hello all.
gosh i had a big big big dinner.seriously it was filling.i had buffet steamboat at some hotel..gardens hotel?im not sure but yea wells.i ate like everything.well tads me i noe im a pig and stuff.ate like 3 bowls of rice.and many many meatballs.i like meatballs.haha.
got back home.read deception point fer a while.did abit of emaths.i swear im gona fail emaths.cant do bearings and stuff gotta practice more.but im so addicted to the book im like readin more den practicin emaths.now im left wif one dae - sundae..to practice as much as i can.wells.tads my life - alwaes last minute.alwaes in a rush.alwaes in a mess.
my mum's against me ridin a bike next time.well.she saes its too dangerous and stuff.sigh.i guess it is.but hey its not gona stop me from ridin a bike.hehheh.juz you watch!!
i cant wait fer this wed to come.and do you noe y?!
gona go off and update other blogs.yea.other blogs.coz ive nuthin much to sae here.
ciao.
story of the dae - hello houston [starting line[the]]
i did a rough sketch at 11:16 PM
pricks.wassup..im realli boredd.
its 814 in the morinin.and ive got tuition at 9.meanin im gona be late fer tuition since im here bloggin.i swear my tutor is mad.its 9am.o man.but guess wad.i slept at like 8+ 9 yesterdae.i was only suppose to take a 20min? break and den wen i woke up again it was 11!den i decided to take a 10min? nap and den wake up again to read deception point.but guess wad..i woke up at 730 this mornin.this is madness.
trainin yesterdae..was..disgustin at first.i swear we ran round the skool and den everyone was dyin.after tad one hour of physical things look brighter/better.we played football.my team - the reds beat the whites wif a score of like wad..5-1.haha poor kenli.wad happened to ur team eh.bernie is damn enthu.haha.shes damn farnie.except fer some obnoxious juniors the football game was fine.fun.if only shermeen was here.would haf been better.shermeen's sucha pro at everything.haiz.wish i could be like her.after a break we played captain's ball in the hall.was superb as well.realli good bondin stuff.wells.i hit the lights a few times.now the lights in the hall are abit out i think.haha.o wells.tads me.mrs yusoff didnt sae anithin so we juz continued playin.haha.wells as usual.the reds won again.haha by like a big humongous margin.but everyone had fun.trainin seemed so tirin altho we ran less rounds and stuff.its juz the games.hope trainin will be fun like this next time..next tue k.coz we haf no courts so yea.. :)
mite be goin out to haf lunch wif my mum.beef noodles i hope.ritee.wells.i'll update tonite.i need to get emaths tys and i need to finish amaths tys and i wan to finish deception point.thanks sonia fer lendin it to me.you're sucha lovable prick.
love ya'll.
song of the dae - falling for you* [starting line[the]]
i did a rough sketch at 8:28 AM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
hey pricks in the house.
this is gona be a short entry coz its 10 and im suppose to sleep at 10. well ya.the dae was..er interestin?[im kiddin myself]..got back chinese ca.i don get why i don do so well altho i studied like damn hard.then again i may not have studied as hard.wells try harder next time.rest of the periods were a bore?dread?disgusting?gross?horrible?
had tuition after skool.amaths - functions and relations.again.second time im focusin on this chapter coz of the retest.my tutor saed that i'll b able to do well but yea i dono.maybe i juz don haf enough confidence.wells.i dono.im not actually very bothered rite now.i sorta juz brainwashed myself.shant go into tad.tuition eneded at 630.reached home at like wad..eight?sometimes i hate leavin so far.its damn annoyin.
todae sucked.tomorrow is gona be worst.so many people not in class.amaths retest.tchers wont be comin in.we'll probably get another prep tok by some tcher.which is in somewae good.hope sonia remembers to bring deception point.she saed it was a good book.wells.i dono.tmr ive got to carry my shoes in a plastic bag.hope shan remembers to bring my shoe bag.and tmr's trg is realli bad.like we don haf any courts trainin is in skool.we haf to do physical fer 2 hrs.shermeen and kenli aint gona b there.wad m i goin to do? god,help me. gona head fer the bed now.i don exactly wana blog animore.not in the mood.
