at me.
wen i was tokin bout cant remember wad and wavin my hands in the air.
heheh.was hilarious la.everyone laughed like shit.
cool eh.spendin time wif me is the best.
i seriously need to get down to work.darn.
song of the dae - all my fault.

i did a rough sketch at 10:54 AM

Thursday, December 02, 2004

finally bloggin.
my feet hurts now.
and im hungry.
gona go eat my oyster omelette and some leftovers of bbq fish later.
heheh..im hungry hungry..
think i've got a humongous stomach coz..i ate one whole bowl of mee hoon kuay juz now.
was fuckin good.
must bring everyone there next time.
so todae...was okay..i guess
had trainin in the mornin.
many many people didnt come.
o fuck.trainin is darn fun wif huay shan jasmine shakina cherie moon dawn and i..
shitt.we laugh like crazy.
and we tok bout the stupidest things in the world while waitin fer our turn to play.
shitt was darn farnie todae.
so we were tokin darn loudly.the ms gooi person could hear us.
and she started laughin at wad we were tokin bout..
she couldnt control la.
coz we were tokin bout stupid stuff like how we play badminton..
and how dearest jasmine like to dig her wedgy out.heheh
its darn farnie seriously..but u wont get the joke unless u watch us play.
each player in the team has their on wae/style of playin..
and its fuckin funny to watch all of em.
wells.so we wen to eat mee hoon kuay fer lunch.
darn good.however there was only moon dawn and i.
the stupid jasmine and huay shan followed shakina to get fbt shorts.
and they didnt wana follow us oso coz we were gona play pool.
yea i played my pool.(:
played fer like 2 hours plus or something.
den wen to get oyster omelette wif dawn..
and now im home..
shitt sucha long entry..
okay should go off to eat now..
since i gotta leave the house at 545..
sian man.
song of the dae - nothing else matters.

i did a rough sketch at 4:44 PM