Sunday, December 28, 2003





if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room!!



hey people.
first of all merry xmas!! to everyone..my tag board has been fantastic since i left..heheh..all the "hi manda merry xmas" and thanks randall fer tellin' everyone i wen awae..tho u were suppose to help me update[obviously u didnt but its ok]..haha..not at mass coz i'm feelin' all crapped up..hafin this blahdy flu n headache and didnt sleep well alst nite.shant go into details..its 'bit too long..and my throat sucks.i realli dowan to miss badminton tomorrow so i hope i get beta by todae and i haf ta go to skool to collect somethin somemore..yea..
so here's more bout my trip..sorri i didnt inform ya'll tad i left..haha..hmm..wen to malaka.kL.was kinda fun la..nuthin much in melaka but the food and hotel was great..den wen to kL.wen to the blahdy big shoppin centres there like the lot 10,kLcc[their twin towers..its a shoppin centre..kewl eh] and mid valley..bot like a pair of nautica jeans fer like damn cheap coz they had sale somemore..got a shirt fer some1..its blahdy nice..bot a nike badminton bag..[its actualli s'ppose to be tennis but heck la..its bigger and beta den the badminton one]..got a pullover in reject shop..and stuff..cant b bothered to type out everything.the food there was damn good..eat like siao..haha..hope i didnt put on weight..couldnt find mich a prezzie..shall get her one now tad i'm bac..ask her to choose herself..yea..majo..hmmm..i shall check wif mich bout ur prezzie..haf u gotten it yet?..mich's comin' bac todae..
haf a badminton bbq fer sec4s farewell thingy on tue..dont even noe where it is..but haf to pay $10 even if u're not goin..wad shit rite..and i dont think i'll b able to go lor..like wtf..got some dinner thingy wif my aunt..argh..heck..my mum's gona haf to pay fer it..its her fault i'm not goin'..den i cant go fer mel's new yr party..and i haven inform her tad i cant go yet..wad the shit..tad dae's my grandma's burfdae so yea..i haf ta be there..sorri guys and i need ta tok to claire bout next yr..beta messgae her..
kkz.i shall stop her coz my nose is gettin worst and i need some rest and all and if my mum finds me on the com..i'm dead meat..yea..but before i leave i wana sae thanks to the peeps whu send me xmas cards..yea.lurve u guys lots..u noe hu u are..so ciao..
life is a roller coaster by r keating[i love this song n its goin outa every1]
hey baby.
you've really got my tail in a spin
i don't even know where to begin
but baby i got one thing i want you to know
wherever you go tell me cos i wanna go
we've found love so don't fight it
life is a roller coaster you've just gotta ride it
i need you
so stop hiding
our love is a mystery girl
let's get inside it
hey baby you've really got me flying tonight
hey suger,you almost got us punched in a fight
that's alright
but baby i got one thing i gotta know
wherever you go tell me cos im gonna show
can you feel my heart?
can you feel my heart?
cant you feel my heart?
we've found love so don't fight it
life is a roller coaster you've just gotta ride it
i need you
so stop hiding
our love is a mystery girl
lets get inside it.
dont fight it fight it fight it
so dont fight it fight it.
no



i did a rough sketch at 11:09 AM

Monday, December 15, 2003




if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room!!


-.F I R S T.T H I N G S.F I R S T.-

[my name is]: amanda ang
[in the morning i am]: sleeppyy...
[all i need is]: god.love.you.
[love is]: part of moi life..
[i'm afraid of]: not gona sae..so embarrasin'..
[i dream about]: stuff..haha..do i haf to tell ya?

-.F A V O R I T E S.-

[COLOR]: red.yellow.blue.
[NUMBER]: 13.
[SUBJECT:] maths.lit.
[CLOTHING BRAND:] nike.reebok.quiksilver.bleah.
[SHOE BRAND:] nike.yonex.
[SPORT TO PLAY:] badminton!!soccer..
[DRINK:] dr pepper.h2o[sparklin' or lime]
[ANIMAL:] dogs.
[HOLIDAY:] all hols are good.

-.W H O.-

[makes you laugh the most?]: some1.dawn.jasmine.
[makes you smile]: some1.
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: some1
[has a crush on you?]: m i suopose to noe..siao siao..
[easiest to talk to]: some1.other close friens.

-D O.Y O U.E V E R.-

[sit on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no.we juz go on at the same time..haha..
[save aol/aim conversations]: nope.dun think so..
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: er..yea..
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: should be...