ciao.
song of the dae - falling for you.[starting line[the]]
i did a rough sketch at 9:59 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
hey dude
manda's back.
hmmm wen was the last time i updated?couple of daes back.feels like i haven touch the com fer ages.im realli boredd and i wana go to bed.
found a new nice band.starting line[the].its kinda nice and their songs are kinda retarded.haha.o wells.
got amaths paper back todae.wad the fuck k.i got like 15 on the dot.so much fer all the questions i did.walao eh.got all the careless mistakes.damned the thing and all my graphs all wrong.except the "emaths" one.ar wells.don wana tok bout it.disapointment man.
after skool.asked mrs tan to gif us a lift and no no.but she ended up givin some others a lift.wth.how nice of her man.haha.wells.to wen to eat beef noodles.yum yum.im missin it readi.i swear i'm a pig i spent seven bucks on food and im still hungry.i think ive got some kinda worms in my stomach or smth.haha.wells.i dono.wen wif manda lim.roseann.lyn the biggest cf in the world.bidina hu doesnt noe how to appreciate nice food.ele who loves prawn paste.and pamela er.the guy got it all mixed up coz we payed individually.hes realli wierd.wells.don bother bout him.
after tad bid.lyn.ele wen to cut their hair and the rest of us wen back.was on the same bus wif manda lim n roseann.yea.toked bout stuff.i love rambutans.i realli do man.haha.i like bananas too.i dono wad to blog bout animore im too tired to think.o o i noe.my warts are back.they're like growin bigger and bigger and uglier and more painful.yea and ive to put tad stupid cream shit ass and yea.im tired.gona sleep.im huingry too.im cravin fer..er..gummy bears..
ciao.
song of the day - best of me by the starting line.
i did a rough sketch at 5:24 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
hey people
this is fer the benefit of those idiots..lyn and bidina hu thanks tad + in my previous entry was actually referin to someone.well its not and i put the + sign coz i couldnt hear the words to the song.ao now heres the actual song.
and toh i didnt put the song in my blog.i don noe how to so yea.my blog is juz plain quiet.
"sweet amanda" written by someone*
sweet amanda. wont you sing me to sleep? i miss your voice. your smile i wish u were here rite now. sweet amanda. wont you sing me this song. i miss your voice.your laughter. i wish we were here together. sweet amanda. sweet amanda.. i still haf nuthin to blog bout.so heres a question fer everyone to think bout.. if to god nothin is impossible..then can god create a mountain so big tad he himself cannot lift? go think bout it..:)
ciao.
i did a rough sketch at 7:30 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
hey peeps.
thanks people and i noe the song is sweet.i wana post it on my blog but i haf no idea how to.but nvm la.talkin to ds.and yea she's tellin me bout her drug addict friend.oops.
i need more inspiration.i realli dono wad to blog bout.o yea.im readin this book called "the client" by john grisham.its a nice book.tads y im readin it ritee.better den "runawae jury".haf to study fer chinese coz ca is comin up.lol.chinese sucks la.no mood to study fer it.
listenin to "sweet amanda".its seriously a damn nice song la.
im goin out fer dinner soon.haf no mood to go at all.the sky is dark and yea.im juz plain lazy to change into my "goin out" clothes and i wana read my book.reason y i cant bring it along wif me is coz..ive got motion sickness so im gona haf to puke it i read in the car.yawn.im tired.this update sucks i seriously dono wad to sae.
