no shitt.no crapp.juz balls. im back. sundae and im not doin anythin. not goin fer cath class.final class of the yr but its not like im missin it so much. somehow i think i mite not get confirmed thanks to my wonderful attendace rate. bleahx. so now im not gettin tad flip shit[7200] anymore? guess i'll be gettin tad 6230 or smth like tad coz it has mp3.radio.and stuff. i dono.maybe i shouldnt even get a fone? so many things to do so little time. has anyone started on their hw yet..[beside michelle law] she's mad sia. im like in no mood fer any skool stuffy. trainin tomorrow n im kinda dreadin it. thank god my beloved junior n huay shan will b there.no shermeen. darn.fuck.i need attendance list. lets juz pray tad mrs yusoff comes down tomorrow.i doubt it tho. sae.im gona get my mum to hurry up and get her butt outta the house. im hungry man.time fer lunch pls. "there's always someone out there who is less fortunate then you are."
i did a rough sketch at 11:24 AM
Friday, October 29, 2004
its sad to say goodbye.
i did a rough sketch at 9:08 PM
eat.my.shoes.please.
ya kun toast on my right.2 more slices to go.
some dude called to sae tad my great-grandfather got beaten up in the home by some indian dude who worked there.
thank god i understood dialect.couldnt realli reply tho.
called mum.she was like k i'll go down now.
wonder who tad fucker is.
go round beatin old man.
get a life dude.
hope my greatgrandpa is ok now.all i noe is tad he's one fuckiin cool greatgranddad.
tattoos and all.can speak eng somemore.thank god.
last dae of skool fer 2004.skool's officially closed.
im havin mixed feelins bout this.sighs.
report books are back.wells.wad can i sae.at least i did better then mid yrs.
report book remarks are really hilarious.
"best classroom helpers.eagerness to learn.puts in her best effort" are part of it.
me..that?u gotta be kiddin.
chem retest.wad the fuck.tuition tomorrow.halloween on sun.
fuck cant wait fer the chem retest n tuition.
they're so excitin and interestin.
and i look ferward to studyin again.
my life is so so so exciting.i cannot believe it!!
i wan an mp3 player.
ds's mp3 player is makin me so jealous.wtf.
im so gona haf to save money till the moon turns green b4 i get one.
sighs.
song of the dae - she's the blade(or somethin like tad)[starting line]
i did a rough sketch at 4:49 PM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
"you either love or perish"
hello everyone.
i think after this.my tagboard is gona be filled wif disses like michelle law's.
o wells.
juz coz of a rugby match and everything's like tad.
wads wif the "my dad is workin fer ur dad" thing.hello.my dad isnt.and do u noe how i noe.tads coz he's my dad and i don actualli care if he does.there's still my mum.(:
sore losers indeed.i agree wif char.we are sore but we're definitely not losers.its only a rugby match man.y get so worked up.if we did injure ur players/you den come up to us.sorries would definitely be saed and everythin would be a-ok.
our class is not prefect but at least we're tryin.even b4 the rugby match i told ms teo jl tad i tot our class was rather rough.and guess wad she saed."u'll be surprise to se ehow the other classes play" so see we're not the roughest after all.
argh..wadeva.the match is over.all classes displayed wonderful sportsmanship[but it depends on wad kind u are tokin bout] n we deserve round of applause.
lets juz hope tad after this rugby match.tchers would noe neer to let students haf rugby tournaments anymore.heheh.
wads done is done lets juz let it go.
song of the dae - HEAL THE WORLD[michael jackson]
i did a rough sketch at 7:00 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
you either love or perish.
had the rugby tournament todae.
sae we did pretty well.