-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-

[fallen for your best friend]: haha..some1 noes..
[been rejected]: duno.
[rejected someone]: yea.
[used someone]: yea.sorri..
[done something you regret]: yea..everyone has rite..

-.W H O.W A S.T H E.L A S T.P E R S O N.-

[you talked to on the phone]:my mum..haha..
[hugged]: cant remember..haha..
[you instant messaged]: some1..heheh..
[you laughed with]: some1..heheh..

-.D O.Y O U / A R E.Y O U.-

[smoke cigarettes]:nope...
[obsessive]: bout wad??nope laz..
[could you live without the computer?]: yea i think so..
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: go count urself..
[fruit?]:do i/are i fruits??haha..i like..er..apples..green ones..
[drink alcohol?]: yea..
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: both..
[what hurts the most?]: love..its true..
[trust others way too easily?]: yea..i think so..

-.N U M B E R.-

[of times i have had my heartbroken?] duno..ot alot tho..haha..
[of hearts u have broken?]: haf no idea..
[of continents I have lived in?]: 2..or 3..haha..i duno..
[of drugs taken illegally?]: i dont take drugs..illegali..
[of tight friends?]: haf no idea laz..
[of cd's that i own?]: er..10++..i think..
[of scars on my body ?]: hmmm..a few la..i dont count..
[of things in my past that I regret?]: bout...a few millions..

-.P I C K.O N E.-

[MARRY PERFECT FRIEND OR PERFECT LOVER]: lover..
[CATS OR DOGS:] dogs
[1 PILLOW OR 2 :] 2.more comfy..
[W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES: ] depends on wad drinks..but wif is beta..
[TOP OR BOTTOM :] dont actualli care..top?
[WINTER/SPRING/SUMMER/FALL:] summer..cute guys at da beach..
[NIGHT OR DAY:] they're both good..heheh..dae?
[DRESSED OR UNDRESSED:] lol.half dressed..haha..hmmm..??
[BUNK OR WATER BED:] bunk..water bed will leak..hahaha..
[MTV OR VH1: ] mtv..duh..
[OCEAN OR POOL:]ocean..coz it gifs me a sense of achievement..
[SHOWERS OR BATHS:] shower..dont waste water man..haha..
[LOVE OR LUST:] love..
[SILVER OR GOLD:] silver..duh..
[DIAMONDS OR PEARLS:] dun like both.later kana robbed..haha..

-.I F.Y O U.C O U L D.-

[Move anywhere:] sdyney.gold coast.'merica.
[Live with one person the rest of your life:] some1..i think..
[Name one thing you love:] some1..haha..
[Do you like school?] guess so..haha..
[Do you like to talk on the telephone?] yea..
[Do you like to dance? ] maybe..depends..
[Do you sing in the shower?] c da mood..
[Do you think cheerleading is a sport?]: no..
[What's on your ceiling?]: blue paint..or is it white..cant remember..
[What's the hardest thing about growing up?]: growin' up..

hey people.
juz came back home.wen fer trainin'.slack.ate at macs.fishdippers.sat at macs fer like..damn long..was tokin' wif jasmine,dawn and huay shan..wan to go fer badminton trainin' outta skool..heheh..gona ask my mum.
some1 wen fer camp todae..wont be back till fridae n like i'll be gone on fri..coach wants us to train on xmas eve..siao rite..its unofficial la..but..heheh..aniwae i cant go coz i'll be awae..awae..awae..haha..den it'll be poor some1..haha..yea..gona zhao now..cya..ciao..
+peace+
i miss you..again..
"grow old wif u" by adamn sandler..[fer some1]
Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers has written a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you.kiss you.
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you.Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you...

i did a rough sketch at 6:28 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2003



if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room!!