so since i haf nuthin to sae.ciao ciao people
p.s thank you* fer gettin the gummy bears. song of the dae - sweet amanda
i did a rough sketch at 7:03 PM
Friday, July 23, 2004
hey people. this is not realli a post or anything.i juz wana thank someone*.i aint gona state your name here in case like you don wan me to.thanks fer the song.realli like it.im like listenin to it over and over again.but i juz wana tell you tad sometimes things juz cant go back to how it used to be.i m sorry. "sweet amanda". written specially fer me i guess..by someone*. sweet amanda. wont you sing to +? i miss your voice.your smile i wish u were here rite now. sweet amanda. wont you sing me this song. i miss your voice.your laughter. i wish we were here together. sweet amanda. sweet amanda.. the + is coz i cant hear the word so yea.i'll ask tad someone* wen he comes online.
its a realli sweet song.and whoever uses it must pay someone* and i for copyright.
i'll update later.
ciao.
i did a rough sketch at 8:02 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
hey readers.
sorry if u think that this rolly polly thing is abit corny.but yea its a song written for me.and i realli didnt noe wad to use fer the rolly polly thing and i was listenin to the song.so i juz used it.its a nice song.obviously it has my name in it.but yea.acoustic version.but its realli soft and i can only hear the chorus clearly.thanks fer the song.
reason im updatin is coz you* told me tad i should start updatin.sorry i didnt.ive been studyin?!
[bitchin paragraph - my life]
nuthin interestin happened todae.bio ca/quiz sucks.i swear i study so hard but i don see any results.is it juz me?or am i not workin hard enough.but then again it may juz be yvonne ng.i should stop bitchin bout her.ritee.i juz came back from amaths tuition and as much as i don wan to do anymore amaths qs im gona force myself to do another ten.i haf to make my tutor proud.
[the end]
i hate my life too.somethings juz cant go back to how it used to be.sometimes i wish i didnt offend people.wish i didnt do stuff tad i did in the past 15 years.but without mistakes how can i learn.but some stuff are juz too hard to escape from.
remember i was tokin bout the story of the two mice[my previous entry].i wish i was the second mice.to be able to climb out of tad bucket of cheese/butter.wadeva.
manda must try and try and if u fall stand up again. toyou*.
thanks fer bein there everytime.appreciate it. ciao.
i did a rough sketch at 7:10 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
hey
i think i should haf this "my bitchin paragraph" to tell people bout my life and this "topics" thing.
[bitchin paragraph - my life]
nuthin interestin happened todae.chem ca.was er..hard?i studied k.tads y i haven been updatin this blog of mine.yea seriously the only interestin thing tad happened todae was the disection of sheep's heart.
like me go into greater detail.
firstly wen ms ng saed we only haf 16 trays.i swear everyone wen to rush fer the tray as tho wifout a tray the sheep's heart would start beatin and tad would so kill you.juz jokin la people.haha.it wont but it was damn farnie the wae u all ran.haha.wells.claire and i got the big tub which haf loadsa blod water and palstic bags in it.haha.k i had to gif out the hearts.damn farnie la everyone.."eh manda.i need 2." den someone else.."eh manda please pass one to me".k in the end i figured out.i had to distribute the hearts la.haha.wadeva man.but it was fun disectin and watchin people freak.roseann and alicia should never bcome surgeons.haha.boht oso dare not cut the heart!haha.was damn farnie.
i like the tube-y thing on ms ng's table tho.its damn slimy and it feels like squid i swear.haha.o wells ms ng wouldnt gif it to me la.haha.ass.wells.tads all tads interestin todae.
o yea i wen to perry's house.haha.funkaye.
[end of bitchin paragraph - tho not the end of my life]
i remembered this story out of "catch me if u can" the movie..its realli silly but its nicee.
one day.there were two mice.and they fell into a bucket of butter.[obviously they started sinkin ritee] both mice struggled and one mouse soon gaf up hope and sinked.the other mouse continued to struggle and kick and all.and in the end it turned the butter into cheese and was able to come out.i am that second mouse.and i will be forever. ciao.
i did a rough sketch at 11:52 PM
Friday, July 16, 2004
hey readers.
i don wana blog bout wad happened todae but i haf to la.later den i'll blog bout something else.blogger has changed its style again.but this new one is cooler la.