1st at first and den durin the winnin games we lost to 3/1.
thanks to the scrum which wasnt even proper tads y 3/1 could win.
but its over so we should juz get over it.
some idiot saed we were sore losers.
lets see how u react wen u lost in tad manner.
go get a life.and please fuckin show ur wae out of ours.
be meetin sonn in a bit.im darn tired.
im not in the mood fer chem.
wad the hell.
y do we need a retest.
a big fuck to the people hu wanted the retest. i got my bag.
aint tad nice.kinda horrid.heh.
but was cheap so juz got it.
juz needed to spend money.
good luck to my brother fer his exams.he needs darn alot of it.
i need to sleep.
excited and yet...feel kinda emotionless.
i hate you becoz of the things you're doing now.and somehow i don gif a fuck anymore. peace.
song of the dae - last resort[paparoach]
i did a rough sketch at 5:51 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
"once you learn how to die.you learn how to live"
yea so todae was like any ordinary sundae.
church.
durin mass bro was being an annoyin prick.as usual.
irritatin the hell outta me..but this time he irritated my mum too.
i wonder how my mum stands my bro..seriously..or maybe he's juz the younger one so yea..
well..
cath was alrite..
we did some realli lame?/wierd activity.
shant go into details.it'll be too boring.
so den wen to rocky master at bras basah fer lunch.
the food there's not bad.pretty alrite.
after stayin in there fer eternity wen to the complex.
bro and mum needed somethin from popular.
i cannot believe my mum.
she can take ferever juz to choose paper!!
like those normal a4 size kind.
she reckoned she needed some paper which was thicker den usual.
wells.mums will alwaes be like tad i guess.
came home.sleep fer like a gizillion hours.
dinner.
had loadsa stuff.oyster.hokkien mee.char kuay teow.blah blah and blah.
back to skool tomorrow..wonder wad we'll be doin..
wad a dread.
peace out.
song of the dae - pretty girl[sugarcult]
i did a rough sketch at 8:17 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
"all endings are beginnings.you just dont know it at that time"
so im stuck at home tonite.
no dinner.
i juz came back.
wen town.
caught white chicks with huay shan hu didnt get the movie.
how can anyone not get the movie eh huay shan.u're too deep.
movie was quite fine.lame.crappy.the usual.
well.i don realli haf much to blog boout.
think rugby tomorrow will be off.
i sae we take things as it comes.
don feel like trainin anymore.
we've gotta take a break.
its not like we'll get anything out of it if we win.
i seem to be losin all my "3/4 rocks" spirit.
well u cant blame me.
don wana blog anymore.
anywae to dawn and jasmine if u guys read this:
thanks fer the rose.
song of the dae - on the way down[ryan carberra[sp?]]
i did a rough sketch at 8:30 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004
hey guys.
im happy todae.
i fuckin pass my fuckin bio!!shit darn happy.and i didnt get 50 on the dot.shit i got higher.
im so proud of myself..
yea wadeva manda..
rugby todae..was tirin..im gona sleep after this.
played it like 3 times altogether.
got bruises all over..
i sae we mite win eh.
someone saed we played like "wild pigs"..
sorry but tads the wae u play rugby.
gona sleep soon.my eyes juz cant open.
yana[camp instructir] got the fotos to the camp..
darn i look good..rite..haha
miss camp..miss everyone..
wanted to post the fotos on the blog but yea i dono how to.
another time i guess.
see ya.
song of the dae - fallin asleep[manda ang]
i did a rough sketch at 8:45 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
i swear some people should get out of our already fucked-up life.
give us a fuckin break and let us move on..
just coz we're like the fuckin best class in skool and juz coz we don do well academically..
o come on..give us a fuckin break..
we're not like some heavenly pieces of shit..please.
enough saed.
got back like almost all my papes.bio left.not expectin alot from bio.fuckin hell its bio.im gona be fuckin happy even if i pass bio rite on the dot.which means im still gona fail bio.but o wad the fuck.i wana get lost.outa this hell place.maybe den i'll be fuckin free.gettin 50 fer bio is so fuckin impossible and i should stop fuckin day dreaming.fuck.did ok not good but ok fer the rest of my subs.considerin the fact tad i didnt take chem.history was a major disappointment tho.there goes my fuckin a1.wells its over..