hey hey hey people..
i seriously think my internet bills fer this month is goin ta be...haha..i dun hafta tell ya and ya can guess it..but i cant help it..i hafta blog wad happened yesterdae..haha..had the time of moi life..haha..wif all the badminton people..damn fun i tell u..
had trainin' in the mornin'..mich came fer the trainin' but left an hour early..she's had ta go ta malacca..yea..trainin' was kinda slack..i think coach realli wants me to play singles..he's keeps makin' me play singles..like wad the hell..kk..trainin' was actualli quite fun la..only needed to do 5 sets of 20 points footworks wen we usually do 10 sets..yea..after tad..i played a lil wif huay shan..
left at..dono wad time..wen to orchard..far east..bot somethin' and a shirt form dpo..tho plain ar..its actualli nice..i like huay shan's one..ours was almost the same..but haha..nvm..next time i will go there to buy shirts..haha..if i haf ta money..$$..nice nice..wen to long john's silver..got a drink..didn't wan to waste money to buy food..since we were asked to "starve" fer the bbq..yea..da bbq..took 36 to kc primary..and from there walked all the wae to east coast park..bad part was it was rainin'..both of us[huay shan and i] had to hide under my jacket..walao..was damn shitass kz..finally found our wae there..everyone was hidin under the blahdy shelter..only huay shan and i were drenched..in the end i ended up playin i the sea..swimmin and all..at first nobodi wanted to come and playin the sea wif me..all complain no undergarments..stupid..haha..but guess wad happened?!!..they all got in..haha..we pulled marie,moon,huay shan and bernie in..haha..poor bernie..she was dragged..haha..the sea was damn fun to swim and play in..shermeen and i were like screamin and all everytime we touched the disgustin' gooey sand[it was green in color..yucks] and sea weeds..haha..den moon saed she hated sea weeds wen we saw one floatin bout laz..i took the sea weed and pretended to swing it at moon and it broke..so it hit moon..haha..sorri gal..tad was not part of my plan..too bad kenli,wenli and carol only came in the evenin fer the bbq..we[shermeen,lai ming,nicole,huay shan,bernie,shakina and i] were playin in the sea and all while coach,moon,petrina[hu didnt wan to get wet] were makin' a shuttle out of sand..woah was damn nice,big and looks super real..took all of dem a few hours to make it..superb..two thumbs up man!!after the shuttle was done..we[except those hu didnt come and wenli,kenli and carol] all took fotos and all round it..haha..it even had the word "chij" kz..damn nice sia..i wan the fotos!!
after a looong..and i emphasize on the word long..we finally got the fire started..yea!!moon was the chef of the dae..tho everyone did cook a little..haha..everyone put back all the half-cooked food..haha..damn gross..ate like hell...not realli but i think i ate like alot of prawns..and make everyone eat the food to see if it was cook before i ate it..haha..kenli's good man..haha..she gifs me the food she cook..haha..and she checks it to make sure its 100% cooked..haha..damn fun..played daiti wif nicole,sharon and lai ming..had lotsa laughter..poor huay shan!![but i shant sae y here..later freak her out again..i aint tad bad]haha..damn farnie..wenli saw the crabstick on the plate and she was bout to eat it till i told her it wasnt cook and she was bout to believe until petrina came and saed "cook alreadi"..stupid arsehole..petrina saed i look so real so she had to sae it..walao..stupid wenli la..sae wad she cannot be tricked..haha..ate ate..laugh laugh..bernie and marie were havin' ice cream fite..bernie had ice cream all over her..hair,face and all..poor gal..haha..they also had ice-cream competiton..kenli won i think..lucky i didnt take part if not ar..haha..i prob win first..muahahaha..yea..damn fun la..was bein blahdy sarcastic the whole nite and sharon and wenli were tryin to get back at me..haha..
in the end..sharon's mum gaf shakina and i a lift to ang mo kio mrt station..she also send lai ming back home..reached home at like wad time..11:45..almost missed the last bus home..mum staed up..she was tokin' on the fone and all..only slept at dono wad time..damn tired man..
woke up late todae..still haf trainin'..dono where it is...shall find out later..think some1 is gona come back tomorrow or the dae after or somethin' like tad..hope some1 comes home tomorrow..haiz..miss you..hungry readi..cant wait to eat dinna..hope its somethin nice..yea..goin off now..ciao
+peace+
i miss you man!!
"grow old wif u" by adamn sandler..[fer some1]
Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers has written a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you.kiss you.
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you.Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you...


i did a rough sketch at 6:38 PM

Tuesday, December 09, 2003




if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room!!