[bitchin paragraph - my life.]
aniwae after skool todae.rushed to borrow skippin ropes.blur me.i think ms liem has a damn bad impression of me.i mean like im so blur.she was askin ms indran whether she could change person n get someone else to get the skippin ropes.haha.o man.so malu.rushed to get the hearts.[ritee ms ng.i wan the number of the shop so tad i can gif it to the lab assistant.i wonder hu u realli wan to gif it to.].i swear the look of the hearts make me wana puke.i swear i could haf so puked in the cab on the wae bac to skool.was damn horrible la.all the blood all over and i carried the plastic everywhere.almost left it in BK.seriously it wasnt wad i expected and good luck disecting it.and i swear..im not bein an asshole or somethin but can we[lyn roseann and i] please hear somethin like "thank you fer gettin the heart fer us".i mean we realli deserved to be thanked rite.it wasnt tad easy goin there and collectin it la.and 20 hearts is really damn heavy la.ok enough of the thnakin.
badminton.im sorry if todaes trainin was like shit and u all didnt get to play.but wad shermeen and i told u are like logical.wad do u think coach will sae if he comes bac and we are like worst den last time.its no point complainin to yusoff coz no one listens and she doesnt actualli cares.i mean if things are still gona b like tad.trainin is gona be like tad until coach comes.don blame us fer bein like tad.as wad mr ng saed todae."with great power.comes great responsibility".i mean he makes sense[most prob coz he took it from spiderman] but still how are we gona answer to hod of pe and others if we fail to improve.seriously wad i saed was true.ms teo mite juz close the badminton skool team if we don perform.it means no cca.wad do u think of tad.i noe the only badminton member hu reads this is huay shan.seriously hope u understand why i was bein like an asshole todae.i love you guys.
[end of bitchin paragraph]
i realised tad im a person wif no motivation.argh.my life happens to be at its suckiest now.everythin round me juz sucks.i mean..i wana drop skool and become a missionary or somethin.sometimes my mum juz inspires me.my mum saes tad if i bcome a missionary she'll support me and saed tad she wants to follow me bout doin all these.i mean if i have enough brains to do socialogy in uni den maybe i'll join unicef.but if i haf no brains.which is most likely the case i'll juz go be a missionary in some place.i ever tot of joinin a religious group wen i was damn young but den lookin at the church now im like wads the point.[this is from personal experience].i mean like "where is the love?" my answer is "definitely not in the church".i mean im a catholic[tho not a good one] n im not tryin to tok bad bout the church.but lookin at the priests todae.lookin at the leaders of our church.i have totally lost faith.i mean on the outside they look holy and all but on the inside they're juz..different.everytime wen a priest gets ordain i ask my mum "so is he goin to be a godly priest or a "holy"/wholey priest.wana noe wads the answer?i shant sae.u can go and guess.maybe bein a hermit is the best.u cut all links from the outside world.leave everthin u haf and follow god.but how many people are capable of doin tad.tads like the saddest part.the world needs some help.i swear it does.but do i haf the ability to help dem?i hope so.
let me leave u guys wif this true story tad i heard from my mum.it inspired me alot.
there was this guy who wen to be a hermit and he staed in some desert.everydae he prayed and prayed.like tads wad hermits do.pray fer the world.and he alwaes prayed fer drivers/motorists.and predestrains.i mean anithin to do wif traffic.so he prayed dae and nite fer all these people.
one fae in some other part of the world there was this boy hu was crossin the road.a car came drivin straight at him and was about to knock into him wen suddenly this guy came out from nowhere and grab him and brought him to the side of the road.the guy saved his life.but he didnt get to thank the guy coz he was nowhere to be seen.
many years later.the hermit had to come into the world[as in out of the desert] fer some business.i cant exactly remember why[but its not impt y he came out]. the boy met him and guess wad.he recognised the hermit as the guy hu saved him from bein knock down by the car fews years bac.