rugger was pretty alrite.no mood to play.no mood to blog.
fuck.life really sucks. and fuck u right back.
i did a rough sketch at 8:25 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
fuck life.
screw shit.
fuckin hell.
why is my life so fucked up.
i failed amaths.i failed a fuckin maths.believe it.
and im pretty sure there are more red marks to come.fuck.
fuck life.fuck shit. mission trip off.how nice.
results like fuck.
wells.
there's rugger.
who's gona want play rugger after tomorrow.
gettin back..lit..hist..ss..chem[which i happily didnt take]..
fuckin hell.all of which i screwd up so badly in one wae or another.
is it all or nothing at all?
i did a rough sketch at 7:05 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
fuck..
im fuckin stuck at home thanks to shit stuck up my ass..no actualli the shit is comin down like noone's business.ruin my dae at pool..and now im juz gona haf to slack at home.shit it feels bad..
goin out to buy lunch now..fuck..mos burger i think..since i don wan kopitiam food.uhuh..whole house to my fuckin self todae.bro wen to work wif my mum.heheh..vcds..here i come..
i hope i don fall deeper and deeper. song of the dae - come home soon
i did a rough sketch at 11:28 AM
Monday, October 18, 2004
somehow i've got this farnie feelin tad my life is screwd.
somehow..
i did a rough sketch at 11:21 PM
hey.
finally after the 12345678987654321th time i managed to get my fucked up computer to work.decided to blog before i leave the house.
goin to mall fer a while.don wana sate at home all dae.its kinda boring.gona check out the mp3s.and the nice handphone.darn.couldnt things be a lil cheaper nowadaes.den juz gona walk around and stuff.
my bro is out of the house.its so peaceful and quiet.and hes gona be back wif tuition later.wad a fuckball.hate it wen he has tuition.
i realli dono wad to blog bout now.im havin a fuckified flu.and im quite pissed at myself fer havin it.all this pop-ups irritate the hell outta me.i swear i've cloase a million pop-ups ready.maybe my com is juz being a fuck as usual.lolx.
i'll update u guys later la.after i get back home and figure out i've nothin to do besides comin online...and bloggin.
fuck m i excited.cant wait fer wednesdae to come.shit.
peace out.
song of the dae - come home soon[pujelly]
i did a rough sketch at 2:21 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
ola.
man.i juz wokep up.having this splittin headache and its killing me.gonna go bac to sleep later...like right after this..
woke up early this mornin..not to go fer cath class.instead i wen to meet ds at bouna vista to play tennis.went to temesak club.sonn met us there.the place is nice.and tennis is hard to play.do u noe the amount of balls tad we lost thanks to our over-powerin strength..actualli im juz referin to sonn and i..ds has like..no strength..
played in the hot sun fer nearly 2 hours.almost died.the heat was killing me.must be the heat thats givin me this headache now.darn.i swear im gona play badminton the next time wif ds.
lunch.home.watched half of terminal.think i'll finish it tonite.since there's like no skool tomorrow.
pretty boring dae huh..besides tennis..wells..welcome to my life.
maybe i should go read my book.
peace out.
song of the dae - come home soon[pugjelly]
p.s sonn im callin tomorrow.too lazy to pick up the fone todae.and i think its too late already.im so excited.
i did a rough sketch at 4:58 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
harlobomos.
k i sort of made up that word..this is the second time im bloggin in a dae.doesnt it go to show u how freakin boredd i m.wells.
juz got my book.hooray at least there's somethin to do now.eh guess wad..haha i cut my hair..no more braits fer a long time den huh.its kinda short and my fringe is fallin every fuckin where.cool eh.
well goin to go out for some french?italian? dinner later.heheh.jealous?at some big time hotel.i wonder wad my mum is up to seriously.i think she got a bonus or something..seems to be spendin money on everythin esp herself...well except fer me..i had to pay fer my own book..darn..
i still need to get tad ear-ring fer the tophole.
pop ups should die.they're irritatin the shit outta me.