yo people
feelin' kinda fucked up now!!wad the hell kz..realised yesterdae tad the puppy tad edgar brot home had ticks..juz found out..apparently it has been on since they got him..so yea..sad eh..den he got tick fever..seemed to be damn bad den he passed awae in da nite..damn sad la..haiz..he was cryin' in da nite oso..haiz..i suppose yads wad u get wen u get a stray..or did i not mention tad he was a stray and we found him at the beach..yea..wadeva la..don wana tok bout it readi..make me feel damn sad..fuckin ticks..
so after we found out..we had major spring cleanin'..walao..u can imagine..clean all this and tad..tables..floor and all..changed the bed sheets and sprayed every part of the house..haha..didnt sleep till like 1 plus 2 am in the mornin'..haha..haiz..
todae there's the sea games badminton match on channel 5..women's team got into the finals..yea..damn happy..badmitnon rocks!! hueva disagrees shut up la.seriously hope i can improve in my badminton oso..haiz..there's a bbq tomorrow..all the badminton people goin..mich kindly excused herself from it..she's goin to malacca..haiz..wadeva la..she's fereva leavin' me to stuff so yea..i'm prob quite used to it readi..haiz..shall juz go tomorrow..dont even noe where the bbq is held..i think its east coast..not sure..shall ask somebody from badminton later..dun think aninodi is online now.yea.
realli boredd now..there's nuthin to do..my bro watchin some cartoon on central..i'm juz stonin in front of the com waitin fer the sea games badminton finals to start..hope singapore wins..they're realli good..the women's team..lili and xiao li..i thinktads their names..yea..somethin like tad la..and the game's at 6..so like wad the hell...its only 250pm now..argh..shall finds somethin' to do..coz i cant stay on the internet..my bill ar..yea..u should noe..
cant wait fer some1 to get back from bangkok..comin' back on either fri or thurs..i'm feelin' realli boredd wifout some1..nobodi to entertain me and all..haha..i'm so mean..but i realli miss some1..yea..got lotsa stuff to tell some1..i'm so not shy to admit tad i miss you!!..haha..woah..kk..i should stop all this shitass stuff..haha..
yea..juz found out from mum a few daes 'go tad i'm gona go to kL and all..haiz..not in the mood to go..been there a zillion times..[no i'm juz jokin'] but still..haiz..heck it laz..juz go..aniwae i will haf to go in the end wad..aniwae gotta zhao now..shall leave u'll wif this quiz tad i took from nat's blog n this nice nice adam sandler song..ciao..
+peace+
i miss you!!
da quiz!!...
Spell your first name backwards - adnama..
Where do you live - singapore laz..
Describe Your
Wallet - black ripcurl one..gona change it soon..
Hairbrush - it's big and black..haha..
Toothbrush - blue and white..
Jewelry worn daily - haha..dono..
Pillow cover - cloudy..
Blanket - cloudy too..haha..does these matter..
Coffee cup - dont drink coffee.it sux..juz use ani cups la..doesnt matter rite..
Sunglasses - blue lenses and frame..fromm..dono wad brand..found it at the lido place..
Shoes - nike gray shitass shoes..
Favorite top - black tang..the one i alwaes wear..damn nice..
Cologne/Perfume - use bodi spray..alive..
CD in stereo right now - somethin tad amelia burned fer me..all the nice songs.
Tattoos - will get one wen i'm 18..
Piercings - 8 altogether..some1 saes i shld pierce 2 more to make it 10..haha..fer all u noe i mite..haha..
What you are wearing now -white calvin and hobbes shirt and skool shorts..
Hair - the same tied up hair tho messier..
Makeup - dun wear them..yucks..
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
In my mouth - everythin tad u haf in ur mouth..
In my head - brain..blood..my dog..some1..
you Wishing - fer some1 to come back..
After this - gona sleep..haha..
you Eating - nothin.
Person you wish you could see now- some1..dont actualli wana see anione but some1 will do fine..
Is next to you - hp and scisssors..
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - nuthin..
The last thing you ate - tom yam maggi mee..
Something that you are deathly afraid of - i dono..maybe its me myself..maybe its juz death..but its definitely satan.i hate u..
Do you like candles - can live pretty well wif or wifout it..
Do you like incense - 100% no..yucks..smelly..
Do you believe in love - yea!!
Do you believe in Heaven - sure.
Do you believe in forgiveness - yea..
Do you believe in God - if i dont..i'll commit suicide..
What do you want done with your body when you die - cremate it and sprinkle the ashes into the sea..haha..[pollution but whicheva sea gets me is lucki..haha]
Who is your worst enemy - satan. i hate him..u suck satan..read my lips..u suck..
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - i wan my dog back..
What is the latest you've ever stayed up - i duno..i dont actualli look at the clock alot..
Ever been to Belgium? - nope..
Can you eat with chopsticks - i can hardly pick anithin up wif it..but if i realli haf to den yea..i'll use it..
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - i wana go to sydney..haha..i dont actualli wana relocate..
What are some of your favorite pig out foods - italian..and all..
What's something that you wish people would understand - everythin..nobodi understand anithing..
What's something you wish you could understand better - everythin..haha..
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - some1..i miss you!!
my mother thinks i am: hu i m??haha...i dono wad she thinks bout me..
my grandma thinks: i dont even think she thinks of me..
my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks i am: im not attached.[yea nat]
your three best qualities - i dont haf ani..[i'm juz bein modest]
three worst qualities - loserfied..irritatin' and bitched up..
three things you are often complimented for- i dont listen to compliments..haha..ask some1 la..
makes you happy - some1..haha..love..haha..everythin nice..
upsets you - the world..its full of hatred..
you keep a diary - is the blog considered a diary..
you like to cook - sort of..u get to eat the food..
you have a secret you have not shared with anyone - duh duh!!
you talk in your sleep = should be..nobodi has told me tad i haf..
you bite your fingernails = nope..
Last
you want more piercings = yeah..
you want more tattoos = i'm not 18 yet man..i will get it den..
you drink = duh eh..
you do drugs = nah..
you like cleaning = no. r u siao!
you like roller coasters = yea
you write in cursive or print = more of cursive..
you carry a donor card = nopes. i will next time..haha..
Have You
ever cried over a boy/girl = yes.
ever lied to someone = yea.myself.everyone.the world.
ever been in a fist fight = yeaha..
ever been arrested = nopes.
now fer the song.."grow old wif u" by adamn sandler..[fer some1]
Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers has written a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you.kiss you.
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you.Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you...