moral of the story - its up to u to decide.
i love my mum.i swear this si a true story.hope it inspired you as much as it did to me.
ciao.
i did a rough sketch at 8:20 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
manda back up fer grabs.
i think lyn has a point.hu wants to noe bout ur everydae life.y bother bloggin bout it.but hey lyn look here.people may not want[obviously they do not want] to noe bout ur life as its not as magnificiant as mine.ok im jokin la.ilovelyn.ritee.
lyn is my bitchin partner.and wen we are together.our money runs damn fast coz its "food here we come".k im tokin crap la.maybe lyn can realli be trusted..haha..wells.
the class blog is bcomin alive.i love my class.ilovethreefour.im gona update the blog after this.lucki i made an annoucement to the class or else the blog will juz suck n be abandoned.
haf to go and collect ms ng's sheep's heart tomorrow for bio.goin rite after skool den rushin fer trainin wad kinda shit is this la.must rush here and there fer the sake of disectin a heart which cost four bucks!!wad the hell.hope yvonne ng lets us out exactly at 150.den i wont be late.
im in no mood to update animore.my blog sucks la.i haf nothin to sae.maybe i should juz let someone invade it.how bout 4letterdude guy!!k i shall ask him now.haha.coz i seriously haf nuthin to blog bout.
do u noe the real me?haf u seen the real me?in actual fact none of you do?noone noes me?can life b any harder?any sadder?is tad wad god wanted wen he made us?where is he wen we need him?is he realli there? i don understand y i doubt this kinda thing wen my mum has such great faith!i suck!
ciao
i did a rough sketch at 9:00 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
manda.is.back.
haven updated fer quite some time.since dance and drama which was about 4 daes ago.but does it realli matter.my blog's a stagnant blog.wif hardly any readers.ar wells.i'm listenin to sugarcult now.yea."memory" rocks.but i wish they had the acoustic one.i like the background guitar sound.but i'll settle fer the drums n bass in this "rock" one.haha.like wad the hell is manda ang tokin bout.nvm nvm.
todae is a borin dae.i still need to learn ting xie later.coz i bet i will ferget and lao shi saed somethin bout readin the textbook coz the ting xie is gona come from there.den i haf to do chem assignment and guess wad..i haf no graph paper.k nvm.can do the others.i juz realised somethin!theres no mr ng tomorrow.haha.nvm i'll b guai n still do amaths.
i would like to comment on wad mr ng saed todae durin ss.."the whole class was co-orperative except amanda hu was sleepin".i wasnt sleepin!i was juz puttin my head on the table!!..yea wadeva la.
staed bac in skool to do ipw and guess wad.after like one hour we realised tad our ipw tape is screwdd.wad the fuck la.the worst things happen to u at the worst moments.first we had to change homes and stuff and now our tape.i think we haf to film everythin again.on top of tad we haf to get the sheep's heart and i guess i'll be goin to get it coz none of my classmates actualli saed anything bout gettin it.so here i come..20 sheep's hearts.i think its damn ridiculous fer us to go get the hearts.doesnt the skool order it fer us.even lyn's mum asked y we are gettin it and why we are payin fer it.it aint exactly very cheap.plus class funds is broke.i mean very broke.skool sucks.
im left all alone on fri fer badminton at the cc.wad the hell.stupid shermeen.trainin used to be super fun.but den now tad its like tad its so gross.the badminton team is fallin apart.i can see it.so can shermeen.but wad can we do?esp wen we haf people like them in the team.
off to do my stuff.loadsa things to do.waitin fer lyn's call.i realised tad everytime im online im waitin fer her call.ar wells.lyn hurry up!
ciao.