k.gona go to bed.im fuckin tired.eyes darn screwd up and painful.
peace out.
p.s sonn lets call the place after tennis tomorrow and we'll check it out.i need a raquet..somebody?
i did a rough sketch at 6:09 PM
hello all.
im in a bloggin mood now.there's nothin on tv now.how boring can life get?!
was suppose to go out with ds?sonn?roseann? to watch white chicks but then ds messaged me in the mornin and saed tad it was cancelled.tad we'll go out another dae.after skool i guess.all fine wif me anywae.
drats.i hate next week.its horrible week.noe why.coz i bet like end of next week or maybe even wed/thurs all our papers would be back.how fucked up can tad get.seriously like shit.but then again..have u never heard..life is a fucked up piece of shit. i think my mum's gona go out later.mite tag along.i need my mum to get me somethin coz i've got no money and i need her to pay fer me.gona get a book i guess.coz now after the exams i seem to haf all the time in the world.woah darn.where was the time wen i needed it before the exams.screwd eh.my bro is havin his tuition now.and my bro never fails to amaze me coz he still manages to irritates the shit out of me even wen its his tuition.fuckin annoyin piece of brat.
put up "memory" on my blog again for the people hu missed it.though my com is fucked up and i cant hear it.doesnt matter.its a nice song anywae.
i cant wait sonn.i juz cant wait to start. peace out.
i did a rough sketch at 1:05 PM
Friday, October 15, 2004
hello.
juz changed my template.was too lazy to look for a nicer one.and i cant seem to change the words.
wells.exams are officially over.im happy.very happy.thank god.shant tok bout exams coz i noe wen the results are out.im gona diee.
ok so wen out after paper.sonn the idiot left her pencil case in skool.under her desk.watched wimbleton.was ok.i like tennis.but i think i'll suck at it.o wells.i love roddick.and his white cap.too bad i cant find the white cap.so guess wad..i bot a black one.heheh.
spent alot of money todae la.bot cap.ate loadsa junk.watched movie.money gone wif the wind.
lucky my godpa gave me 50bucks todae.thanks.love him so much.
mite be goin to watch white chicks tomorrow.heard tad its realli farnie.i need to cut my hair too.wells.so many things to do..
im too tired to blog.
see ya'll..
i did a rough sketch at 10:11 PM
Thursday, October 14, 2004
didnt go to school todae.
first time im missing a major exam - chem.
everyone saed it was hard and i was lucki i didnt go.
well..i guess so.
and guess wad.i think im gettin sick-er.
there's this shit stuck in my throat and im chokin on it.
and i feel like pukin 24/7.
how am i gona concentrate on my amaths like tad.
i cant wait fer 1015 tomorrow.
somehow i cannot be bothered if i pass/fail amaths.
i need sleep.i've been sleepin the whole dae.
its bad enough.realli sucks wen i get so fucked up before a maths paper.
and it has to be amaths.
well i need to go get tad shit out of my throat or else i'll be coughin/pukin/tearin for the whole dae.
bye.
and finally we are free..
i did a rough sketch at 1:50 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
screwing up my fuckin life more and more.
screwing up my fucked up life day by dae.
im online now.tomorrow is bio.
im fucked im fucked.
best part is i don feel like studyin anymore.
fuck life.fuck school.fuck the education system.fuck everyone.
i don believe a 2hr paper can really show wad we're capable of.
wad if we get mental block durin tad paper.
wad if we didnt manage to study every fuckin thing the tchers expect us to.
does this show rad we're fuckin incapable.
nah it doesnt.
so fuck the bloody education system.fuck life. bye.
i did a rough sketch at 2:01 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
fuck fuck fuck fuck
wad m i doing online.
next 5 papers im totally unprepared.
fuck skool.fuck moe.fuck everyone.
totally screwin my life.
bye everyone.
i did a rough sketch at 2:38 PM
the artist in the ambulance.
amanda ang.
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acjc.
roman catholic.