i did a rough sketch at 3:30 PM

Saturday, December 06, 2003





if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room!!



yo yo yo people
haha.i'm damn happy now.haha.u noe y??!!haha..obviously u dont..haha..my mum n bro brot a puppy home last nite.i tell u..its damn damn damn cute..edgar found it at the beach..there were like 8 puppies..vocation people brot 4 back n edgar brot 1..the rest were taken by this other stranger hu saw egdar n all takin' dem..[bro saed so..dono if it's true]..i tell u i realli pity the mother..haiz..but..haha..there's nuthin' i can do..haiz..the puppy's damn cute..haha..think i mentioned it alreadi..its golden..think its a labrador..i think..should be..yea..the only thing this little cutie pie does is drink milk..sleep..bark[which doesnt sound like a bark]..and shit..haha..not forgettin its pee..haha..i tell u ar..my bro has to clean it n i haf to help..yucks..but besides tad..haha..he's fine..only 6 daes old..small..lovely man..tad sleepy puppy is asleep now..after walkin round the whoel house and peein' everwhere..haha..
kk..enough of the puppy in case some ass like bidina reads this entry and she'll juz go "dogs sucks"..they dont kz..mum wen to do her hair fer dono wad reason..i guess its to make her look younger..women ar..haha..i'm only a kid..haha..wadeva la huh..she s'ppose to buy lunch back but she aint even back n i'm starvin'..u heard me..starvin'..didnt even eat breakfast man..haha..if u call..1/3 a packet of twisties..and 4 jellies breakfast..den o well..i duno la..but i'm realli hungry..and tad feelin' sucks..it's alreadi 1:41..c'mon man mum..are u comin' home yet??...haiz..watchin' tv..there's only a crappy tv show..gona go check if there's football on channel 5..argh..shit..nope..haha..kkz..now i think tad the central show is kinda interesting..i tink its somethin to do wif geog..haha..my bro seems addicted to the show..o well..he prob do well fer his geog next time..there's nuthin to do..
after i finish bloggin'[which will be soon]..i shall go read moi book.."ellen rembauer's diary..life at rose red"..liked the show..haha..so shall read the diary thingy..damn cool i tell u..yea..haiz..wonder if we're goin out todae..but if we go out..wad's gona happen to the puppy..edgar calls it xiaver..o well..haha..at least it has a name..its named after st francis xiaver coz it was found on the feast of sfx..yea..quite kewl la..viewin everyone's blogger now..drea got my address wrongly..hey change it man..i dono wad to blog..i wana go read my book..damn boredd..muse rocks!!..majo,it's not irritatin' wad..yea birdiee..high 5 man..muse rocks..muse rocks..haha..
i miss some1..yea..i noe i'm not afraid to sae it..i'm so think-skinned..but i realli miss you..haha..hope ya're havin' fun there..and hopefully some1 sometin' nice fer me..haha..come back soon..i miss you!!...
+peace+
i miss you..i miss you man!!..alot..alot..
"grow old wif you" by adam sandler..[goin out to some1]
Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers has written a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you.kiss you.
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you.Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you...