"stuck in america" by sugarcult
Today, I changed
It's too late
Cause everyone stayed the same
I'm gone, so long
Break out, cause I'm better off on my own
Today, I changed
It's too late
Cause every town feels the same
I'm different and you're distant
Add it up and it makes no difference
Everybody's talking about blowing up the neighborhood
Everybody's gonna break it up today
Everybody's talking about blowing up the neighborhood
Runnin just to get away
Stuck in America
Stuck in America
I'm lost in America
Stuck in America
Today, I changed
New town with the same old face
One way to shake this place that I can't escape
Everybody's talking about blowing up the neighborhood
Everybody's gonna watch it burn today
Everybody's talking about waking up the neighborhood
I'm still trying to escape
Stuck in America
Stuck in America
I'm lost in America
Stuck in America
Today, today
Everybody's talking about blowing up the neighborhood
Everybody's gonna break it up today
Everybody's talking about blowing up the neighborhood
All I ever wanted was to get away
Stuck in America
Stuck in America
Stuck in America
Stuck in America
Get away, get away, get away, get away
(all that shit that you put me through)
Today, I changed
i did a rough sketch at 6:06 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
juz got back from dance and drama nite.
woohoo.great job people.drama people were good.the actors were damn farnie.dance was good.i see all the hard work has paid off.kyna.ming.vk.majo.bidina.u guys did a great job.and majo so much fer "im not dancin only pressin the button"..asshole.ilu ferever.
accordin to alicia.mani people came coz they tot i was gona wear a pink frilly skirt.rite people.haha.
havent had dinner.eatin gummy bears.im damn hungry.nuthin to eat.if a war starts rite now.i wont die coz of some bomb attack stuff but i'll die due to starvation.i swear man.theres like only cup noodles.den i will haf to wait fer the water to boil.den i haf to clear up.which happen to realli suck.sometimes i should juz get a life man.haiz.
sometimes i juz feel so insignificant.this feelin aint good. i seriously need dinner.im dyin of hunger.came home early not coz my mum made me do so but coz im scaredd of walkin bac.some stuff juz creeps me up.im caught between my sleep and hunger.wad should i do?
ciao.
"failure by design" by brand new
Watch you, on the one's and two's.
Through a window in a well lit room.
Become a recluse.
And I blame myself cause I make things hard and your just trying to help.
And when I wake up, your the first to call.
This is one more late night basement song.
And I'm so sore, my voice has gone to hell, and this is one more sleepless
night,
Because we don't believe in filler baby.
If I could I'd sit this out.
(This is over when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
And every single second that I put it off, means another lonely night I got
to race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder, I'm another day late and
one year older.
it's failure by design.
And we just want sleep, but this night is hell.
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard and your
just trying to help.
I got no gas,I'm winding out my gears.
This is one more day on the verge of tears.
And now my head hurts and my health is a joke.
And now I got to stop cause the headphones broke.
And we don't believe in filler.
Baby, if I could I'd sit this out.
(This is over, when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
And every single second that I put it off, means another lonely night I
gotta race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
And I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older, it's failure by design.
I'm out of everything.
No one sleeps until we get this shit out on the shelves.
It's late, I'm faltering.
but this time I got nothing to say besides...
DO DO DO, DO DO DO
i did a rough sketch at 10:37 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
im boredd.
so im blog surfin now.isnt very interestin thing to do but i aint got nuthin to do.so yea.here i m bloggin bout my..very borin dae.
nuthin interestin happened.o man.i got nuthin to blog bout.o o o.i noe wad.this is the most interestin todae.we[shermeen.yin shou.me] made a name fer..i cant sae hu but this is the name."mrs big-toes.haha.yin shou and shermeen wont read this coz they dono bout my blog but yea.we kept laughin todae coz of tad k.damn farnie.
besides tad everythin was fine.wen fr trainin.den dinner.i swear im becomin more colorblind.i cant differientiate purple from pink.wtf.
tomorrow is the dance and drama nite.finally its here.i wana see kyna and teng ming perform and bid and vk.and the list goes on.gona wacth spiderman2 wif lyn tmr.we're gona haf fun before tad man.haha.see ya lyn at 1215.[and lyn if u didnt noe u're takin a damn long time to get ur fat ass online.r u even comin on?im waitin fer u.noe.]
o before i ferget.
mrs tan hello im replyin now.happy?my gosh u're so wierd.juz coz u didnt read my entry u accuse me of not replyin.huh!huh!yea wadeva la.no worries[to wad u tagged].im too lazy to type animore and my fingers are numb.so yea.see u round.
ciao.
i did a rough sketch at 10:21 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2004
vindicated.
i m selfish.
i m wrong.
i m right.
i swear i'm right.
swear i knew it all along.
i dono wad to blog bout.juz a few minutes ago.i seem to haf loads to blog bout but now.im like.damned wad should i sae.
this few daes kinda suck.ar.wells.im supposed to look throu chem.but im slackin here.i don haf ani mood to study!!
lookin fer music codes to paste on my blog.i guess its gona be sugarcult.haha.ar.i dunno.we'll see.
tomorrow is a slackin dae.fer the first time since skool reopened we're finally gona haf history.yea.like history.jessie teow isnt comin tho.i enjoy her chem lessons coz they're damn fun n interestin n she aint gona be here.wad the hell.den we haf amaths i think.e maths oso.eng.lit?and last and oso least bio.bio is beginnin to suck.i hate the tcher.even my seniors think so.wtf.and she hates me too.she fuckin picks on me everytime she is in class.bitch.
not here to bitch bout her.but yea.aniwae dance and drama nite is in 2 daes time.cant wait.i wana watch spiderman 2 too.everyone saes its good.wells.we'll see.haf to go and plan wif lyn.
aniwae i aint in the mood to blog now.ciao.
i did a rough sketch at 8:02 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004
manda.in.the.house.
i think im obsessed wif sugarcult.and everyone around me is being influenced.one example..is lyn.i must check out all this punk bands coz they are cooler den cool.they are wonderful.k i shall not go on and on bout dem.but sugarcult rocks!!
portugal lost.can u believe it.well i can.haha.aniwae they were bein to complacent la stupid big headed portugese.nvm.portugal can try harder next time.but i doubt they will get into another finals in any other football match.haha.i mean they arent exactly very good.they were juz placed wif the lousy teams.haha.wells.
wen shoppin wif roseann lyn jessie.ate at pasta mania at ps.yummie.stupid jessie got the wrong pasta fer us.wtf.haha.wen taka and all.they[jessie and roseann] shopped.we[lyn and i] stared.in the end we tried on biker's and formal jackets.haha.was damn good i tell u.den we took pics of ouorselves.was so embarrasin.haha.^5 lyn.
this is my first comment to lyn:
i like shoppin wif her.damn fun.lyn we should go out shoppin more.haha.sugarcult is nice lyn.brand new should be good too.
wen to borders.found sugarcult.looked fer brand new.sold out.damned.wen home.tired.
to my dearest darlinest[since wen?] huay shan:
since i had to tok bout u rite.haha.here im tokin bout u.huay shan loves me loads.and sorry if u tot i daoed u coz i love u.haha.muacks.
"memory" by sugarcult.
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
So get back back Back
to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half our year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything
So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
Tearing out my heart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappeared
Can I be your memory?
So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
i did a rough sketch at 6:34 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
hey
im at roseann's house now.haha.im gona stae up to watch football.but we haf to sleep at 1030 so we can get up.yea ritee we will sleep.haha.i bet we'll be tokin and playin and stuff.haha.tomorrow's mornin match.euro 2004 finals.portugal-greece.hope portugal wins coz the underdogs are winnin and portugal happens to b one of dem.haha.
aniwae juz got back from jb todae.thank mum and her idea fer goin to jb juz to rest and relax.best part of the hols?my bro was squezzin the hell outa me wen he shared the bed wif me!wad the hell i was so pissed i wen to sleep on the chair twice.he is so annoyin i swear.besides tad everythin else was good.esp food.hahah.had lotsa seafood.