i did a rough sketch at 2:14 PM

Friday, December 05, 2003




if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room



waddup waddup people.
manda back in da house.yea.juz came home and the sky's dark.little bit of drizzle..and i wana go to bed..damn tired la..
wen fer trainin' at yio chu kang todae..mich was late..trainin' wasnt tad bad.i realized tad its gettin slacker and slacker..haiz..i wana change my racket..like wad the fuck..but heck it la..i'm currently broke..coach thinks tad i should change my grip but i cant realli be bothered to la..got the other pacific smash grip..will change it later..tads if i feel like changin it la..most prob..will..trainin' ended at 12 plus..but left bout 1?was playin wif moon's hamster called bobo.haha.she only brot one.heard from bernie tad the other one's called chacha..haha..damn farnie..goin to haf a badminton bbq on the 10th..coach ask me to bring sugar cane coz i saed i haf..haha..he wans to try to bbq it n c whether its nice..haha..he saes people in china does tad..haha..
wen to tp fer lunch..had macs wif dawn,jasmine and hauy shan.ate mcwings.think i'm addicted to it..haha..at least dawn n i are...everytime we go there we eat mcwings.yea.was suppose to eat wif moon,marie and bernie..tot they would pull the table and sit wif us but they didnt.marie saed tad moon was pissed..haiz..sorry moon..den we tok tok tok tok tok..till like 4:30..damn long..i tell u i bet at least dawn n i had stomach ache kz.walao..both of us laugh like shit kz..haha..tok bout like everythin'..den moon's bf came..and they left..dawn told me tad moon asked y i was so angry wen i was playin wif nicole..i was angry meh??dont remember bein angry..moon abit siao..haha..no offense..den she oso ask coach how i balance wen i hit like tad..coz wen i hit the shuttle my left hand goes under my arm..dono how to describe la]..haha..damnn farnie..moon seems to notice things bout me tad i dont even notice.kewl ar..tok tok tok tok tok..den left macs and headed home..
slept in train..yawn..and i'm still feeelin' tired..man muz haf looked like an idiot..sleepin..haha..luckily didnt fall on the shoulder of the person sittin' beside me..yea..haiz..wen to west mall to look fer somthin..was sp tempted to go to the arcade but in the end didnt go..haiz..if only some1 was here den i prob go arcade and..haha..nvm..shant sae..abit embarrasin...
haiz..gtg offline now..i aint gona blog fer the next few daes coz my bills are like super high..yea..can predict it readi..been usin the internet fer few hours every dae..sure kena from my mum wen bill comes..ciao..
+peace+
i miss you..alot..alot...come back soon...
"you are the 1" by c21[goin out to some1]
It's early in the morning
soon another day will dawn
I can't wait to feel your arms
around me again
I believe that we could
lay down the world
together we could live
the dream that never ends
Open up the door
just a little more
baby let me in
You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart
Everytime I near you
time is standing still
there's nothing you can't fix
with your heavenly smile
I would never leave you
my love is for life
taking things for granted
was never my style
Just give a little love
say you'll never stop
I'll do anything
You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart
And I'll do anything
if you give me your heart
ahh ahh yeah
I'll do anything
You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
give a little love
say you'll never stop
and I'll do anything
I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart
ohhhhh ohhhhh
Where ever you go
you are the one
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart




i did a rough sketch at 7:05 PM

Thursday, December 04, 2003






if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room!!