perry lam.i swear i hate u i was suppose to go to ur house and u had to haf tuition at 9am on a mondae monrin which is youth dae.u suck perry lam.and yea next time reply my messages and pick up ur fone.haha.
goin shoppin tomoorrow.wif jessie roseann and lyn.jessie doesnt noe tad im goin.haha.and they think they're gona get pink frilly skirt fer me.ritee.u all will never get it.called jessie juz now and jessie thinks im huay shan.haha.jessie.dig ur ears.huay shan so doesnt sound like tad.
3 cheers to portugal alicia.they are so gona win.ele if u read this.potugal is gona win!!but then again they mite not!haha.wells
and to [hello amanda]..nice nick..no problem.the letter was sweet rite.i noe it was sweet and you got the sweetness from me coz im juz too sweet.im sweeter den honey and u cant deny it.heheh.and ur spellin is horrible.wad happened?..muahahah.see ya round. i love myself.[roseann saes:tad was redundant] but den again roseann juz sucks big time.haha.see ya all.ciao.
i did a rough sketch at 9:35 PM
Friday, July 02, 2004
youth dae.
man o man.it wasnt exactly the nicest or most interestin dae but o wells.i love ms teow.she is juz so farnie fun and my ideal tcher.all the wae ms teow.durin chem we played pictionary.lynette is so farnie i tell u.go lyn.
mass was farnie.some people sing realli well some poeple juz dont.o wells.we all haf diff talents.and lyn don hate her so much k.she's only some baywatch posuer.haha.bio wasnt exactly interestin.some people juz piss me off totally.like wad the hell.stop pickin on me for everythin.u wont even let me off on youth dae.juz buzz off.since todae is youth dae.im refraini from usin bad language.and i aint gona start coz of you.leave me alone right now.thanks.
thanks to i-noe-hu.[tho i don think u will read this.no harm typin it out]:
thanks fer the stuff.like it.haha.bestest youth dae stuff i've got in my whole life.no kiddin k.haha.thanks so much.no words can express my thanks fer u so yea.im juz gona stop here.lack of vocabulary.wad haf u been doin last yr?haha.jk.you're like one of the reasons y i don hate skool tad much.the other reasons are..i aint gona sae.haha.thanks again.*hugs* this song has been stuck in my head since yesterdae.i think im gona get the cd.wen im rich.haha.
"memory" by sugarcult
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
So get back back Back
to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half our year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything
So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
Tearing out my heart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappeared
Can I be your memory?
So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
i did a rough sketch at 8:25 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
im bac.haven updated fer a while haf i.
tomorrow is the end of the first week of skool.how was skool?so far its been ok.life's bac to usual.which is kinda sucky.wad can i sae?this is skool life.this is wad i should haf expected.and this is wad i get.
youth dae tomorrow.many many people in our class goin off fer band/choir and blah blah blah.altho skools been quite fun.bitchin has officially started once again.from teachers to people of the same level to juniors.i mean we need some time to let out all this shit.;)
portugal are into the finals and hurray.hopin tad czech's gona win the match tonite against greece.but in any case.greece mite win.but hu cares man.haha.and wen we get into finals.perry's house.here i come!we will crash and rock the house man!im so excited.but huever wins it doesnt matter.coz czech and portugal are as good.so long they came this far.im glad.
wont be around fer the weekends.meanin tad i wont b in singapore.accordin to my mum we need to rest and relax.like wad the hell.but don worry ill be back in time to crash perry.haha.
gona ciao.cheers.
"memory" by sugarcult
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
So get back back Back
to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half our year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything
So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
Tearing out my heart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappeared
Can I be your memory?
So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
i did a rough sketch at 6:14 PM
the artist in the ambulance.
amanda ang.
190989.
chijtp(sec).
acjc.
roman catholic.