wassup babies..
hahaha..kkz.sorri i'm bein' influenced by carrie chong and dan the man.wassup babies..haha..kkz.wadeva..hahahhaha..kkz..nvm shant sae anithin' now..
wen fer mental trainin' todae.was held in teacher's meetin' room.as usual.our dear teacher,mrs yusoff was late.how considerate.k.heck her la.den mental trainin' wasnt tad interestin' tho it did help me la.muz admit it.kkz.majo kept callin us[mich n i] coz we made her wait fer us fer half an hour.poor gal.she almost wanted to go home.haha.poor gal..but..haiz..cant blame us..teo jin ling was keepin' us.heheh.came out of the staffroom den saw yvonne ng tokin' to somebody.as i was insane..haha..i wen "wassp babies" and den yvonne ng turned around den i saw helen tan.wad the fuck!!she cut her hair..kkz.i shall stop there in case people read this.yea.if u noe wad i mean..haha..but seriously..she looked..wierd..haha..
meet majo at the bus stop outside skool.got a hella of scoldin' from her.wasnt realli scoldin.was more of vulgarities..haha..she was like..argh..nvm..we shall skip that part..yea...took 162 to lido..watched "love actualli"..kinda farnie la..but its damn lag.."fuck bugger shit"..haha..kkz.its kinda farnie la..was a damn long show..2 hrs 15 mins..damn long.butt was painful..was freezin in da theatre..cold sia..had some free poster shit but all of us threw it awae in da end.the poster design was hell of a crappy shit.
wen to far east fer lunch.ate chicken rice.yummy man.havent ate far east chicken rice fer damn long.majo showed us the shoe she wanted us[mich drea n i] to get fer her.so thick skin ar majo.maybe will get it fer her..see how la..its pink somemore..yucks..shopped aroun'.nuthin much there.yea.didnt see anithin tad i realli liked..haha..i'm sucha arse la.i'm a fuckbugger shit ass crap.wen to livia n bot ear sticks.in despo need of dem..majo bot some bracelet thingy..stars i think..wasnt realli payin attention to wad she was buyin'.haha.liked this transparent fuck u bands tad i saw at livia but didnt get it..later people sae i posuer man..haha..but seriously nice la..haha..den wen to orchard big field[opp. borders] to see majo's stage..she's performin' there on sat..wif the dance club n all..so muz go see the stage first.she's madd.after tad wen home..took the mrt from orchard.so we decided to sit on the floor la coz train was like in 4 mins..wen the train came..majo got up and she was tokin on da fone la.so she put her hand on da floor to sorta support herself from gettin' up.den she suddenly scream..u noe wad happen..haha..damn farny..she squashed a roach.haha.i tell u fer the whole of the train ride[from orchard to bishan]..she was freakin man.told mich n i tad she would wash her hands 5-10 times.she was totally grossed out man.haha.yawn..nuthin to do at home oso..boredd to death la.tokin to bc n all..haha..tads how boredd i m..[bc-no offence]
i'm left all alone in singapore..can u believe tad..haha..i noe u can..some1 left fer bangkok yesterdae..blahdy hell.so borin'..all alone..haiz..haf to wait a freakin 8/9 long daes..haiz..hope some1 gets me somethin' nice..haha..
bet internet bills gona fly like shit.so i'm gona zhao.haha.see ya round.gona watch tv now..some kopi-o show on channel 8 now.ciao.
+peace+
i miss you..alot..alot..alot..alot..
"life is a roller coaster" by ronan keating[goin out to some1]
hey baby.
you've really got my tail in a spin
i don't even know where to begin
but baby i got one thing i want you to know
wherever you go tell me cos i wanna go
we've found love so don't fight it
life is a roller coaster you've just gotta ride it
i need you.so stop hiding
our love is a mystery girl
let's get inside it
hey baby you've really got me flying tonight
hey suger,you almost got us punched in a fight
that's alright
but baby i got one thing i gotta know
wherever you go tell me cos im gonna show
can you feel my heart?
can you feel my heart?
cant you feel my heart?
we've found love so don't fight it
life is a roller coaster you've just gotta ride it
i need you.so stop hiding
our love is a mystery girl
lets get inside it.
dont fight it fight it fight it
so dont fight it fight it.no.




i did a rough sketch at 5:54 PM

Wednesday, December 03, 2003



if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room


eh eh people.
waddupp wadddupp..haiz..watchin' the singapore vs somebodi match..duno wad country and dont realli care..not excitin' and no cute people.haha.all asian countries wad..haha..woah i wana watch raul play..awesome..he's so cute..and so is portillio..they're all from real madrid..they are the champs..yea..kkz.enough of this crap..
yesterdae played friendly against sjc[st joseph's convent]..kinda fun..i saw avril..saw her..my gosh..was like prayin' to meet her there n i met her..happy coz i haven't seen her fer ages..u go gal..she cut her hair..has short hair now[or did she ahf it since damn long..cant remember.didnt see her fer so long wad] and her specs are..kinda geeky..[sorry avril]..but yea..she's vice captain fer dono wad..haha..good ar..well..she's avril..wad can u expect rite..haha..and she took a freakin' long time to realise tad mich and i were there.haha.blind..after tad.mum picked me up..wen ot the seminary..saw arin and all..all the boys[below 16] were there fer vocation camp.saw this guy tad looks like gerard shane..haha..his name is aaron..how i noe..haha..my mum thinks he's handsome tads y i noe..haha..saw these few guys from holy cross..all altar boys i think..yea..tads da dae..
had trainin' todae..juz realised tad i haf to go to skool fer the whole week..tomorrow i haf mental trainin' conducted by ms tjl.toh..conducted by ms tjl..haha..kk..shall shuddup..train train..play play..kinda slack..like no physical like tad..haha..but we did abit of physical but not as much as usual..haiz..prob coz coach realised tad we had been playin' badminton on mondae and tues so yea.let us slack abit.yeaha.after tad wen to buy books wif mich..mum fergot to get me the other lit book.."view from the bridge" i think or is it "view from the top"..dono..should be "from the bridge"coz i think "from the top" is tad stupid movie..yea..after tad wen to j8 macs to eat.the one at the interchange coz the one in j8 was full..like packed man..ate mcwings..da meal and mich ate pathetic fries only.haha.we were tokin' bout hamsters and all..we both realli wana get one..maybe we'll get a pair and share it..u all prob like wonderin' how to share..well.we'll think of a wae..haiz..realli wan a hamster..[not coz of ahem ahem kz.toh.wanted it long time ago..only..nvm..]..had lotsa fun in macs.we were laughin' alot..tokin bout how our hamsters died and lozards and roaches and stuff..haha..
haiz..some1 is goin awae todae..more like has gone readi..left fer the airport at 5 or somethin like tad..juz messaged some1..hopin' some1 might reply..some1 suppose to get prezzie for me..yea..gona miss u man..goin awae fer 9 daes..leavin' me all alone..and boredd..haha..yea..hope u haf fun aniwae..
gona zhao now.like this song alot.its goin out to some1.enjoy ur trip..yea..some1 replied..juz left fer the airport so can still tok fer a while.haha..yea..and malaysia juz scored[yea singapore vs malaysia]..haha..ciao..
+peace+
missing you...alot...alot..
"life is a roller coaster" by ronan keating[goin out to some1]
hey baby.
you've really got my tail in a spin
i don't even know where to begin
but baby i got one thing i want you to know
wherever you go tell me cos i wanna go
we've found love so don't fight it
life is a roller coaster you've just gotta ride it
i need you.so stop hiding
our love is a mystery girl
let's get inside it
hey baby you've really got me flying tonight
hey suger,you almost got us punched in a fight
that's alright
but baby i got one thing i gotta know
wherever you go tell me cos im gonna show
can you feel my heart?
can you feel my heart?
cant you feel my heart?
we've found love so don't fight it
life is a roller coaster you've just gotta ride it
i need you.so stop hiding
our love is a mystery girl
lets get inside it.
dont fight it fight it fight it
so dont fight it fight it.no.



i did a rough sketch at 5:27 PM

Monday, December 01, 2003





if u're not livin' on the edge.u'r takin' up too much room



aye aye people.
manda back up in da house..was so temtped to type "manda back up fer grabs"..watched too much of survivor..haha..juz got back home..update fer da dae..haha..
wen fer trainin.mich didnt come.accordin' to her she's sick.o well.reach tpsh juz on time..same time as wenli n kenli..duno wad coach saed bout the badminton shirts fer next year..cant remember wad he saed..also told us tad there's a friendly match(tournament) against sjc..not realli lookin' forward to it.haha.felt damn bad durin' trainin'..almost puked somemore i didnt eat breakfast..if i puked it'll be water..man!!played a doubles match against coach and bernie..played wif marie..lost like shit..stupid coach kept trickin' us.haha.but was fun la..u go mariee...haha..
after trainin' wen to orchard wif some1.some1 leavin' soon n all..so yea wen there.watched a movie at cine.."the butterfly"..its nice la..got nice storyline and all and the gals damn cute..she asked this guy julian(or somethin like tad).."do u noe y captain hook died?"..den he saed "no"..hahaha...damn farny..kk..den she saed "coz he scratched his balls"..hahaha..i tell u ar..the gal is damn cute..i mean she's not the horny kinda gal but she's only 8..and she learn all tad in her stupid skool...haha..from the kids in the skool la..but its still a nice show la..kk..den wen to scotts fer lunch..ate beef noodles again..some1 at spaghetti..nice nice..den wen to far east to walk..nuthin much there..couldnt find the shop i was lookin' fer..so heck..
left after tad..whoa the ride damn long..fell asleep..and had tad pukin' feelin' again..haiz..shant think bout it...
dowan to waste time updatin liao la..haha..i'm goin' to read other people's blog n all..so yea..ciao..
+peace+
i'm gona miss you...alot..alot..alot..alot..
"neva gona leave ur side" by daniel b.[some1 send it to me..haha..nice..]
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one
I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home
They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home


i did a rough sketch at 6:12 PM

the artist in the ambulance.

amanda ang.
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acjc.
roman catholic.

no use for a name.

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